woke up and 7:30am , because am going to the polyclinic for the stupid-bird-flu injection . was so scared laa , but calms myself with ribena . haha . reached the clinic , registered and waited . den when its my turn , me and mummy went to ask if i can take the inkection there . den woohooo ~~ they got no stock ! haha . cause too many people took it the day before . phew ~~ haha . but i went for a consultation instead ... cleaned my wound and the doctor ask me to eat evening primrose oil . (explanation of evening primrose oil - helps ladies in regular menstrual cycle and maintain good complexion of skin . ) hee` after consultation , went over to 8th aunt house ( yee mah ..) slack there , watch "Maid In Manhattan" in kor's (yee mah's son , cousin) room . its a nice show .. very very nice . haha .. den slept awhile and kor kor came back and we chatted . he asked bout [him] , i shake my head and look on the floor . he knows what i meant . den he advice me and stuffs , but he's too crappy in his advices . haha . yee mah went out to have her hairdo den i went to her room to watch tv and sleep again . sleep and sleep ... woke up had my dinner den watched scv till 11+ , mummy went over to fetch me home . she bought me a SK II thing . thanks mum ! bath and slept .. i love my bed so much !! nights world . love all ! BUM , i din miss you out . =)

Sunday - 13.11.2005

today i woke up at 1pm . *claps* thank you !! haha . den ate brunch and use the com till 6+ and had my dinner . mum is sucha *&^$#@!# she ordered or maybe threaten me to pack my waredrobe if not i cannot go back to k.pilah with 6th aunt . and she fking hell said that she din know i'll be going out tmr to celebrate xp's bday . what the fcuk !! so i shouted some stuffs laa . and i din bother about what she say ...stupid! anyway , chatted with BUM , even now .. den suddenly "wyn" me . haha . finally a "wyn" , no more "wei ni" . haha . BUM's nice and sweet ! den just a few mins ago , mum gave me ten bucks for tmr . what's the problem with you , mum ?! i needa go get pressie , have lunch and dinner .ten bucks ?? that's so freaking NICE of you laa . urrgghh !! she's getting on my nerves laa . fcuk !! okay , dont talk about her . my blood is gonna boil soon . dad's coming back soon , will try to get money from him . ohh.. i started with multiply , its quite laggy laa . but no choice , i only post images there . so do check it out ya . =) okay , gotta stop here . nights everyone ! love all ! "External Love"

"True love ? I used to believe it existed , but when you`ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor , you just don`t care anymore. ."