i forgot what time i woke up , but i ate breakfast outside with godpa and co . after breakast , sat this " tuk tuk" van to some marketplace . its very very warm there . me and jess walked for awhile , den decide to go back to the hotel to rest . ah ma was in the hotel resting already , so took turns to bath den prepare to shop at the hotel's mall . wento warner bros. and bought powerpuff's cups . haha . and i found out , people are kinda curious about the henna on my hand . when they saw it , they nudge the partners and point to my hand and they ask me . haha . wento look for GANBEH !! wwwooo` cause jess wanna do the temp. tatoo , so did i do it . haha . lalala` chatted alot with GANBEH , lotsa stuffs to talk about .. although his english is rojak .. but i'm smart to understand . haha . GANBEH is really a nice guy to chat with .. haha . there's this part where , he's fren came in wearing this army uniform . den GANBEH stood up , salute and shouted " saa-waa-dee-kaab" den i stood up , salute and smile . haha . abit stupid . haha . den we all laugh and GANBEH continue doing the tattoo for jess . we chatted for like 1hrs+ or so .. den he passed me and jess this clip to clip on . haha . and he said return him tmr ... so we went back to the hotel and rest , crap and talk alot about love life . mmmms , talked about GANBEH too ... haha . darn funny laa . and having STM , i forgot what's after that .. and i only remember , i drank BACARDI and slept . haha . there's more fun to come ...

Thursday - 1st Dec. 2005

woke up quite late .. because me and jess din wanna go shopping with them . so slack at the hotel till noon time , wento return the clips at GANBEH'S shop . but he's not in the shop , but i handed over to his friend . after which , wento some market place outside the hotel and walk around till dinner time . dinner was at some veh chee naa place , and its veh veh cold too . after dinner , walk around till 10+ dont know who bought mango .. wwwuu` veh sour . haha . its nice laa . saw GANBEH outside WATSON . haha . he smiled to me , i smiled back . den he stroke my hair and walked pass . okay , i'm bad . he stroke on my hair .. but i punch his arms . haha . lalala` its our way of communicating . CRAP! haha . went back to the hotel and was counting down to the days i'm leaving back to spore . ohhh... so sad .. after everyone wento sleep , me and jess sat outside the corridor and chatted for awhile , but i was really scared laa . cos the lift kept opening when no one press it . haha . so ran into the room's toilet and we started talking and talking till i-dont-know-what time . i found out , i din talk to GANBEH that day .. so i was like having loads of stuffs to tell him . i mean those that i missed out or i talked about it halfway that day . haha . wento sleep and was veh cold too ... brrr.....

p.s : scroll up for more..

reached the airport at 5am.. darn early . wento check in and bought chocs and ate it for breakfast . *yummy* walked around with jess den mum wento buy ciggies for ah ma . wwwuu~ i help her take the ciggies .. got those veh brave feel . *slaps forehead* haha . "passenger of flight TR 136 please go to the boarding gate now . " wahaha` board the plane and it was veh fun ! before i step into the plane , i told aunt ling that i can smell the plane's smell . haha . den she laugh .. i know its stupid . haha . in the plane was trying my best to sleep . sat with god pa and jess , i sat in the middle . haha . when the plane is taking off .. acted like some stupid sua ku and kept saying "taking off already.." haha . it took arounf 1hr 10 mins to reach Hatyai (haadyai) went i reach there , i wasnt really awake for i-dont-know-why . i thought it was m'sia , me and godma was looking for toilet , den i kept finding for the word "TANDAS" . haha . after awhile , i saw "HONG NAM" (toilet in thai) ohhh.... wynny , you're in thailand now . not in m'sia . haha . board the hired van and wento the oh-so familiar place/ hotel . LGH !! my fav. place of all ... and maybe the most familiar place ever . godpa kept telling me 100baht = S$4 , wwoooo` checked in and i thought i could rest for awhile , but .. they wanted to have breakfast . so went for breakfast and after breakfast .... haha . godpa brought us for hairdo . weehee` its his fren's salon .. so went for this veh nice and relaxing manicure and pedicure . after that , did treatment to my hair and its veh fun .. start to speak a lil' thai and kinda getting use to it . haha . after hairdo , went back with jess and bought "xiao xiong milk " its veh veh nice . i drank that everyday . rested at the hotel till dinner time .. dinner was veh cheap .. haha . after dinner was SHOPPING !! me and jess went shopping ourselves as i know the place quite well laa , wont get lost . i leave the bargaining to jess . haha . around 11pm , went back to the hotel and ohh.. we bought BACARDI . haha . the 7-11 there is cool , i could buy alcoholic drinks there . haha . so every night we buy BACARDI . and it was a veh nice , cosy and tight sleep that night . four person in one room , godma , jess , ah ma and me . haha . that's all for the day ...

Tuesday - 29th Nov. 2005

woke up at 10am .. okay , i'm the last to wake up . haha . lotsa of people in my room talking and chatting . bath and left for breafast and after breakast wento some temple .. because the elder ones wanna pray . but , i din pray laa . wento 3 temples and the 2nd one has one veh veh cute dog . wahaha` am in love with it . love it soooo much !! she's so cute . played with it till the elder ones are done . veh fun ! haha . some aunties ask me why i kept calling my godpa " uncle pa .." haha . yeah .. so mum explains to them . haha . i call him that from young ... they were kinda blur and confuse at first when they heard me calling that . haha . blah blah blah till around 6pm .. went back to the hotel and you know there's a shopping mall from the basement till 5th floor of the hotel . haha . so went for a lil' shopping and started to get mad for MICKEY !! love it soo much . wento the basement and saw wj doing temp. tattoo . and so , this is where i met , saw , get to know GANBEH(not his real name) ! haha . i call him GANBEH , cause i-dont-know-why . he's the tatto artist laa , my friend . haha . he's cool , suave , nice and funny . he helped wj do the tattoo and so we chatted for awhile and am so excited laa . cause after dinner we're watch CARABET SHOW in short , she-male's . haha . was kinda afraid of them .. i dont know why also . but i started singing "kan jian ah kua , wo bu pa bu pa la . " haha . the carabet show was nice . and they're so womanly laa . and also this is where i saw "my friend" . haha . i called him "my friend" because , he's a she-male to be . his actions all is veh girlish and i think he's gonna be one . he's veh cute also ! when he walk in , i was like telling the whole table , " ohhh.. he's sooo cute !!! ahhh ..." den they "who ? who ?" haha . "my friend laa" so the whole table call him "my friend" weeehee` there's one part of the show where one of the transsexual started to "oooiiii.." haha . den everyone must do the same thing back . and this is where the fun part came ... when he or maybe its a she , oi-ed the voice is sooo low laa . haha . after the show , all the peformers were outside for foto-taking sessions . being notti , me and jess wento "oii" around to listen to their voices. haha . bought BACARDI again back to the hotel and crapped in aunt ling room with stupid lame jokes . haha . slept around 1+ that night .. was veh cold night as its raining . G'night world ! <3> p.s : scroll up for more ...

dad : "wyn , you still with [him] or not ?" wyn : "huh ? what what what ? what thing ?" dad : "you still with [him] ?" wyn : "why you kpo ? *grins* i dont wanna tell you ehs..*sticks out tongue* dad : "den you and [him] got talk ?" wyn : "we dont talk , we chat . there's something called MSN . " dad : "orhh..okay.."

FEW HOURS LATER ,

dad : "wyn , why you and [him] not tgt already? what happen?" wyn : "dont know .." dad : " huh ? dont know?" wyn : "ya .. i dont know .." dad : "shit you laa.. " *smiles*

dad freak me out laa . because for the past few days , i din answer all his qns till just now .. i also dont know why . i think dad is quite concern about it.. or issit kpo ? mmmms , today my parents kept mentioning about him .. even 6th aunt . anyway , i woke up at 3pm today . everyone is at home , but no one calls me up or so . weee` so i just sleep and sleep ... den when i wake up , i saw titus and his mum (auntie sha) .. tell you ... after i bath , wento had the brunch auntie sha packed for me .. titus ate with me . haha . den when i open up , its some ducky rice . its not that i dont like duck rice .. its that , the whole thing dont turn out to be nice .. den auntie sha and mum was talking at the dinning room too . uh ohh ~ but me and titus were great , smart , clever .. haha . when mum and auntie is talking , we on the tv volume veh loud ... den they wento talk in the living room . titus said he'll help me eat some , haha . i quickly scoop a few spoonful of rice to him ... den he goble and goble . haha . suddenly auntie sha walked to the living room to get her drink , den we act like we're competing who is the fastest to finish . eewwww... it sucks ! haha . i ate 5 spoonful , titus help me eat 4 spoonful and ... i shouted : "mummy ! i'm full already .. cannot finish .." haha . titus left after awhile , and i left with my parents and freaking bro for dinner . slacked at 6th aunt house for awhile .. and counting down to my flight time . am flying so sooonnnnn .... wahaha` all my stuffs were almost packed already . haha . am not bringing xiong xiong , because err.. dad dont allow laa . grrr! but i'll miss xiong xiong . =) ohh yupps , thanks to those frens whom actually sent me a message to wish me bon voyage . haha . especially sister , you're the earliest ! hee` its 01:33am now , am not gonna sleep laa . around 3:45am i'll leave the house .. den meet the others and head to the airport . ohh.. i'm so gonna miss you guys !! <<3 okayyy , gotta stop here now . tag my board and miss me okayy ? cant believe , i'm leaving alreadyy .. arghh.. nights everyone ! love all !!!! miss all too ..

the owner / running away : i wont skip my meals , cause i dont wanna have gastric there . i wont do stupid things and injured myself . and i'll be careful . =) thanks a lot . take care of urself too ..

ALL : remember to tag my board , give me huggies and miss me okayy ? deal , set , on , steady ... love you all ! <3

"Never say good-bye when you still want to try , never give up when you still feel you can take it , never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go . "

my henna ~

" my heart bleed till it dried up , i wonder what's next . "

"dont blame me when i shout or scream at you when you piss me off , you silly little fcuker . "

titus : " arlo.. may i speak to miss wynny ppplease ?"
wyn : " yess ? "
titus : " ohh.. this is calling from titus budget airline pte ltd . our company had received an overseas incoming call from this cilent , Sherr . She've left you a message saying : " i will be back tmr ! "
wyn : "wwoohoo~~ *screams* Sherr jie jie is coming back tmr ? wahaha !!"
titus : " YUPPS ! arriving tmr afternoon .. lets go pick her up tmr . "
yeah !! yippess !!! *fireworks* Sherr jie jie is coming back .. weeehee` she's the-gonna-be-titus's-wife .. haha . yeah yeah yeah !! i'm so happy.. i could finally see her .. its been a month i last saw her , she's an air stewardess so fly here and there , den hardly see her . this time , she'll be staying for 3 weeks . wooohoo!! i miss her so much laa ! my dear sister .. *chants - go airport , go airport !* fwee` okayy ... wynny relaxx.. relax.... yesterday i slept at 5+ and woke up at 3pm today . SO EARLY ! i know . haha . errmm , shant talk much about yesterday night . mummy is a slacker ! she never go for work today , because she's having some peformance in the noon . haha . i stayed at home the whole day today .. wynny is a good girl . yes i am . =) i think tmr also the same... because dad just gave me 30$ , and i wanna save it for saturday . hee` ohh... ermm .. dad just asked about [him] just now.. he ask why he din see [him] for sucha long time . den i said " ohh.. okayy. " mmmms , i thought dad know already , or issit mum din tell him . nevermind ... just found out , i haven packed my stuffs . gosh !! gotta pack it soon .. and er ge wento xp's house just now . NO FAIR ! haha . anyway , gotta stop here already . nights everyone ! love all !!

" i miss you , and i always do . "

"A million ways would not bring my smile back , I know because I've tried . Neither would a million tears , I know because I've cried . "

incredible dual ? still there?

"i'm the one to make you dream , i'm also the one to wake you up . it is always me . "

"i always shed my tears in the river , because i want my tears and sorrows to be gushed far away . "

"dont use anything to test my character , trust me or you shall perish. "

its XUEPING'S BIRTHDAY !!! *fireworks !* woke up at 1pm , the night before i slept at 2+ . got 12hrs of nice sleep .. wwwuuu~ prepared till 2:30pm den left to meet xing at amk station . saw nadia at yishun mrt station , salam-ed and the train came . hee` reached orchard , wento heeren and blah blah blah ... of course , we wento far east to have our mars choc . *yum yum* its veh veh nice ... being enduring my craving of it since last month . when i ate it , i was like on cloud nine ! * smack forehead* saw tong tong mei and yingsi . they darn funny . haha . we bought bits and pieces anklet and 3 white roses for xp . i tell you ... i was so near the bits and pieces necklance i wanted laa . nb ... just turn behind and i can see it in the glass shelves.. wah rao ..... nvm . my card no $$ , so me and xing kept looking around for payphones and call . shitty laa ! den while walking around i've got approach by that company again . me and xing was avoiding surveyers , den KNN .. got this 2 ah lians approachsed us and ask some stuffs . den i say , i did it bfore . den she " wah lau ehh ." bloody bitch ! what the fcuk has gone into you . lalala` met lynsey , xp , wj , rene and shing at 6pm . den we all wento SWENSENS ... got balloons ... weehee` "i want the pink one. " wynny told herself . but i din take laa . haha . ate FISH BAKED RICE .. nice one ! den had cake and ice creams ...darn nice !!! *hu jia gou zai ling - paparazzi* wahaha` we stayed and crapped at SWENSENS for 3 long hours . haha . got my pink balloon !! *yipeeess ! * after that , wento mac slack for awhile and walked to the mrt station and took a train home . i tried to act deaf when wen jing speaks to me , he just talk no sense . am sorry , but serious ahh . ( lynsey , i think you know ehh . ) reached home around ohh... i forgot what time . shucks !! nvm .. on my way home , was a total depress scene as my player plays S.E.N.S -WISH ... godd !!! walking up the bridge , counting down my steps . baaa ~ shant talk about it . as usual forgot to bring my medicine out .. so i skipped medicine taking the whole day . haha . chatted with BUM !!! happy 3 months !!! i know you know . wahaha` okay .. that's for the day . night all . love everyone !! <3

Tuesday - 15.11.2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !!! he's turning 46 this year ... stay cool and charming . =)) woke up at 1pm again ... den blah blah blah . wasnt in good mood laa . dont ask why . packed my waredorbe ... FINALLY !!! got lotsa nice and hidden clothes . haha . tell you , my waredrobe looked like a mountain last time .. now .. its so tidy . wwwuu ~~ i love myself so much . haha . and i've lotsa unwanted clothes . can donate to salvation army . hee` watched rainbow connection again . wahh ... love it so much . am going to school tmr at 10am for counsilor meeting . yeah !!! issit about sec one orientation camp ?? wwwoooossshh` someone is threatening me now .. stupid bum bum !! urrgghh !!! anyway , gotta stop here for today . nights world . love all !!!

my tidy waredrobe , no more mountains . =)

tidy right ? =pPp

black converse bball jersey .

FBT jersey ! yeah !!

unwanted clothes !

lastly , my daddy and the birthday cake .

woke up and 7:30am , because am going to the polyclinic for the stupid-bird-flu injection . was so scared laa , but calms myself with ribena . haha . reached the clinic , registered and waited . den when its my turn , me and mummy went to ask if i can take the inkection there . den woohooo ~~ they got no stock ! haha . cause too many people took it the day before . phew ~~ haha . but i went for a consultation instead ... cleaned my wound and the doctor ask me to eat evening primrose oil . (explanation of evening primrose oil - helps ladies in regular menstrual cycle and maintain good complexion of skin . ) hee` after consultation , went over to 8th aunt house ( yee mah ..) slack there , watch "Maid In Manhattan" in kor's (yee mah's son , cousin) room . its a nice show .. very very nice . haha .. den slept awhile and kor kor came back and we chatted . he asked bout [him] , i shake my head and look on the floor . he knows what i meant . den he advice me and stuffs , but he's too crappy in his advices . haha . yee mah went out to have her hairdo den i went to her room to watch tv and sleep again . sleep and sleep ... woke up had my dinner den watched scv till 11+ , mummy went over to fetch me home . she bought me a SK II thing . thanks mum ! bath and slept .. i love my bed so much !! nights world . love all ! BUM , i din miss you out . =)

Sunday - 13.11.2005

today i woke up at 1pm . *claps* thank you !! haha . den ate brunch and use the com till 6+ and had my dinner . mum is sucha *&^$#@!# she ordered or maybe threaten me to pack my waredrobe if not i cannot go back to k.pilah with 6th aunt . and she fking hell said that she din know i'll be going out tmr to celebrate xp's bday . what the fcuk !! so i shouted some stuffs laa . and i din bother about what she say ...stupid! anyway , chatted with BUM , even now .. den suddenly "wyn" me . haha . finally a "wyn" , no more "wei ni" . haha . BUM's nice and sweet ! den just a few mins ago , mum gave me ten bucks for tmr . what's the problem with you , mum ?! i needa go get pressie , have lunch and dinner .ten bucks ?? that's so freaking NICE of you laa . urrgghh !! she's getting on my nerves laa . fcuk !! okay , dont talk about her . my blood is gonna boil soon . dad's coming back soon , will try to get money from him . ohh.. i started with multiply , its quite laggy laa . but no choice , i only post images there . so do check it out ya . =) okay , gotta stop here . nights everyone ! love all ! "External Love"

"True love ? I used to believe it existed , but when you`ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor , you just don`t care anymore. ."

edwin : " eyy , wyn .. x'mas present ah ? thank you very much ! "
wyn : " you pay half i pay half laa . haiya .. since you pay half already , den ... pay for everything laa . haah . "

den if we see anyone wearing adidas stuffs , we'll go mad and start to kp . haha . we're crazy laa . saw michelle outside taka , wwuuu~ den wento city hall to have dinner . this time , wento city hall with a different feeling . no longer heading to esplanade whenever i'm at city hall . no longer heading to sky garden . just have a feeling that its so different , like its the first time i wento city hall . anyway , our dinner was chicken rice . nice one . =)) walked passed that sashay bear shop and some flashbacks of memories . thank god , jon grabbed me out of my flashbacks by telling me how i fell at smb park that time . phew~ i wont wanna imagine the scene of me having flashbacks at that time . we had lotsa fun and lotsa crapping . haha . took a train back and on the train , jie , edwin and me was talking about chinese new year and xmas . haha . darn funny laa . reached home around 8:30pm den wento bath and rested for awhile den watched tv . my fav. show , rainbow connection . hee` ohh yupps .. yesterday , george called me suddenly . know why ? cause he walked pass a famous amos shop and thought of me . so he rang me up . haha . den we chatted for awhile . at night , chatted with my long-lost good friend . he's jeff , i call him coffin boy . haha . we nv chat for 3 years .. long okayy . den recently he found me on friendster and added me . hee` still remember the days where me , him and marcus conference on the fone for long hours , crapping , laughing and talking about stupid stuffs . haha . okay , now .. wynny is very very scared . why ? because tmr morning , i needa go take the stupid-bird-flu injection . ohh... i'm so scared now laa . bless me !! mmmms , my msn display pic is lil' qizhi and lotsa people say he's CUTE !! haha . thanks to all ... hee` if you all wanna view more photos .. just click on the link below later . =)) okay , i wanna go and sleep already . nights all ! love everyone !! <3

click here for pictues - my beloved ones

sweetie qizhi and me ! <3>

he's trying to psycho me . *evil grins*

" I always knew what happen , but i just choose to keep quiet all the time . "

"Sometimes you dont even know that you've hurt someone . "

dancing quote of the day :
"Unless you give up dancing , for dancing won't give you up . "

woke up around 1pm den Mr. Fighting with rene and ate some snacks . its very nice can .. mmmms , went out with rene and xing to queensway and look for some stuffs . melf's was there too .. but we got no fate , din see each other till i msg and ask him about the bag . ( toot kia , i include your name here . where's mine ? ) haha . that day wento orchard he was on the escalator going up , while i'm going down . haha . like some movies huh.. hee` left queensway and wento harbourfront cause xing wanna get her le coq sportif bag . walked around at harbourfront till 7+ and headed home . on the way home , we're talking about xueping's birthday and asked around den we decided to celebrate at airport's SWENSEN . hee` reached home , ate dinner den use com for awhile and wento sleep because of mum's naggings . climbed up to my bed , but i cant sleep .. but BUM was messaging me . so we message till i fall asleep , and george , wake your bloody mind up !! i think you're drunk laa . =) am having breakfast with abang next morning . hee` nights world ! loving all and missing everyone ! <3

BUM : dont be too negative and dont worry so much ya ! everything is gonna be fine . cheer up and smile a little soon sweetie . =)) *go go jia you !*

Monday - 7th November 2005

shittyy .. woke up at 8:15am when i'm suppose to meet abang at 9am . its so fking rush laa . i reached mac around 9:10am and called abang . he's on the way there . so its okayy . haha . ate hotcakes ... abang's treat . *thank you abang !!* the way he eat hotcakes is like ... "ohh.. so sweett.." its not because he's sweet , its just he put to much honey laa . haha . after eating , walked back to school tgt cause abang is going back for band . purposely went late for remedial because its maths laa . so boring .. den was looking around for BUM , no fate . haha . lessons as usual .. so boring . fadhlin never sit beside me today , we cant share biscuits . haha . humanities was quite alright .. nasri , andy and me scribble some geographical terms we know and hand up den took our bags and left . GRANSAZERS are having chalet today till wednesday . i'm invited . haha . barbeque be on tuesday night . tonight is movie marathon .. i'm will give movie marathon a missed and will go for barbeque with chew . =) let me refresh your memory again . the GRANSAZERS consist of Edwin , Melvin , Andy , Jonathan , Xiangwei , Choon Yong and Songern . they checked in already .. wwwuuu~ i wanna go watch movie there . godd ! they are having real fun time there now , i guess . nevermind ! tmr chew and me shall go and create havoc . haha . i saw my freaking bro's o level SS paper . mmmmss... *wynny , all the best ya . =)* i'm quite worry for BUM .. because BUM seems kinda negative , so down and not like the usual BUM i crapped with . but hey , i understand laa . its stress ~ hopefully , after o' levels BUM will better . =) on the way home just now , i wento 7-11 .. walked past the ice - cream corner and i saw "haegen daz - cookies and cream , haegen daz - strawberry and haegen daz - dark chocolate . " my hand reached out for cookies and cream unknowingly . but den i suddenly became awake .. and told myself not to love cookies and cream anymore ! awwhh!! i wanna puke badly when i thought of it .. *sorry to whom it may concern . you know who you are ..* mum told me we're going for that bird-flu injection this saturday . uh ohh !! i'm so scared .. uuhhh... i wanna sleep now . shuld watch super funkies first den sleep . nights world ! love all ! all the best BUM !!

"Lost love leaves many questions in its wake , but there's one almost all of us have asked . "

Saturday - 5th November 2005

its 7am !! aahh... i'm meeting xing for running . *runs down from bed and called xing* ner ner .. xing sound so sleepy . bet she haven wake up . haa . so ask her if she still wanto go running or just go towning in the noon . called rene and she told me she wanna sleep . ohh.. i'm sleepy too . so we cancelled the morning run and meet up in the noon for towning . haha . lalala` *wynny is not exercising huh .. she's lazyy !* so i slept till 1pm , bathe and prepared myself den wento me xing first .. ate yoshi den walk around for awhile . while later , shing came and wwwuu~~ wento look at adidas jacket ! so tempted sia !! wanna wear and walk out of the shop . haha .$139 ya !! who wanna sponsor me ? i dont mind if lotsa people is sharing money to get it . haha . urrgghh ! mmmms , i saw yu xin . my "cousin" a long related one . goddd !! she cut her hair like ermm..butch , spike up , wore a darn short mini skirt and had a tattoo at her back . her tattoo is nice laa . cant really regconise her .. was walking , den at the side .. heard someone talking loudly , so i turned and look .. den she "eh.." we both "eh-ed" at each other den say "hi" . i was so shock laa . she changed so much .. wwwuuu~ the last time i saw her was chinese new year at the big family reunion dinner . she was so gentle , pure and nice . forgot to take her number .. lost contact sia . haha . rene came around 7+ .. wento top shop to look and tried on clothes . we all try for fun laa . haha . but i'm gonna get that brown coloured long sleeve shirt . 29$ ... can get the money from dad . hee` left town around 9+ and wento rene's house for stay over . my feet is so pain ahh . all thanks to that heels . haha . lalala` went up to 10th floor to call ah ma and get the charger den went down to 4th floor(rene's house) and eat . watched LOVERS AT HARVARD . darn nice sia .. *mister hong ..* slept around 2+ , so tired ahh .. anyway , to sum up for that day is penny -less , bought a slipper , gonna get that brown coloured long sleeve shirt and kinda confused in some stuffs . =)) nights everyone ! love all !! <3>

"Moving on is simple , it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult . "

wento school for remedial reluctantly , because i'm so sleepy and i dont wanna get off my bed . but sadly , i'm meeting chew .. so i gotta get up and prepare . left house around 9am and ate breakfast with chew till 10+ .. we purposely go late for remedial . haha . its so boring ! i almost go to lala land during maths . anyway , left school around 12 and went home straight . sleep straight away till 7pm .. yupps !! i'm a pig ! i dont care laa .. i just love sleeping so much . was feeling hungry when i wake up , so called up edwin and ask for supper . yeah ! den called the others for supper too .. the chapalang gang!! haha . met up at 9:30pm .. its so cold ! brr .. we took the bus to thomson and found out the shop is fking closed for deepavali .. what the fcuk! so we cross the road and took a bus back to mandai and ate at the other prata house . haha . the prata was nice laa .. i received mum's call and she told me 2nd uncle and family came out for holidays and is staying at uncle ping's house.. meaning , zhi qin kor kor and qi zhi is there also .. wwwuu~~i'm so happy !! haha . after supper around 11:30pm , wento take bus and went down to amk , uncle ping's house . BUM called and acc me through the journey , but my fking phone went low batt . *ooopppss* when i open the door.. waah~ so many people laa . den went into the room and rest for awhile and looked for qi zhi . mum told me qi zhi sleep already .. so sad ! after awhile , qi zhi open the door and came in and called "jie jie !" wwwuu~ hugged each other and was so happy . haha . den we played some stupid pokemons and i took his beloved small bolster and we started playing bolster hunt . hee` we had lotsa fun laa . until 1+.. its time for him to sleep already .. so put him to sleep and i wento join the adults talk . they were so funny laa .. talk about some funny stuffs . haha . den left uncle ping's house around 3am and reach home half an hours later .. bathe and wento sleep . mmmss.. i so happy bcause i get to see 2nd uncle , auntie , zhi qin kor kor , april jie (cousin-in-law) , qi zhi and qing qing . haha . that's all for that day ..

Thursday - 3rd Nov. 2005

woke up at 2pm .. haha . i slept from 3am - 2pm . thank you !! *claps* not to forget , SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA !! =) wento bathe .. prepared myself and went out with mum . we're having buffet dinner with godma and co. ate at FURAMA hotel .. that hotel is damn cool ! haha . i'm missing qi zhi so much laa . den after dinner headed home and watched movie with the freak till 3 + . haha . cos the computer was in my room that day .. so we watched 3 movies and den i fell asleep . mum promise to wake me up the next morning .. so i can go uncle ping's house earlier to play with qi zhi and qing qing . haha . yipppes!! BUM messaged me too .. so we message till i'm sleepy . =)

p.s : i'll update more tmr .. mum's making noise already ! =)

p.s : will update more when i'm home tmr ! =)

"Trying to leave someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew . "

"Somtimes letting go dosen't mean giving up , it just meant accepting in the way things are . "

01.11.2005