Tuesday, February 28, 2006
wipe away all my tears.
Tmr will be Cross Country day , i'm not looking forward to it anymore . Today's Science paper equals to a piece of dead shit . Am helping Mr Tong tmr during the run and needa report to school at 7am . Haven got any plans where to go after Cross Country tmr , if there's no programme i guess i'll head home and sleep . Was actually in normal mood today , those usual hyper and funny mood . But when i was taking my nap in the noon today , around 4pm Boy called me and I missed that call as i thought it was my alarm clock . But i called back , and he told me some very shocking and dog - worrying stuffs . And i started crying and crying , then some messages came in , my tears gushed out like a river . I quickly phoned Chew , but she din answer as she was busy , so i phoned Edwin and told him those stuffs . I guess he dont really understand what i say as i'm crying and talking at the same time . I am really sad , heart-broken , speechless and dead worried . Sighh.. What is the solution to solve the problem ? I dont know. What more can i do ? I dont know too .. Should anything happen ? I hope nothing will happen . I could only wait for that call and pray for miracle . =( My mood went super low and i had tuition today , was trying very hard not to think about it . But it disturbed me a lot.. After tuition , watched tv and started crying again . Then Mum and Dad came home , i wiped away my tears and wento wash my face . I'm seriously worried and sad , every moment i look at my handphone or think about it , my tears roll out . I really hope that everything will be fine , and nothing will happen . Sighh.. My eyes are really pain now , i really wish to have a good rest . Goodnight world. <3
"All i want is to have you by my side . "
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Monday, February 27, 2006
set your heart a place..
Am currently blogging at 6th aunt house , using Jason's laptop . I dont think i'm gonna go home early today as my Mum just sat down to play mahjong with my uncles . And i'm having Science exam tmr , but i'm not studying . Fucking enjoying life now uh , Wynny . But i will at least read through a little later . haha . Today i had my Maths and Geo-fking-graphy paper , Maths paper wasn't that bad . But taking Geo paper was a total disaster , the paper was 45minutes but i practically used around 5mins or maybe make it nicer , 10minutes to finish the paper . With loads of craps and i spend the remaining "useful" time to do stupid things , and rest . Yesterday wento Partyworld with Kor kor , Jie jie , Dennis Kor Kor , Jie Jie(2) , Fishy , Hua Ge and Jason . It was darn fun laa... Sang lotsa songs and we're all so high . Dennis Kor kor and me always do sign language when it's not our turn to sing , we'll make the whole mtv into sing language and laughed like some assholes . haha . Din know he knew so many funny actions .. haha . We ended the session by singing "Wo Hai Neng Ai Shui" , the atmosphere was darn darn cool . I was standing on the sofa and waving my hand like i'm at a concert . haha . We must meet up soon for more singing. haha . Just booked the barbeque pit on 18th March'06 for our family gathering . woopeedoopeedoo~~!!! Currenly am watching "Full House" korean drama , it's so nice laa . Rain so oh-so effin' cute can . I'm mad about that show !! *screams & shouts* Wednesday will be our school's cross country day . yippess !! And this morning was messaging with Boy till i start my Maths paper and we argued about some funny dates for a very long time . But in the end , I WON !! expected laa .. =x haha . He was trying very hard to win me , but too bad . haha . Then just now we were talking about contact lens , and another deal was made , we'll see who gets infection first . haha . I'm getting my new contact lens like so soon laa . Ner ner .. Loser to buy chocolate . Dont care !! hee` Good news !! My dad will be flying over to China next week for a few days , maybe 4 days . I'm not sure . Then after coming back to rest for a 2 days , he'll be flying to M'sia again . Mum is deciding whether to follow him or not , so i'm persuading Mum to fly around with him . Enjoy laa , right ? haha . wooohoo~ Late late towning , late late supper , late late drinking session and late late partayee . Anyone ?? haha . Okay , i guess i gotta stop crapping already . Shall go and read up on my Science and go into my beauty sleep. Goodnight all. <3
"Your alluring smile captivates my heart."
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
the way you broke my heart and walked away.
I'm back from Godma's house already . Took a nap and Mum called Godma to go support her for her peformance tonight . So Godma woked me up and we wento Sembawang CC to suport Mum . Saw Aunty Tan , she's the woman whom i always call for at the childcare everytime when it's bathing time . haha . I'll shout " Aunty , pom pom !!" and she'll say "take your clothes , which shampoo you want ? tasmanian devil one or tweety bird ? " haha . I missed her so much laa , she's still so cool and steady . haha . Boy was at Yishun just now , but i was at the CC . So we din meet again , it's so rare for him to come Yishun . Aww... We always missed it . Anyhoo , am supposed to stay at Godma's house tonight cause i wanna meet lil Kenneth and lil Trina tmr . But , tmr am studying with Gransazers in the noon . Just now i saw this long lost partner of mine , lots of memories came back and i kept quiet and reminisced . Saw Sabun too , he was smoking outside 7-11 with his friends . Was chatting with Mond Mond just now and he's such a ner ner laa . We argued about this particular topic , then we talked about morning jog , lastly he told me some contract when i'm 20years old . He better mean it . I'm gonna count on him . haha . And I wanna go ROMP @ ZOUK this 16 March , Mr. Titus and Sherr jie jie told me about it , they're asking if i wanna go with them . I want I want !!! But the final decision always lies on my Mum.. Sighh.. Okay , i needa tell me dearest that , " i really dont know what's up in your mind , please get everything done soon . i'm sure you dont wanna have negative outcome. =) you rock ! " i gotta go sleep now . Ohh yupps , do check out my photo album . =) I'm really tired . Goodnight world* <3
"This time , i waved goodbye and sweared never to turn back . "
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crushed love.
Am currently at Godma's house now , because this morning i went to school for math's remedial . And i thought it's been a long time i last seen Godpa , so came over to pay a visit . How nice of me right ? i know .. =) Woked up so unwillingly and my head hurts like hell .. Met Gransazers at Mac and had breakfast , wento school together in a big gang . haha . Maths remedial was fun , Mrs Wee gave us worksheet to do ourselves then did and listened to mp3 and other stuffs . haha . After remedial wento play at the see-saw behind the canteen , so fun ! We all were like little children playing there . haha . Yesterday went kbox , then wento drink with my dad and his friends . It was darn fun.. Had Chivas and Tequilla , played some funny dice game too . Reached home almost 5 already , bathed and wento sleep . Was messaging with Boy too and he always tell me the same thing . I mean sometimes old people are like that and we cant blame them right ? haha . Should I go ?! Urghh!!! I'm so confuse laa... =( Recently , i kept telling Mum that my future husband were those whom own a aeroplane , then we'll take the plane to like Shanghai for dinner , or say stay in New Zealand for the weekends and stuffs . And my husband's house is as big as 2 soccer field and have swimming pool , garden or maybe a small playroom . haha . Mum asked me to go to sleep and dream about it . haha . I know laa , it's like a wont-come-true and uselees thinking . haha . But it's cool laa . hee` It's a Saturday today and i'm at Godma's house feeling so alone . I wanto go out , enjoy , zhou siao and feel the breeze . But i guess , in the end i'll be studying for my Maths test on Monday . How sad.. *sob-sob* Okay , update laterr .
"You squashed my heart like a squashed tomato."
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
if the rain could take all my sorrows away..
For that last few days , poor Wynny has been seriously sick and tired . Screw Pizza Hut or Breadtalk . I was up with fucking food poisoning , so i either lie on the bed or rush to the toilet . Gransazers all got it too ~ Sighh.. But i was recuperating at 8th aunt house , with Jie jie . So for the two days of recuperation , Tuesday and Wednesday . Jie jie took care of me , cooked porridge and macaroni for me and reminded me to take medicine . haha . So nice of her.. *hugggiess* Visit the clinic and the doctor banned me from eating oily food , spicy food and dairy products for one week =( how sadd.. Anyway , was watching SCV most of the time and everytime i'll fall asleep , Jie jie's bed is so comfortable . Wooo~~ On the second day , went out with Jie jie to have lunch and Northpoint . But my lunch looked so plain , some soup thingy . Am craving for CADBURY chocolate , KFC , vanilla puffs , spicy cutlet , hello panda biscuit, and loads more . Urgh ~!!!! But am trying very hard to make a deal with Dad to buy me chocolate when i'm fully recovered . haha . Anyhoo , Monday was funny . Gransazers were all having tummy ache , of course chew , heng and me got it too . Then during F & N lesson , a few of them rushed for toilet . So we all start to discuss about how those bowels come out , the spluttering sound and by walking down the stairs make your bowels wanto burst out too(according to Jon) .. haha . Shant elaborate any further , or else you people might throw up . But we all had lotsa disgusting and stupid ideas . haha . And Monday night , my fever was freaking 38.8 degrees . I wailed for my parents and they gave me KOOL FEVER . That shit dont work laa... Ner ner . Am still experiencing a little tummy aches now and then , but i'm strong . haha . Okay , we all know that Wynny is crapping . haha . I had CADBURY chocalate today !! Woopeedooo~~ So nicee... And no wonder i still rush for toilet . haha . Okay , shall stop here alreadyy . Goodnight all . <3
"when you say nothing at all . "
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
letters to you
To my dearest ,
i dont know what else to say now . at times you light my life and made my day , but at times you spoilt my day and hurt me so much .. i really wonder is everything true ? or is it just a lie ? i do hope everything will go fine. you might feel nothing now , but there's something happening . you know ? i know you care , but is that the way you care for me ? as days passed by , things are getting lesser and lesser . one day , we might end up having nothing to say . and it will lead to a misery.. please...
Love,
Wynny
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Friday, February 17, 2006
you always smile at me and took my heart away .
Wynny didn't go to school today as she experienced cramps and headache . Rested and woke up around 10+ , used the computer and went out around 2pm to meet Gransazers at Yishun MRT station . Wento Orchard to get Jon's present and walked around.. The moment we reach Somerset , Alex reminded me something.. How nice of him .. Called Rene and went so high acting like a tai tai . haha . We bought shirt and boxers for Jon.. Saw LEVIS watch and EVERLAST watch . So ROSEY , start saving okay ? haha . Crapped around a lot and it's really fun . Took photos too , really nice . haha . 7 person squezzing in one machine , making a hell inside . haha . Will upload soon.. Rushed to the hospital around 7:40pm , as visiting time is over at 8pm . I reached the hospital , den went for dinner with Mum . As usual , i had my dinner only , for the whole day i either drink water or eat sweets . Took bus back with Mum and talked alot , but i just quarelled with my mum as she lost her marbles and start shouting . Boy wento Admiralty today , while i'm at Orchard . So we din meet up again ...Anyway , i'll be buying new contact lens soon . I wore my current contact lens for more than a month , i guess is one month two and a half weeks . XW also the same , so we'll see who gets infection first . haha . Tmr am going over to 8th aunt house to see 7th aunt , then i guess will be going to the hospital again . I'm tired already . Goodnight all ! <3
"i pray hard that whatever you say to me is true . "
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
leave silently.
Now , i so hate my freaking brother . Okay , he actually strike TOTO . But its was just a few hundred dollars .. Now my dad found out that his few hundred dollars was almost finishing . Hell yaa.. He fucking spend the few hundred dollars away in just a few days . Then today when my dad called back and asked him , he raised his voice at my dad . IDIOTIC ASSHOLE! I so hate him laa .. Urgh !! Anyway , school were okay last few days . At times i was deep in thoughts and at times i was crappy and had stupid actions . Recently my dad kept saying that i'm naughty and bad , but i din do anything wrong . So i always shout around the house saying : "wynny rocks ! you stone ah . mummy ruby ah . i'm not naughty... neither am i bad . ohh father , please forgive all my wrongdoings . " And i became so drama , but my dad woke me up from my drama dreams by saying : "go and sleep before you dream , dont dream when you're not even sleeping . silly girl . " *shattering sound* my dreams were shattered .. Aww.. stop it . It's too over , Wynny . haha . Tmr is FRIDAY ! I so love Friday , as i could sleep my ass off during the weekends . But tmr after school , am going out with the GRANSAZERS to get Jon's present . We're celebrating his birthday this Sunday .. =) I just found out , i din have my dinner for 2 days already . So i only ate during break and lunch , i'm not hungry at all . haha . And i admit i'm lazy to have my meals , i will stop halfway while eating and push my plate away . Then being nice , Chew and Yeokling will feed me . hee` Okay , i guess i gotta stop here already . I heard my bed calling for me already ! Goodnight world ! <3
"I always see you in my dreams , but can we meet in reality ? "
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
always loving the way you smile .
Oh.. after this post i'll seriously go up to my bed . I'm dog tired . Was almost late for school today , cause i took my own sweet time in the morning to dry my hair . But in the end , my hair wasn't dried at all cause i was day dreaming.. How stupid right ? Saw Sister and Vincent on the way to school , then Vincent called Chew over and left me and Sister . So i saw this box of thing on Sister's hand . I thought it was cake , and i was thinking , oh maybe it's one of his brother's birthday . Then Sister passed that box to me and asked me to keep it . I was like stunt , stent , stone laa . I kept saying the same old thing and of course Sister replied the same old thing . I accepted in the end , and i really appreciate it alot alot . Sister , you rocks ! =) He seriously rocks .. Mmmms , school as usual but today we were all talking about what to do after school . As for those whom is attached , we never count them in . So all the singles gathered and discuss.. During Maths lesson , the class kept asking Mrs Wee about her marriage life and so she only get to go through a few questions . My class is so co-operative .. Assembly , i got high and start to shout and scream like mad . PE teachers is so cool can . wooo~ Kor kor and Hua ge played a prank on me . I mean they really cheered me up . They messaged me and asked me if i received their flowers , cause they said they sent a flower to me and it's on the way to my school . Then they ask me to wait and the delivery man will sent the flower to my school very soon . Hell load of shit ! haha . But they are still nice .. =) Rushed home straight after school , and went out to meet Edwin , Nicholas , Chew and Andy . All of us were single except for Nic . Saw Kim Long at the station , he kept asking me to intro girls to her . Ner ner .. Had fun on the way to Marina Square . Marina Sqaure is sooo big laa . Still remember last year , one of my long related cousin got married at Marina Mandarin . And me and my other cousin were wearing gown , so we walked through the crowded Marina Square . It was seriously so pai seh laa .. Went to the Esplanade's roof top . On the way there , my mood wasnt really good . Now , they all see the confuse side of Wynny . Nic kept telling me not to be sad . Edwin kept giving me advices and asking me not to cry . I din cry .. Mmmms , looked for Jane too , chatted awhile with her and went to look for the rest . The scenery at the rooftop is still so nice . Saw lotsa couples there and saw this guy whom is trying very hard to take out the rose from the plastic bag . He was shoo-ing away the plastic bag at his back . Darn sweet laa .. I was seriously in a dilema at that time . Edwin starts to analyse my situation , Chew helped me reply messages while Andy and Nic kept asking me to cheer up . They were so nice.. hee` Left around 7+ and was rushing over to TTSH , reached there wento visit Aunt and rested for awhile . Reached home around 9:30pm , and i received two bouquets of flowers . It was placed outside my doorstep.. It was from Hazi and Seith , Seith was in Australia . So he actually called back to Singapore to ask his friend sent the flowers over . And Hazi was my neighbour last time , he's now staying at Emerald Condo . How sweet of them . =) Couldn't take the picture of the flowers as my Dad took the camera out already . Mum din question me at all , she just said :"wahh.. give me one leh . i dont have leh.. share share laa . " Ner ner .. Dad said :"your presents a lot huh.. " . I'm having tuition tomorrow !!!!!! How sad .. I dont want ! I wanna sleep .. I wanna slepp !! Okay , gotta stop here already . Some pictures below ~ Goodnight ! Happy Valentine's Day all !! <3
take a picture before opening it ..
take a look , what's inside the box .
the one and only "Princess" cap ..
my favourite Mickey and Minnie mouse . hee`
crown bracelet . woohoo~
lastly , a box of rocher . =)
"Walk with me through the dark , will you ?"
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Monday, February 13, 2006
i wrote my love on your hand .
The radiant smile , cheeky laughter and stupid actions are starting to disappear from Wynny's life . Valentine's day is tomorrow.. so what ? I dont find Valentine's day any special now . I find it rather a hard day to get over with . I'm thinking of going to a quiet place alone , but i'm afraid of being alone . Rubbish~ Woke up so reluctantly this morning , and my mood was dead . My eyes were painful . I was staring blindly into the air , looking depress . I hardly smile , my mind was twirling . When reaching the last period , my heart was thumping faster and faster . I dont know why too . Most of the people's answer were "Yes.." While mine was a half yes and no . I start to lose my marbles and start whimping . After school , rushed home then rest for awhile and went out to meet mum again . Ate dinner are 6th aunt house and we took the van there , the van was cool . Reached TTSH and something came into my mind .. I still remember seeing a LDA(lion dance association) guy on Saturday . Then mum was saying " hospital also got lion dance ah ? " What the hell ? So i replied "He's a LDA people laa . come here visit his brothers or family cannot mehs ? " So mum and i start to talk about LDA stuffs and some other shit . I'm use to calling them LDA people . =) Was messaging with Boy all along and dinner wasnt nice . I din eat as i'm sick of the hospital food . So i only had one meal today.. Yesterday night wasnt nice too . When i was listening to the radio and trying to sleep , the station played sad love songs . So i cried and cried , thinking about those stuffs just hurts me so much . When i so wanto rest my mind and heart , shits happens . Sighh.. I need to get some sleep now . Goodnight all . <3
"As the clock strikes twelve tonight , i wished for roses . "
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
sometimes , smiling seems so hard .
Shall do my maths homework after typing this post , i reckon . Wento Godma's house and PSP is sooo fun !! I so love playing with Bobby's (shall start calling him Alan) PSP . It rocks laa .. Rene's hair was funny , looked like she took a bike without wearing helmet . My mood when down at some times , i meant SUPER DOWN . Lotsa things start to raced through my mind and i kept very quiet . Sighh... This moment when i stand up , i have a good and positive answer . The next moment i sit down , i got a very cruel and negative answer . What the fuck is all this ? Wento look for Kor kor at 6th aunt house , they are all looking through flowers for Valentine's day . Hell ya.. Those flowers are so nice laa . How i wish...Urgh ! Nabey ~ Should have ask them to get one for me on my birthday last year . Nevermind .. Giving me this year , isnt too late also . Jie jie then asked me , have i been crying everyday . I smiled at her and asked her why . She told me , " can see so clearly , i always know if you cry or not . your eyes always show it out . " Mmms , Cried yesterday night as my player plays "Yuan yuan ai zhe ni" . Tears flowed like water tap during the chorus . Sighh.. This morning woke up around 11+ , bath and went out to the hospital with Mum . When i was in the car , i then remember Monday is just tomorrow . Fucking fast laa .. So , i start to think and think about it . My conclusion was a mess.. Was messaging wth Boy , but whatever way he tried to cheer me with dont work . The answer mostly seems negative .. When we reach TTSH , went to see Aunt and i cried bitterly as Uncle Ping told her lotsa touching stuffs . Now , i get the feeling of seeing your love ones lying down there and you cant do anything . =( Wento 8th aunt house to see how the guys were doing as they bought Ferrero Rocher and wrapped like a bouquet for their love ones . Hua ge then told me : " if you get flowers that day , rent it to me can ? if she dont accept i pay you 50% , if she do i pay you full price . " So i told him : "must see if got people give me flowers a not laa . but people give it to me then i sell to you , very bad leh . No no.. cannot . I'll keep the flowers . " The Rocher were nice laa . Went back to the hospital with Dennis kor kor around 7+ and left around 9+ . I seriously gonna break down soon . I dont eat well , i always have those food which harms the gastric . Tomorrow ... My Monday . What will it be like ? Should i cry my Sunday night away? Or cry my Valentine's day away ? I know you people will say " why so stupid , keep crying ? dont cry laaa .. " But... Sighh .. I do hope for a miracle . I seriously do . The feeling isnt good when you are crapping and laughing , while your heart is tearing . My heart is painful , so painful . Let's pray that tomorrow will be a better day for me . Wynny , Please ... I know it's hard . But stay strong ..
"Why say you love me , when everything isn't true ? "
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
say "i love you" , and mean it .
Wynny is in total depression state . She isn't stable in her mood and thinking . What the hell is happenning ? Sighh.. At times i'm sad , tired and stressed up . My mind is in a total mess . I cant think anymore , it might explode anytime . Everything just happen on the same time and I couldn't take it . Crying alone is all i do in the night , and the next morning when i wake up i'll try my best to tell myself it's a better day . But deep down in my heart , it's tearing , struggling and crying out loud . I smile to people , but my heart is crying inside . I crapped around as usual , but my heart is struggling . Why the fuck is everything happening now ? I dont get it . Why ? I always ask myself . Can everything come to an end ? I want my mind to take a good rest.. Monday is coming up so soon and things are still in a mess . You always told me the same thing , but what was the conclusion ? Tears or Joy ? You tell me .. I always told you what i hoped for , but you always can get it or you always forgot about it . How ? Do you feel what i feel ? I hope so.. I seriously hope so . =( Tears are much easier to flow out recently as emotions hits . Valentine's day is coming and i'm not looking forward to it . Some guys are preparing flowers , gift , planning where to go , where to have a romantic dinner and other stuffs . While for some fortunate girls , they're waiting for that day to come and receive presents . I'm here crying almost every night . Valentine's day ? It might just be another day i spend sleeping at home . I seriously pray to God that things will change for the better . I wanna sleep already . My heart aches , it's so painful . Heal me , can you ? Good Night .
" I can`t go on anymore if you weren't waiting for me at the ending point . "
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Friday, February 10, 2006
do you even know if i'm dead ? i really wonder..
I apologise for not updating the last few days . As i'm really busy and tired out . And i aint in any good mood from Wednesday till now . Anyway , Monday i was late for school . Reached Sembwawang at 7:20am then Chew and me went for breakfast together at Mac . It was fun laa . Ate for around 1 hr , saw Jia Yuan there . Had detention after school and was quite fun . Went for check up too.. Tuesday , was catching a movie with Chew . And i got a call saying Aunt was in the hospital . Wento visit her after the movie and saw lotsa familiar faces . My cousins.. Kor kor brought me in to see Aunt and i cried and cried . And while watching movie , i cried too . We watched I Not Stupid Too . It was so sad.. I wanto watch it again !! Went for dinner with Jie jie , kor kor , Dennis kor kor , Jason and Hua ge . Reached home around 1+ , bath and wento sleep . Am dead beat . Wednesday , woke up late and Mum drove me to school . After school , rushed home , bath then went out to the hospital again . Ah long kor kor was funny laa . He always make joke outta the blue.. Ate dinner with them , then sent Jane home . I was so sad on the way back .. Kor kor's car passed by a very familiar place at Orchard , behind Somerset MRT . Aw.... Tears was on the verge of flowing out . Reached home , messaged with Boy and i wento sleep . Yesterday.. My heart wasnt with my the whole day . I was lost , waiting for miracle , looking at my phone almost after every minute . But i end up with.. Nothing . Nothing.. All i had was tears and sorrows in the night , i cried like there's no tomorrow and my heart really aches . Chew , Yeok Ling and me wento buy some stuffs after school and we saw this two sec one girls . They always love to walk pass my class and look at the guys then start to point point at them . It's so disturbing . You can actually hear their comments and they tried to flirt around with Gransazers . Gross~ So we were laughing about something and they stared at us . Chew was clearing her throat and one of them said "kao pei.." Very good . She's fucking finding troubles for herself.. Chew went into 7-11 to look for them . While they two girls push the blames around.. What kinda friend they both have . Shitty..We left after staring at them.. They look so scared and innocent . Went back to school and the girl apologise to us . Ner ner~ The two girls were really fucked up and they're seducing chinese male counsillors . Watch out guys .. haha . Had welcoming tea for Sec. 2 counsillors too , played water activites and i got so wet and so cold . Reached home , bath and wento sleep from 7+ till this morning . This shows that , i'm seriously tired and needs a lot of sleep . Today , i was still the same . Everything i did today wasnt with a full heart , my souls linger around everywhere and i dont even know what i'm thinking about . Wento the hospital today with that freaking bro of mine . He got his O' levels result today .. He did well and he wants to study Banking stuffs at Ngee Ann . Heck him . Tmr am going over to Godma's house for gathering . I'm not having any mood.. Sighh . Should i be normal , hyper active or the present me . Sad , tired and stress up . Shall see tmr .. If i were to cry infront of you , dont be shock . My heart do aches and it's really tearing up . I'm tired now . Good night ..
"You always love to play hide and seek with me when i needed you most . "
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
now that you are gone.
Actually was suppose to have soccer game with Titus and his friends today , at 8am . But i overslept and woke up at 10am . wahahah~ Titus din call me up , he only message me and told me next week there's one more game . haha . Sorry Titus .. =) So i watched tv , practice my dance and then i received a call from Kim Long . He asked me to meet him for brunch and he called Ah Di along too . Met up with them around 11:30am , ate at BLK 769 . They were talking about their secondary school life and stuffs . Went off around 1pm and wento meet Gransazers at Yishun MRT station . Everyone reached and they wento eat BK and after BK we head to Chew's house . Played card , and keep singing songs there . "live" concert ! haha . Left around 5pm and the guys wento play at the playground and they were having loads of fun . haha . Darn funny .. Walked to Northpoint and took bus home with Jon , it was drizzling and i thought of some unhappy things . =( Then i received Boy's message , how nice of him . haha . So he cheered me up and lalala` Received a call from Seith too .. He's leaving today to Australia . Ohh.. I will miss you Seith . Do call me often okay . =) Boy told me he's going to Sembawang MRT to meet his friends , but too bad .. I'm already at home . So din get the chance to meet him.. Mmmms , i haven finish my homework and i must do it later . I must !! I'm havinng serious pain on my appendix side again . When i sleep , turn , laugh or walk , it really hurts . Should i go to the doctor tmr ? or should i wait for a few days more to see how the pain goes.. We shall see how . I gonna stop here already . My mood aint good now . Gnight all . Loving you all.. <3
"I trade all my yesterdays for one single tomorrow just to see you again . "
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
i want to dance on the bed of roses.
ESCAPE was fun !! woohoo~! Went out to meet them around 10:30am at Yishun MRT station . People present were , Alex , Andy , Edwin , Melvin , Jonathan , Elwin , Chew and Heng . Crap a lot in the train and when we reach ESCAPE it was drizzling . But we still bought the tix and went in.. The first station we went was Haunted House , fugging scary laa . Two freaking human ghost scaring you.. Melvin was very brave , when the human ghost raise his hand up , Melvin shoo~ his hand off . haha . Melvin , Alex , Chew , Heng and me were in one group and throughout the walk inside , i was just screaming and screaming . haha . Darn scaryy laa ... Waaa~!! Second staion was Pirate Ship , darn fun laa . We screamed like hell again and did stupid things . But the person in-charge of that game was a total bitch . She talk to us in a very unhappy tone . KNN !! Thrid station was Wet and Wild .. woohoo~ Sat with Chew and Melvin was brave to sit alone . haha . I was so wet laa.. But it was really fun . hee` Got down and was so cold .. Brr~~ Jon decided to take another time , so we ran in to take another time again . haha . The second time wasnt that scaryy. haha . After that , we wento the toilet to dry ourselves and the auntie was irritating laa . Urgh ! Fourth station , Heng , Chew and Me wento take the Pirate Ship again , while the guys wento queue for Go-Cart . haha . We get to play the Pirate Ship and the guys din get to play theirs . Cos , when they are queuing , it start to drizzle . haha . Went for lunch and after lunch was Yakult Ride .. I so love it . Have been pestering them to take that ride the moment we step into ESCAPE . haha . They say , it was like a 6 years old taking that ride .. Narnia ~ But it was fun okay .. Elwin was beside me and he got hell loads of crapp . haha . We both wear slippers and scared that it might fly out somehow . So we kiap-ed tightly and laughed like mad.. haha . It start to rain again and we decide to go to the Haunted House again . This time all of us went in together. haha . Darn funny laa . Wasnt scary at all.. Jon kept scaring Elwin and they both made a fool inside . haha . After Haunted House , we wento Flipper . Nicee ~~ Spining around and shouting out like mad . haha . But it lasted for awhile only . That was our last game of the day and i left with Alex , Jon , Chew and Melvin . My leg hurts , i guess i sprained it while sliding on the floor . haha . Messaged with Boy all the way till i reached home and after bathing , went out with Dad to his friend's house . Ate dinner there and played with Nigel .. hee` When i'm leaving , Nigel came to hug me . haha . So sweeet ~ Am going over to Chew's house tmr , everyone is going too . haha . Shall sleep soon .. Mmmms , just hung up the phone with Boy and he answer the call and said , "this is the singtel telecom anouncement service... blah blah blah .." What the ?! haha . Then we talked about some stupid and funny stuffs , he's an old man laa . haha . Ner ner~ But it was fun talking to him on the phone when he tells you about those stories and funny things . haha . It's been hard on him this few days till CNY end , as he reach home late , sleep late and wake up very early . So , thousands of reminder to ask him drink more water to prevent dehydration . And i got thousands of reminder from him too , for lotsa things . haha . Okay , i gotta go to sleep already . Boy said he'll call me later , let's just pray that i'm not asleep . haha . G'night all . Love you all . <3
Jane and Wynny
Wynny and Chew . we're so wet..
"You gave me warmth when i'm cold . You cheer me up when i'm down . "
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Friday, February 03, 2006
showering me with your love
I'm so so tired now.. But am waiting for something , so shall blog to kill time . Mmmms , i just got back from a dinner at Paya Lebar . Kor kor and Jie jie (cousin-in-law) went too , we sat together and we had loads to talk about . Then Jie jie peel the prawns for me and in return , i accompany her to the ladies . haha . Am so excited about the baby in her stomach , HAEGEN HO CHEN JUN . weehee` Anyhoo , yesterday i reached home around 3am . fucking late and tired . Because yesterday i skipped school to finish up my coursework , and i went back to hand up my coursework in the noon . Then Mum drove me to 8th aunt house , we slacked there and decided to stay for dinner . While 8th aunt prepare the dinner , Mum and me went to 2nd uncle (dad's side) to visit him . I saw raynerd , shaun and hazel there . I so miss raynerd laa . He's also leaving for Dubai that night . So we sat awhile and they left to the airport .. Ohh.. how sad .. Raynerd will be back 2 years later . =( Mister Guan looks better in home clothes and that messy hair after bath . haha . Went back to 8th aunt house for dinner and crapped with kor kor and jie jie then went up to watch scv . Dennis kor kor and jiejie (kor's sister) came back and we all got so high again . hee` We watch a concert then Dennis was doing acne mask then we sang , dance and jump like nobody's business . Whilst , Mum , 8th uncle and Winson played mahjong downstairs and Winson just came back from England . woo~ I was quite tired around 1 am but the concert was getting higher , so we dance and crap around and the whole house can hear my laughter . Because Dennis kept making stupid faces and he forgot he is doing the acne mask .. haha . Reached home , bath and climb up to my bed , I then received a message from Boy so messaged for awhile and i fell asleep . Woke up around 6am today , i fucking sleep for 2hours plus only . So reluctant to go to school , but i still drag myself up . School was okay today , i kept thinking about last Friday . I go around telling people that we'll have CNY celebration and stuffs . haha . I so miss last week can.. =( Ah tan din come today , and Edwin suddenly thought of going to ESCAPE tmr . So sudden ~! But we wento ask around and it's confirm that we're going tmr . haha . Geog lesson was like a laughing session for chew and me , as before we entered the class we saw some sec ones doing some stupid actions . Then chew and i kept imitating and then we laughed . haha . Sidek even ask , what are we laughing about . haha . I dont bother to tell him anything , so i act as i never heard him . After school , ate with Gransazers and went home . Bath and sleep till dinner.. Woohoo~ I'm going to ESCAPE tmr ! weeehee` I haven pack my stuffs for tmr.. hee` Am so tired now.. Aww... I'm starting to miss my cousins again . And yesterday was Mister Etic's birthday . Happy birthday Etic ! you rock my world even when you're 80 years old . =pPp Tmr is also my cousin's birthday . Happy Birthday Mister Melvin Oh Zhi Xiong ! dont get rape again by other guys okay ? haha . wahaha ! Recently , i'm pestering Dad to buy me new digi cam . I want those very slim ones so that i can bring it around with me . Easier . Disney on Ice is so nice right ? I wanna watch !! Shall pester people to bring me there.. haha . Okay , i think i shant go on anymore . Gnight world ! love you all.. <3
"You will always search for me when i'm lost , and you always wipe away my tears when i cry . "
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
parting is the hardest thing to do .
I'm back !!! How sad.. =( I miss everyone there . I seriously had a very very good time there .. Aww... am such a wimp now . Yupps , shall share my good times with you all now . On Sunday , which is the first day of CNY , mum woke me up arboud 9+ and i regretted for not sleeping early the previous night . hee` So , prepared and wore my new clothes . weee` Wento Rene's house for the reunion and was quite fun . They wanted to play poker when i was about to leave for m'sia . haha . Anyhoo , first stop in m'sia was K. pilah , big aunt's house . It was a freaking 5 hours long journey , i was listening to songs , sleeping or looking out for cows or kampung chickens along the road . haha . Reached K. pilah around 5:30pm and the moment i stepped into big aunt's house , i saw ah girl , yao yao and all . But someone was missing , guess who ? Yeah .. it's Mister Etic . haha . He's at the new house resting , but i called him and he came over . I so miss him can . When we saw each other , it was funny . We started the conversation like ,
*taps on Wynny's shoulder*
Wynny: "ehh.. its you ! "
Etic : "Yeah.. me !"
*BIG HUG !*
haha . Envy the cousin-love between us ? haha . Talk a lot with him , even during dinner time we were still talking . We've got lots to catch up . Mister Heng arrived around 7+ then it was great ! Mister Etic , Mister Heng and Me ! We 3 got loads to share and laugh about.. haha . Etic told me he wento print a shirt and i so love it . The back was printed " Lonely Prince" , and the front was he's chinese name . How cool ! Drank a few cans of beer and it was already 10pm . Am not staying at big aunt's house this year , cause her leg is injured . So it's time to leave big aunt's house .. How sad . Etic told me , most probably he'll be at Melacca for the BIG reunion dinner . (He din turn up in the end , as he's parents is going somewhere else. ) Parted sadly with them and went my Dad's car drove ahead , i kept looking back and waved at them . Tears all cloted around my eyes.. =( It's been a year i last met Mister Etic and Mister Heng , i guess the next meeting will be one year later too .. Headed down to Bahau , 3rd uncle's house . Saw so many little cousins , but i din really play with them as i was dead beat alreadyy . That's all for the day , it was a very fun and happy one . How i wish i could stay at Big aunt's house that day .. Mmmms , i love them =)
Monday - 30.01.2006 (second day of CNY)
I forgot who woke my up , but i was stung by a few idiotic mosquitoes . Ate breakfast then went out with 6th aunt , Mum , Dad , 3rd Uncle , 3rd aunt and Little Tina . We went to 7th aunt place in Kermayang . Reached there , talk crap with Ah Boy and left to have my hair-do with Mum and 6th aunt . haha . I so love the new hair-do . Went back to 3rd uncle's house , packed my stuffs and we left to Melacca with Uncle Ping's family and Kuan Sis . hee` I so love the journey down to Melacca . It's my favourite place of all ! wahaha` Xuan was with me in the car and we were crapping behind and she's sucha freezer . Kept bombing me with those cold questions . haha . Reached Melacca around 9:30pm and the moment i got down the car , i saw QI ZHI !! , ENEN and ZHAN ZHAN playing outside . I ran over , Qi zhi ran over to me and *BIG HUG* haha . I so love him !! Then Qi zhi said my hands were cold , because the car was really cold . haha . En En hugged me too , then Zhan Zhan patted his two palms on both my cheeks said "Happy New Year ! " haha . Dont you love them too ? hee` Went in to greet 2nd uncle and aunt , and others . Played fire crackers with the 3 little kiddos . haha . I was like a kid too , like i had the excitements of a 5 years old kid when i hold the fire sparkles . haha . Zhi Qing kor kor (qi zhi's dad) was teaching me how to play certain kind of sparkles . It was fun .. Woo~ Bathed and went opposite to Xiao Yun Jie's(2nd uncle daughter, cousin) house . Saw Kevin , that dumb dumb whom always have cranky stuffs to do . haha . He changed a lot can , more handsome , new specs which make his eyes look bigger , new hairstyle to make him look taller and lastly , new dressing sense that makes him cool-er . haha . Chatted with him for awhile den went back to 2nd uncle's house . En En is so funny laa , she ran to me and look eye to eye with me then she make that stupid kissing sound when we dont even have any body contacts . haha . Qi zhi was also another one , i walked out of the room to the living room , he was also there . So we had eye contacts from the moment i walked out of the room . Then i was already very closed to him , he then came closer to me and we sticked out foreheads together then i hugged and carried him . haha . Zhan Zhan was heavy laa , and he kept wanting me to piggy back him . I was exhausted after piggy-ing him around . After that , the 3 of them crowded around me and combed my hair . haha . Patted them to sleep around 2am and i wento sleep after a can of beer with Kevin . haha . That night i was really tired , but i cant sleep . Lotsa stuffs suddenly raced through my head and most of them were negative stuffs . I felt someone stroking my hair , and went i turned back , i saw Qizhi . I accidentally woke him up when i dropped my specs . Then he was stroking my hair when he thought i was asleep . haha . How nice of this 5 years old kiddo . =) So i patted him to sleep and i slept too . Started to look forward to the next day for the BIG reunion dinner . hee` Then i found out , actually those little kiddos whom followed me , Qizhi , Zhan Zhan and En en . They never really follow their parents , as they wont go and look for their parents or stuffs . They just followed me around the house like i'm the leader of the gang . Kiddo gang.. haha . Love them !
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