the almighty princess wynny`

Friday, October 14, 2005

that's not what i wanted .

its gonna be a long entry .. lets talk about yesterday .. yesterday's paper was like wtf!! and to the woman who actually is copying behind . you better owe up laa . f&n paper ends at 9.30am while d&t ends at 10.00am . so after f&n paper end , we all went to the canteen to chat and talk about the time and venue , cause we needa confirm on today's outing . so we were like talking about some movie stuffs den dont know which bugger talked about having supper . den we all suddenly agreed to have supper and agreed to meet 9:15pm and the bus stop and head down to thomson for prata . around 1pm , went out to watch GOAL!! with chew and sister's gang . its so frigging nice and i was screaming and shouting everytime when theres a goal . the show was really nice and i learnt something too . before the show start , i saw "bum" wasnt really clear cos i'm blind ya . but according to my research , its him . =p after the show , wento chew house to collect her stuffs as she's staying at my house . sleepovers~ around 9pm , we left the house and walked down to the bus stop to meet edwin and co. and all took bus down to thomson . mr melvin wore like some funny chapalang people . supper was fast and nice .. after supper we all walked around some bungalow houses and i was the video woman . i was playing with mel's handphone and started video-ing , taking pics and voice recording . its a short walk , but a scary and dark one . around 11pm , we were all preparing to go home , we ran from one ulu place to the 980 bus stop . its nice ... seeing the whole bunch of chapalang people running to the bus - stop . annoucing First - EDWIN , Second - ANDY ,Third - HENG , Fourth - ME ! WYNNY ! , Fifth - CHEW , Sixth - JONATHAN , Seventh - ALEX , and the always-last-man-wannabe Eighth - MELVIN !! when we reached the bus - stop , everyone was pespiring like fcuk and was luffing too . its really fun laa ! hope that we'll have more suppers in time to come . =)) reached home around 11:45pm , bath and wento sleep . chew was tired too , so we just *pak* feel on the bed and wento lala land . woke up ard 10:45am this morning , prepare and went out . we met the same old people but this time one more added , [him] . the thing on [his] finger made me tizzy . me and chew were late laa , like for 15mins . headed down to BUGIS , for movie . on the way there , chew was telling me things about [him] and singing songs to me . while i was typing down a poem in mel's phone . after i finish typing , alex wanted to read it . so he read it and told me its very sad . mmmms , maybe its just my mood . reached BUGIS and wento some ulu places and bought the tix for "wait till you are older." again ~?! yupps .. me and chew watched it again with them . on the way to that ulu place , we need to cross 2 busy traffic roads . you should know i this dum dum dont know how to cross roads without using the traffic lights . so i cling on the chew's arm and she walked me over . its real scary .. den chew told me , : "if those things never happen , you should be holding onto his hands now and he'll cross the road tgt with you ." i just smiled . the show start around 3:25pm and but its like only 1+ when we bought the tix . so went back to parco for a walk .THE EDGE ?~! okayy , i wanted this, this and that . i wanna save $$ . i want freshbox tee !! any of those tee will be nice .. heez` we went back to that ulu place for the movie and after the movie , wento look for dennis and his =p stead . den awhile later , i left with chew they all cause wasnt in good mood . i dont know why also . the moment i step into the arcade , i was like so confuse , pissed off and angry . when leaving , alex is so nice and he cared so much bout da jie . he walked pass this lolipop stall and bought a lolipop for her . knowing that she loves lolipop . ohh .. that's nice . me and chew also asked for one . yeah!! he bought us lolipop !! yippeess !! that lolipop is so frigging nice . i want that lolipop again ! red colour !!!! people , buy me that lolipop when you go parco okay ? i want the stars shaped , red colour de . geez` okayy .. shant be so high . after leaing , i went to esplanade's rooftop to soothen my mood . was looking at the bridge ... thinking about the bad times i had there . it reall hurts my heart . 06-08-2005 & 08-08-2005 .. the things that happen on the bridge is really not nice . i walked to the front , den front the front to the back to look for you . searching hi and low for you in the crowd.. heart thumping so fast and nervous . next , watched the countdown fireworks in such unhappy mood . fireworks was once my favourite and the thing i love to watch most . now , i dont like to watch fireworks anymore . *stomps feet* okayy .. i'm angry . in the next few days post , i guess i'll talked bout this kinda stuffs more . its been in my heart for quite a period of time .take it or leave it . be it you like it or not . -cooling.down.in.process.- left around 6:30pm and went home , reach home and blah blah blah ... ohh yeaps ! tmr(saturday) i'm going to my nephew's full month buffet at YORK'S HOTEL ! weeeeheee` its a baby boy ! god ! i love NOEL !! cant wait to see him .. geez` i think i wont be home early tmr .. or maybe wont come home . ehhh... below is a pic of the lolipop and my pathetic back , i guess the previous one was too small . mmms , i'm tired now . gonna stop here for today .. nights everyone ! take care . love all !! <<33

BUM: i din know what had cause to make those things happen . its not your fault .its just moodswings .. i hope you'll understand . the situation now is not any better . it just hurts me, i know you feel hurt too . can things dont be that way ? but if you wish to heck care about this , i've got nothing to say . but , i'm sorry .

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the lolipop alex bought for me . yum yum`

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