Wednesday, September 29, 2004
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long time din come online le , cos too tired n com lag till siao . hm , he ask mi 2 go 4 a movie with him tmr after sch . but , mum dun let . cos exam coming le . haiz . missed it tis time . nvm . recently , my good frenz love life ended one by one . so sad 4 them . seen them cry and sad . veri scared tt i may be the next one . zhe me ban ?xiao bomb's lost has olreadi left a big scar on my heart . i dun wan him 2 leave mi . cannotleaveme . he din do well in his prelims and now is tryin veri hard 2 chiong 4 last min preparation . hope he'll do well . now , i'm scared tt i cant pass me end of yr paper . haiz . din realli study lehz . 5 more days 2 e exam . wadtodo? haiz . having prank calls recently and in sch ppl were askin mi whether i'm tt freako's stead a not . but i'm not lo . ppl in tt freako's class r talking bout it n ppl were askin mi tt same or stupid qns whenever they c mi . hello!!i'm not his stead ok . he's a despo , goin' ard tellin ppl tt i'm his stead . but i'm not . so stop all e stupid qns n rumours . my stead is not tt freako . next , prank calls . my dog ! diff guys r callin in my hp and guess wad they did . they call n i pick up , they said :" wo ai ni " and hung up . wtf . stupid guys wif childish brains . diff voices all e time .u guys haf nth beta to do huh ? stupid!! hate you all . guess gotta stop here . missin my tigger badly .
respect.the.princess
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
lost of xiao bomb
hm , last few days he was having his prelims . finally he finishes his last paper yst . now he slping , haiz . guess he din slp well last nite bahx . and i pon sch2day . haha . no la , actualli , i was lazy 2 get up and no one morning call mi up . haha . so who's at fault now ?? hm , wyn . u gotta wake ur bloody mind up , if no one's call u up during exams or impt meeting how r u gonna wake up . guess tis is e 1000+ times i've been telling myself . haiz . dun talk bout it le. still rmb on 11-09-2004 xiao bomb left tis world and went 2 his peaceful world . haiz . he died due 2 overdose of panadol . the day b4 he left us , i was still chattin wif him on e fone . everything's fine with him , still so li siao n talk so much . so normal . he still tell mi lame jokes . he said smthg 2 mi :'wyn , if u got new frens u cannot 4get me .' i tot he li li siao siao , so i laughed and said ok .but next morning , i received a call from his home . his mom called and told mi xiao bomb was dead . i was so shock and i ask autie 2 repeat wad she said . she repeated , my heart sank deep down and break into pieces . how could he just leave like that !!! y u wanna do this 2 urself ? i ask mom 2 drive me there and e moment i arrived at his wake , i saw his foto and tears started 2 roll down my cheek . i went near his coffin and cried . i ask him , y he wanna do tis? but can he ans me ? no !! he cant !! i went to find auntie and consoled her , she showed me xiao bomb's hp . i browse thru his fone and the last call he made was to me . in his message inbox , it was all my msges . and his profile name was : wyn-princess . my god , u mean he...........? in his calender he recorded the day i was sick , e day i recover , e day i went 4 camp, trips n called him . my god !! wyn !! how am i gonna react ? wad am i suppose 2 do next?? xiao bomb !! wake up !! wake up !! u did so much things for me , yet i onli thank u a few times . wake up !! i wanna say thank u 2 u now !! thank you !!!!! can u hear mi ?? can u ?? sob ... sob ... sob ... reminisce bout wad we did in the past was so memorable , i owe u a chocolate bar and u owe me a treat . din we make promises 2 each other to remember it ? din we?? did u 4get all about it ? and u haven finish ur story of 'The Princess Way Home '. who's gonna continue it ?? no one . no one !! the moment i think of xiao bomb tears roll down my cheeks . even now , while writing tears roll down . haiz . guess gotta stop here . c my next blog for more . nitez . sweet dreams . sweetie , missin u badly .
respect.the.princess
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happennings.
18th - 20th November'05 -> ER GE'S WEDDING !!! wwwuuu~
23rd November'05 -> School counsillor meeting .
26th November'05 -> Ngee Ann Band concert @ victoria concert hall
28th - 3rd December'05 -> Thailand !
6th December'05 -> School counsillor meeting .
6th December'05 -> Ah Di's Bday !
7th - 8th December'05 -> Tuition ! Urgh !
9th December'05 -> Out to AhDi's house.
13th December'05 -> Watch Peharps Love with cousins !
23rd December'05 -> Sec 1 enrollment day . 7am !
31st December'05 -> Last Day of Working . Go ENJOY !!
11th - 13th January'06 -> Sec. 1 Orientation Camp !
14th - 15th January'06 -> Ah Ma's Birthday Chalet =)
19th January'06 -> Raidahhh's Birthday !
20th January'06 -> Out with the Gransazers.
21st January'06 -> Buy new year clothes !
23rd January'06 -> Mum's Birthday.
27th January'06 -> Out with Gransazers.
4th February'06 -> Melvin Oh's Birthday !
4th February'06 -> ESCAPE with Gransazers!
7th February'06 -> Watch movie!!
11th February'06 -> OH's gathering .
14th February'06 -> Valentine's day . =(
19th February'06 -> Jon's Birthday.
23rd February'06 -> Samuel's Birthday.
27-28th February'06 -> Common test ! GO GO GO!!!
1st March'06 -> School's Cross Country.
3rd March'06 -> Meet-the-parents session.
9th March'06 -> Edwin's Birthday!
14th March'06 -> ESCAPE!! and Gransazer's chalet.
18th March'06 -> Family Gathering
25th March'06 -> Heng Tai's Birthday!
31st March'06 -> Peformance @ BP
1st April'06 -> Towning with Gransazers
6th April'06 -> Kok Swee's Birthday !
7th April'06 -> Speech Day 2006
10th April'06 -> Melvin Chan's Birthday!
after so much tight schedules , i still remember you !
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the.almighty.princess.*
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give wynny more *HUGS*
wynny
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ALL HER COUSINS !
QIZHI!!
GANBEH ROCKS ~!
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day-dreaming
SLEEPING !
shopping
dancing
crapping around
snapping pics
dreaming of bcoming a princess
lil' babies
love me and i'll love you .