the swollen eyes gets more serious ... i slept at around 6am yesterday , went offline around 3+.. cried like nobody's business den tried to put myself to sleep . then i found out my cellphone wasnt with me , so i climbed outta the bed and wento search for it . i found it in the office room .. ( 1 message received ) tears dripped on my phone while the message is opening . i read and that message din stopped me from crying . walked passed the mirror and i looked into mirror , seeing this teary girl crying bitterly , tears rolling down , sobbing , swollen eyes , hugging this very own bear of hers . sighh ... what a heart breaking scene i saw . mmmms , i woke up at 9am ran to the mirror and a saw puffy eyes again . i quickly wento bath and after i bath , i ran a metal spoon down with cold water and put it on my eyes again. its soothen my puffiness a little .. den i wento apply the LANCôME HYDRA ZEN YEUX - its for anti- puffiness . so i applied a little , and went out to meet chew . meeting starts at 10:15am ... a very short one . my eyes were very painful and were kinda red and i felt sleepy . but i tried my best to stay awake and i manage to stay awake through out the meeting .. crapping around to make people not ask so much about my swollen eyes . after meeting , wento orchard with chew cause she wanna buy her bag . i'm oh-so tired !! den walked around at orchard for awhile and headed home . and this is the time where mister melf just reached orchard . we've got no fate at all .. *smile* on the way back , me and chew thought of going out again .. meaning , go home , bath and come out again . cause i wanted to visit uncle mic too ... den when i reached home , i prepared den i heard uncle mic never open the shop so early .. den i called chew and said , we go out other days laa and asked if she wanna come over to my house . chew said okay , den we agreed to go esplanade and sky garden the next trip out . she wants to see sky garden .. so i'll bring her there soon . she reached my house , slack for awhile and she helped my do manicure . she's too free... and she's willing to do it . so i hand over my nails to her .. and she helped me with it . not a bad outcome ..=) my freaking bro went fo his prom night today and he took away my camera .. lets just bless he remember to bring it home and the camera is in good condition . chew left and i wento sleep ... i dreamt a lot .. i din really sleep well . those dreams are ....... just dreams . chew called me up again and ask if i wanna go out tmr , i told her i think staying at home will be better for me . just remember .. i haven eat a proper meal today . heck.. i'm not hungry .. i drank lemon-barley for breakfast , mars bar for lunch and a packet of sliced mango for dinner . wwwooo~ chatted with my dearest cousin ; mister oh kok swee .. we were both so engrossed with RAINBOW CONNECTION ,shall post our conversation later if i'm free .. he made me smile a little today .. and counting down to the days i'm leaving for thailand is very very near . do you , you or you care ? Urgh ! i think i really needa settle my mind fast . i cant be living in this kinda mood for long laa . ohh.. titus is back !! he rang me up just now and he say he'll be visiting me on friday if he's free . he got me chocs and some other stuffs . he rocks ! we chatted for awhile den i asked him ,

okay , conclusion : some of the guys actually thought of those things when they see or make a girl cry . but what about the other half ? *big question mark!* its been a long time since i last saw that him , wonder how is he now ? okay ? or what .. sighh .. thursday ... lets sleep the day over . sleep and shall never wake up . argghh! okay , gotta stop here . nights all ! no worries ! thanks for all care and concerns .