Friday, September 30, 2005
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies .anyway , thanks to some morons whom tag my board and have no guts to put their names there . (i'm not saying pass-by , you know who you are.) its someone whom named "passer-by" what the fcuk! its my problem if i wanna edit or not . why you care ? who the fcuk are you to care ? and thanks to LAO PA and the act of kindness touched my heart . what the hell ! i thought you wont be the same , but oh .. i din know you'll do such things also . total fkup ! *poofs*
respect.the.princess
For the love still there ..
Anna and Ian was a sweet loving couple and had been tgt for 2yrs plus .. they met each other in the school and were very best friend . Ian waited for her for about 1yrs as Anna was preparing for her major exam . Ian never stop showering her with love , care and concern everytime . be it they're tgt or not . Ian buy her gifts to encourage her in the major exams , he even stayed up late in the night to wait for Anna to finish revising den he called her and put Anna to sleep . Ian also calls Anna up every morning , he took a copy of her school's time-table and exam schedule so that he could call her up at the right time . After school , Ian will wait for her under a tree outside the school . whether rain or shine , Ian will always be there . he actually waited 5hrs for Anna as she's having extra lessons in school . Anna was also touched by his love and everything he did for her . They became couple a few weeks after Anna finish her major exams . Ian is so romantic , he brought Anna to a beach and he decorated the beach with rose petals , hand-made stars dangling on the branches of the trees and a bouquet of red roses . Their love so ever-lasting and sweet .. till one fine day where things go wrong . Ian met a girl whom is named Belle . Ian met her online and they started meeting up for coffe sessions , movies and other stuffs . While Anna was kept in the dark about everything .. Ian was cold to Anna after that and started ignoring Anna . Not knowing he's at fault , he still scold Anna for being sensitive and he asked Anna to mind her own business . [what the fcuk!] Anna was sad and she cried every night . She felt that her heartstrings were being played upon. Ian did not even give her a call for one week.. Ian was seriously with Belle for that whole week. Anna saw them on the strrets so close tgt. She quickly run the to back of the alley and cried . She was thinking whether to let go the 2yrs plus relationship, as she feels if she go on dragging .. she'll suffer more . Anna was thinking about it everyday and was thinking how to tell Ian . Anna was also thining to spend her 21st birthday with Ian . But ... no . Finally , Ian called her , saying he missed Anna so much and wanna see her badly . Anna know it was a total lie so she confronted Ian and they ended their 2yrs relationship . Anna was crying on the other line while ending it , she knows its hard to let go but she dont wanna go on suffering . It hurts her so much and people around her were so worried for her . Ian still din realise what he had done wrong, but he asked Anna if they could be back tgt again. Anna did not answer him . Ian calls her , text her message and even waited for her outside the school . Anna saw Ian and was totally disappointed.. Anna stills cried everyday .. Ian was once again ignored by her . But , Ian din not give up . Ian stopped contacting Belle as he found out the person he love most is Anna , not Belle . Belle understands his situation and let him off . Ian was under Anna's house every night to wait for her . Even if Anna dont appear , he'll look up and see if Anna's room lights were on . Ian will only leave late in the night , when Anna's room lights were off and she's asleep . Anna found a new guy friend , Ray which treats her very well and she tells him her problems . They both were best friends and hang out everyday after school . Sometimes Ray will sent Anna home and every night Ray will text her a message or give her a call to put her to sleep . Anna was den thinking whether to get back with Ian or go with Ray as he's much more better than Ian . She's thinking , if Ian had change for the better and will he hurt her again? Is Ray better than Ian ? these questions just revolve around her mind everyday . A few weeks later , will be Anna's 21st birthday . Ian went around the town to search for her gift was thinking to ask her to be back with him again on her birthday . He planned everything well and wrapped the gift nicely for her . On the other hand , Ray was thinking to ask her out for a nice dinner and give her a watch den lastly , ask Anna if she's willing to be with him . It was Anna's birthday, Ian woke up early to prepare himself and called up Anna's best friend ,Vern, cause Anna wont answer Ian's call . So Ian met up with Vern and she called up Anna to check if she's at home . Ian den went under Anna's house with Vern . Vern called Anna again and ask her if she could come down for a little while as she wanna pass Anna her present . Anna agreed and when she came down , she saw Ian too . She smiled to Ian and took the gift from Vern and she went off .Ian was sad as he din talk Anna . Ian then quickly run up to Anna and asked her sincerly to be back tgt with him . Anna told Ian , its her birthday today . she dont wanna talk about this . Ian said , he'll wait for her answer no matter what happens . Around evening , Ray came over and picked Anna up for a nice dinner and he also ask the question . Anna just smiled .. -*end*-
okayy , is quite sad and stupid with no ending . but , i cried throughout the whole show . what will be the ending? will Anna be with Ian or Ray ? mmmms , beats me too . are all phillipines show this way ? anyway , gotta go for now . update later . take care !
respect.the.princess
Thursday, September 29, 2005
its totally disappointment ..
Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared his love,
Once I was by his side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
His actions so suave,
His smile so bright,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.
"if you think keeping quiet and not doing anything will do you good , then just go on doing it . "
respect.the.princess
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
i'll be strong .respect.the.princess
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
what the fcuk !respect.the.princess
Monday, September 19, 2005
are we still hanging on there?Hoping that the pain would fade, the pain I feel in me, as each day passes by, the time might set me free.
It was a sad and quiet night, when I faced the hardest part, cause I was all by myself, with a broken heart.
It was a sad and quiet night, with my head in hand, when I learned to accept, and how to understand.
Now I do understand, that reality is pain, which brought me tears, and left me in the rain.
It was a sad and quiet night, as my dreams went through, I start to wonder , will everything be fine ?
sigghh , my heart hurts .. its so painful . =( i hate this kinda feeling , but i gotta live with it . DRASTIC change .. i'll take it and respect it . *sobbing* "wei"?? is that the way you addresses me from now on? i really wonder..
his princess ?? still there ?? as i wish every night ....
respect.the.princess
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
mugging + mugging = brain squashed tao huay"Happiness is a perfume which you cannot pour on someone without getting some on yourself."
respect.the.princess
Thursday, September 08, 2005
i HATE liars and BITCHES . i LOVE minnie . what can you do ?you're gonna get it from me soon . be prepared !
respect.the.princess
Monday, September 05, 2005
fwee` i'm back from camp.
Friday 02.09.05
reached home ard 1+ , packed my bag and wento get pe shirt from bum .. thanks bum ! =) wento over to my [babyy's] house .. and wasnt feeling really well . headache and kinda hot . so i rested till 6+ den [he] acc me to school . after [he] left , i so miss [him] !! awwhh... camp started ncely .. but a little delay in the time . ice breakers was fun also ... den was supper and lights off . lights off was FUN ! haha . me , chew and yeok ling slept on the table .. den we were talking and crapping like mad . wahaha . the 3 of us sticks together like glue in the camp .. haha . we shout for each other's name at the wrong time . haha . anyway ... i left the camp on sat night cos weiling jie's wedding . i was really sick that time .. my body temp kept rising and i kept coughing and sneezing . mum came to fetch me over to weiling jie's house and i rested there for awhile ..
Sunday 04.09.05
wedding wedding wedding.... yeahyeahyeah!! i woke up ard 6:30 in the morning den prepared myself .. i took the temp. 38.8 . fk!! i took 2 panadols and went over to weiling jie's house . things were great there .. haha . but my temp increased till 39.6 .. shittyy .. so mum brought me to the clinic and took some med and rest . its night time .. dinner ! yeap, dinner was held at CONRAD . nice.. i love the ambassador suite . its big and nice . i had my tiara on .. haha . thanks for all the comments .. u guys were great . haha . dinner started and so did the fking bitchy whore come out .. haha . am i right ? shing , rene and xing ?? haha . we so hate her .. god ma felt the same way too . that bitch tried seducing my freaking bro .. ohmy .. the oh's family hate her for all her actions ! plurgghh... being naughty .. i went over to my bro's table when that bitch was talking to my bro . den i kept shooting her .. wahaha . she's happily sitting on ah chuan's sit . so i said out loud " chuan , your sit ah?" chuan replied " ya lo . got people sit lehs." that's nice of chuan to cooperate with me . haha . but that whore still dont understand and kept wanting to flirt ard .. she wanted to "Tar" with my bro . haha . "tar" her shit ahh . i kept shooting and the whole table knows i'm pek chek . wtf! she already got boyfriend still come over and flirt . shit her . after my cousin "tar-ed" with her . she finally leave . haha . yeah! den she went over to flirt with an indian man . wth .. anyway .. her prob . and she bcame the topic everybody starts to talk about in the oh's family . oh .. she's such a whore . haha . i love my tiara !! mmmmss.. i think i should stop here . come back for more .. =) take care !
i wanto re-celebrate my fifth month . yes, i do.
respect.the.princess
#LEVIS' WATCH!!`
#more CROWNED stuffs`
#CROWN Belt`
#CROWN tee`
#New handphone !!!`
#Shimmer glimmer`
#New digital camera`
#that "bits and pieces" necklance !!`
#Adidas Jacket!`weehee~ woohoo~!
#CROWN NECKLANCES AND BRACELETS from 77th Street`
#CHOCOLATES ! loads of it `
#Billabong lanyard!`
#MORE mickey mouse stuffs and tees`
#MORE freshbox t-shirt`
#Mickey Mouse Sandals from M-Industries`
#The princess property cup`
#More cash!!`
#Navel piercing`
#To be happy always`
#Loads of suprises! boo~!`
#Little Prince storybook!`
Love ,
Wynny
18th - 20th November'05 -> ER GE'S WEDDING !!! wwwuuu~
23rd November'05 -> School counsillor meeting .
26th November'05 -> Ngee Ann Band concert @ victoria concert hall
28th - 3rd December'05 -> Thailand !
6th December'05 -> School counsillor meeting .
6th December'05 -> Ah Di's Bday !
7th - 8th December'05 -> Tuition ! Urgh !
9th December'05 -> Out to AhDi's house.
13th December'05 -> Watch Peharps Love with cousins !
23rd December'05 -> Sec 1 enrollment day . 7am !
31st December'05 -> Last Day of Working . Go ENJOY !!
11th - 13th January'06 -> Sec. 1 Orientation Camp !
14th - 15th January'06 -> Ah Ma's Birthday Chalet =)
19th January'06 -> Raidahhh's Birthday !
20th January'06 -> Out with the Gransazers.
21st January'06 -> Buy new year clothes !
23rd January'06 -> Mum's Birthday.
27th January'06 -> Out with Gransazers.
4th February'06 -> Melvin Oh's Birthday !
4th February'06 -> ESCAPE with Gransazers!
7th February'06 -> Watch movie!!
11th February'06 -> OH's gathering .
14th February'06 -> Valentine's day . =(
19th February'06 -> Jon's Birthday.
23rd February'06 -> Samuel's Birthday.
27-28th February'06 -> Common test ! GO GO GO!!!
1st March'06 -> School's Cross Country.
3rd March'06 -> Meet-the-parents session.
9th March'06 -> Edwin's Birthday!
14th March'06 -> ESCAPE!! and Gransazer's chalet.
18th March'06 -> Family Gathering
25th March'06 -> Heng Tai's Birthday!
31st March'06 -> Peformance @ BP
1st April'06 -> Towning with Gransazers
6th April'06 -> Kok Swee's Birthday !
7th April'06 -> Speech Day 2006
10th April'06 -> Melvin Chan's Birthday!
after so much tight schedules , i still remember you !
wynny
17.07.90
wynny_lurve@hotmail.com
:.:adores:.:`
ALL HER COUSINS !
QIZHI!!
GANBEH ROCKS ~!
oh's family tree
day-dreaming
SLEEPING !
shopping
dancing
crapping around
snapping pics
dreaming of bcoming a princess
lil' babies
love me and i'll love you .