woke up around 1pm den Mr. Fighting with rene and ate some snacks . its very nice can .. mmmms , went out with rene and xing to queensway and look for some stuffs . melf's was there too .. but we got no fate , din see each other till i msg and ask him about the bag . ( toot kia , i include your name here . where's mine ? ) haha . that day wento orchard he was on the escalator going up , while i'm going down . haha . like some movies huh.. hee` left queensway and wento harbourfront cause xing wanna get her le coq sportif bag . walked around at harbourfront till 7+ and headed home . on the way home , we're talking about xueping's birthday and asked around den we decided to celebrate at airport's SWENSEN . hee` reached home , ate dinner den use com for awhile and wento sleep because of mum's naggings . climbed up to my bed , but i cant sleep .. but BUM was messaging me . so we message till i fall asleep , and george , wake your bloody mind up !! i think you're drunk laa . =) am having breakfast with abang next morning . hee` nights world ! loving all and missing everyone ! <3

BUM : dont be too negative and dont worry so much ya ! everything is gonna be fine . cheer up and smile a little soon sweetie . =)) *go go jia you !*

Monday - 7th November 2005

shittyy .. woke up at 8:15am when i'm suppose to meet abang at 9am . its so fking rush laa . i reached mac around 9:10am and called abang . he's on the way there . so its okayy . haha . ate hotcakes ... abang's treat . *thank you abang !!* the way he eat hotcakes is like ... "ohh.. so sweett.." its not because he's sweet , its just he put to much honey laa . haha . after eating , walked back to school tgt cause abang is going back for band . purposely went late for remedial because its maths laa . so boring .. den was looking around for BUM , no fate . haha . lessons as usual .. so boring . fadhlin never sit beside me today , we cant share biscuits . haha . humanities was quite alright .. nasri , andy and me scribble some geographical terms we know and hand up den took our bags and left . GRANSAZERS are having chalet today till wednesday . i'm invited . haha . barbeque be on tuesday night . tonight is movie marathon .. i'm will give movie marathon a missed and will go for barbeque with chew . =) let me refresh your memory again . the GRANSAZERS consist of Edwin , Melvin , Andy , Jonathan , Xiangwei , Choon Yong and Songern . they checked in already .. wwwuuu~ i wanna go watch movie there . godd ! they are having real fun time there now , i guess . nevermind ! tmr chew and me shall go and create havoc . haha . i saw my freaking bro's o level SS paper . mmmmss... *wynny , all the best ya . =)* i'm quite worry for BUM .. because BUM seems kinda negative , so down and not like the usual BUM i crapped with . but hey , i understand laa . its stress ~ hopefully , after o' levels BUM will better . =) on the way home just now , i wento 7-11 .. walked past the ice - cream corner and i saw "haegen daz - cookies and cream , haegen daz - strawberry and haegen daz - dark chocolate . " my hand reached out for cookies and cream unknowingly . but den i suddenly became awake .. and told myself not to love cookies and cream anymore ! awwhh!! i wanna puke badly when i thought of it .. *sorry to whom it may concern . you know who you are ..* mum told me we're going for that bird-flu injection this saturday . uh ohh !! i'm so scared .. uuhhh... i wanna sleep now . shuld watch super funkies first den sleep . nights world ! love all ! all the best BUM !!

"Lost love leaves many questions in its wake , but there's one almost all of us have asked . "