was at grandma house , stayed there for one night and was fun laa . but my mood wasnt that stable .. i keep thinking bout my [babyy] and the probs . and i kept shouting [his] name at rene's house . den rene was kinda sick of [his] name . haha . but i still keep shouting laa . "songern !" haha . rene lives at the 4th floor , grandma lives at the 11th floor . den from 11th floor down to 4th floor , i was hymming some funny funny tunes . i think i'm mad too . wahaha ~ spend the night at grandma house with , shing , rene , kiwi and my bro . i was mad laa , the moment [he] came online .. i started singing [his] name . den all of them will say :" er .. can u on the music player ? is better ." what the ..... but i still go on singing laa . haha . have a great bonding session with my grandma , although i dont really understand the hokkien that she speaks .. but i still answer and tried to talk to her . haha . kiwi bcame so high when my bro reached .. den kiwi was jumping here and there . hope that ppl living downstairs dont mind . =x din really sleep well , cos of the noise pollution by kiwi . den around 6am , all of them sleep till around 1pm . went to eat lunch and den smthg happen , so took cab down to sembawang with a heavy heart . thanks serene for accing me . =) was so sad and crying deeply inside , but i still took up the courage to settle it myself . go wynny !! yeah yeah yeah . settled the stuffs and felt much better . i saw [him] once again !! weeheee~~~ *fly fly fly* ate dinner with [him] at melvin's house . reached home around 10pm . that's it .. i end my day . *smiles*

16th June'05

woke up around 12pm , prepare and went out to sembawang to meet chew and heng for lunch . i missed them so much . its been a long time we last met . hehe ... as usual , i was late . haha . ate lunch tgt and was having loads of fun . walked to sembawang family centre for meeting and when the meeting starts .. all split to 2 grps and me and jie was to do the calling up of children's home . so fun ! rehearsed and rehearsed .. jie cant speak well , so i do the talking . i wrote down my speech on a piece of paper and kept revising . called joan from the room and tried out with her . some hiccups here and there .. so went into the office to look for joan and she asked heng to record down when i'm talking . teck whye (another counsellor) came in , was so happy . den i faster ask him to rehearse with me again , so he wento his table and i called him thru the office fone and started talking to him like he is the children's home ppl . damn fun and steady . den it was for real ... i called up the children's home and started talking to them and PERTAPIS CHILDREN'S HOME is the one . hehexx . we gotta send in our proposal for futher consideration. yeah yeah yeah !! the meeting end around 5pm , wento heng's house with chew to slackk . ate dinner tgt with them and waited for my [babyy] . my [babyy] reached mac and stayed tgt till 8+ , we waked to the usual bus-stop .. sat down and talked till ard 9+ i decided to take a cab home . haha . so we walked to some place near [his] house and hailed for a cabbie . reached home , mum and dad din ask much laa . but dad is veh drama .. he speak to me in a funny tone . i dunno what's wrong with him . haha . we're going to sentosa with edwin , yq mummie , alex , lw , jon and andy on saturday !! yeah yeah yeah !!! more updates l8r ....