tuesday morning was so cold .. din really feel like waking up as its raining and damn cosy to sleep in my oh-so comfortable bed . haha . but still drag myself up and wento bath and prepare for school . dad drove me to school , so i can take my own sweet time to prepare . haha . lesson was alright laa . had some fun and was kinda down at some moment ah . sighh .. nvm about that . after school , when out to eat with chew den back to school again . cos waiting for [him] , [he's] thing end ard 3+ ... wento chong pang with [him] and XW cos they wanna buy shoes . den after chong pang , me and [him] walked to yishun post office cos i needa get some stuffs over there . on the way i tot i lost my receipt to claim my stuffs . [he] actually kept it laa . haha . saw godpa there .. nice one . haha . we reached the post office ard 5:10pm .. fk!!! close already .. its closes at 5pm . wth~ wasted trip .. so we gotta go again the tmr . den we walked back to the interchange and took bus home . slackk under my house mac for awhile den i went home . cos i'm having tuition at 6:30pm.. wasnt in good mood .. so i wento the park bhind my house right after my tuition . i reflected on some stuffs there and cried . reached home and came online . [he] was worried cos i din call [him] . *i'm sorry* sighh .. i thought of the words [he] said on the way to yishun post office .. i was just crapping that maybe someone sent me a bomb and i needa go collect it . den some not so nice words flew out and hit right through my heart . i was seriously on the verge of crying .. but i held back the tears and smiled back . [he] apologised .. but i'm not angry . i'm just hurt by the words . maybe this is what they always say "what goes around , comes around. " i believe it now . sighh ... just pray hard that those words will soon disappear from my mind . =) recently , i kept [his] ring for [him] and its with me for ard almost 3days . i seriously felt a little insecure when [his] ring is with me for sucha long period of time . [he] pass me the ring bcos in school there is spot checks and i'll put the ring in my necklance and i wear it . den after school , i'll pass it back to [him] . but now , the ring is always inside the necklance and never reach out for [his] finger . mmms , nevermind ... the rings will stay in the necklance tgt . =) wynny is tired now . she need to sleep now . nights all . sweet dreams . take care .