restricted to go out cos of yst's prob . fking hell . stayed at home and rot , rot , rot ... everytime mum or dad call back i answered it in a veh buai song tone . i dont know why . i just dont wanna talk to them . chatted with my[babyy]till suddenly .. the atmosphere went down again . although i agree to [him] but inside , my hearts were all shattered . seeing [him] so happy when i agree , makes me sad and unbearable to tell [him] how i felt . i acted as nothing has happen but , things got worst and i bcame angry . i told [him] how i felt and stuffs ... [he]apologised and went out to meet [his] fren . i gave[him]some restrictions .. but still feel guilty bout giving[him] that . i was so scared , worried , guilty and depressed after telling[him] those restrictions . its the first time i gave[him] such restrictions .. sigghh .. i really feel bad about it . i told [him] to be home by 8pm , [he]said okay . so , from 3:30pm onwards .. my mood is down down down .. i kept counting down to 8pm and hope to see [him] online soon ... s0bs` 8th aunt called and said she need some red wine , so dad came home and send me over to aunt house . slackk there and found out was kor's bday . so stupid and dumb of me to forget bout it . haha . ate swenen's ice cream cake .. nice nice . use jie's com to online and saw my [babyy] wento chat with [him] and he felt kinda sad . i asked [him] what happen , [he] said nothing . but i still worries me , i thought it was my restrictions which makes him sad . [he] asked me to go home fast and call [him] . so i quickly went offline and asked dennis kor kor to send me home . ran up the stairs .. open my house door ran into my room and faster call [him] . was so exhausted .. i asked [him] what happen .. [he] said nothing again and asked me go online . so i went online and [he] started telling me sorry cos [he] did something wrong . i was speechless and tears were flowing . i'm glad that actually [he] thought bout it and apologise.but , i'm still angry with [him] . mmmmmsss .. [he] was tired and went offline . recalling what happened in the noon was no good .. everything was a "no wonder" , i agree . i've got no say that time . i dont know where [he] placed me . s0bs` [he] was so happy when i said yes to [him] , but i'm not . seeing [him] so happy hurts me deeply . hais ..

my freako bro bought new colour contact lens and we took some pics just now . haha . will upload later . =)) i'm tired now . i miss [him] , lao pa , jie jie , kor , dennis kor and all . hais .. wynny ah wynny ....

babyy : i'm sorry for the restrictions . i felt bad about it too . i really dont know what to say when u told me those things just now . i'm happy that u're honest with me . but , i just cant take it when you never thought of my feelings when u wanna watch that movie . tears burst out from my eyes when u apologise .. seeing you so sad makes me sad too . hais .. i still heart you !

me and my freako bro pictures ,