Wednesday, September 28, 2005
i'll be strong .
yeap , i'm back to blog finally . mmmms , today school was okayy .. but my skirt made me darn uncomfortable . cause initially i was suppose to wear size "26" skirt . but its in the washer .. so i got no choice but to wear a size "28" skirt , which is like 3 times larger than my actual size and my mum sew one inch shorter . what the fcuk ! so my skirt was like damn low waist and short . to others if might not be short .. but to me , its so uncomfortable . it sucks ! then when lesson start , i found out yesterday i took out my file , foolscape paper and school diary during my tuition and i forgot to put it into my bag this morning . without foolscape was so stupid , i cant write or draw things . i attended mr sidek's lesson and it was like so suckyy . ewww ... better dont say anymore . urghh .. things were alright all the way laa . oh yups , i HATE people to copy my surveys . its a personal survey , what is there to copy ?? what the hell ! please bear that in mind !! thanks . okayy , lets talk about yesterday . yesterday , school sucks .. my mood sucks ! i woke up with painful and watery eyes . prepared myself and left for school . lesson started .. my mood was still okayy . untill the end whereby its mr sidek's lesson and he din come cause he needa attend a course , so ms ding relief . its the lesson bfore assembly .. we're doing our things , i din have my mp3 with me as dad wanted it for morning run . den i took edwin's ipod shuffle and listen . first few songs already let me have some past memories and i control my self from crying so i lied my head in the table and i press "next" ... never will i know that song made me cry so badly . its "Wish - piano solo" what the fcuk ! i cant take it anymore and tears rolled out . heng was bside me and she quickly pass me my towel and i started crying bitterly . past memories flashed back , heng and chew talked about it and the song just hurts me so much . i cried and cried den i heard that song " Now and Forever - richard marx" and "From this moment - shania twain" my god !!! more and more tears rolled out . edwin came over and said :"dont cry .." nasri spoke in chinese to me :" wynny , bu yao ku . " heng and chew were beside consoling .. the bell rang and its assembly .. i quickly clean odd my tears and went over to pack my bag . after packing i walked out the class and queue up . xiang wei was bside me den he past me that packet of tissue and ask me not to cry . i took the tissue from his hand and tears burst out once again . i walked pass [his] class and my heart hurts i cried and cried . chew asked me to stop outside yeok ling's class to cool down first .. so i stop and lied on chew's shoulder and continue crying . i know lotsa people were crowding ard me . after awhile , they asked me to turn back .. i saw [him] . god !! was so dissappointed , i took a glance and walked off with yeok ling . tears never stop rolling .. walked all the way into the hall and started doing my duty with the teary and red eyes . i clean away my tears and i thought after cleaning .. no more red and teary eyes . but my eyes were red and still kinda teary . bum ls and some others saw my tears .. sighh . i'm sorry guys .. =( after school was f&n practical .. it was fun . i look like a total bimbo .. blah blah blah .. after practical was kinda blurr .. [he] appeared suddenly and i was lost for words . the moment that question was out , i felt like crying . but , no .. i did not cry infront of [him] . bum's message was nice and sweet .. thanks bum ! mmmms , i just dont know why i cried so bitterly . my heart was really painful . sighh ... i gotta stop here for tonight . give me huggies and shake my hands when u'all see me in school eh ? thanks !! good night ! take care . love all ...
respect.the.princess
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happennings.
18th - 20th November'05 -> ER GE'S WEDDING !!! wwwuuu~
23rd November'05 -> School counsillor meeting .
26th November'05 -> Ngee Ann Band concert @ victoria concert hall
28th - 3rd December'05 -> Thailand !
6th December'05 -> School counsillor meeting .
6th December'05 -> Ah Di's Bday !
7th - 8th December'05 -> Tuition ! Urgh !
9th December'05 -> Out to AhDi's house.
13th December'05 -> Watch Peharps Love with cousins !
23rd December'05 -> Sec 1 enrollment day . 7am !
31st December'05 -> Last Day of Working . Go ENJOY !!
11th - 13th January'06 -> Sec. 1 Orientation Camp !
14th - 15th January'06 -> Ah Ma's Birthday Chalet =)
19th January'06 -> Raidahhh's Birthday !
20th January'06 -> Out with the Gransazers.
21st January'06 -> Buy new year clothes !
23rd January'06 -> Mum's Birthday.
27th January'06 -> Out with Gransazers.
4th February'06 -> Melvin Oh's Birthday !
4th February'06 -> ESCAPE with Gransazers!
7th February'06 -> Watch movie!!
11th February'06 -> OH's gathering .
14th February'06 -> Valentine's day . =(
19th February'06 -> Jon's Birthday.
23rd February'06 -> Samuel's Birthday.
27-28th February'06 -> Common test ! GO GO GO!!!
1st March'06 -> School's Cross Country.
3rd March'06 -> Meet-the-parents session.
9th March'06 -> Edwin's Birthday!
14th March'06 -> ESCAPE!! and Gransazer's chalet.
18th March'06 -> Family Gathering
25th March'06 -> Heng Tai's Birthday!
31st March'06 -> Peformance @ BP
1st April'06 -> Towning with Gransazers
6th April'06 -> Kok Swee's Birthday !
7th April'06 -> Speech Day 2006
10th April'06 -> Melvin Chan's Birthday!
after so much tight schedules , i still remember you !
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the.almighty.princess.*
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give wynny more *HUGS*
wynny
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ALL HER COUSINS !
QIZHI!!
GANBEH ROCKS ~!
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shopping
dancing
crapping around
snapping pics
dreaming of bcoming a princess
lil' babies
love me and i'll love you .
