Wednesday, June 29, 2005
packed + busy = tired !
just woke up from my rest . actually wanted to sleep all the way till next morning , but due to the noise pollution in the living room .. i woke up and came online . came online and hope that i can see my [babyy] online , but [he's] not . awhile later , [he] was online . haha . [he] was also resting just now . school today was alright ... morning assembly was rushing chemistry hmwrk . after assembly is humanities , mr sidek is kinda senile . he asked the class : " who brought your geo. text book ?" -majority of us raised up our hands . he then asked again :"who brought your social studies text book ?" less den 10 people raised up their hands . he said : " okay , we'll do a revision on social studies " *everyone huh-ing* wth~ mr sidek .. less than 10 people have their books and you wanna revised on social studies ? he gave us a kinda test paper and ask us to finish by end of lesson and everything was to be found in the text book laa . was so pissed off laa .. but at least i got my book so i did it . other lessons were okayy . uncle lim din come again today , oh ! my maths lesson . haha . now i'm so happy whenever i have maths lesson . haha . went for project meeting today .. almost fall asleep ah . cause joan is only updating those people on what we discussed during june holidays . i was holding on to the piece of paper and it kept slipping off . i'm really veh tired . from now , every saturday needa go to the centre for extra meeting . after meeting wento meet [him] and went outta school . sat at the bus-stop not wanting to go home so early .. so i asked [him] where to go . [he] said sembawang shopping centre , so we headed there . wento the KFC , sat down and was wanting to do homework . but den [he] only got one pencil and i forget to bring my pencil case to school . that's sucky .. but i used the pencil to copy some works from [him] and drew some stuffs in the diary . left around 4pm and i reached home ard 4:15pm . was at the balcony till 6+ and i came in to rest .. i was think bout lotsa stuffs when i was at the balcony . damn sad and i cried ... almost every night i'm crying if you see , my eyes is kinda swollen everyday . so i cried at the balcony and was hugging the bear , den my handphone rang .. its chew . chatted with her for awhile and went out to the balcony again . cried and cried like there's no tmr .. i just thought of the stuffs and tears is rolling down . sighh ... i dont wanna cry every night . but tears just seems to be the med to put me to sleep . nevermind about that ... i'll try to stop crying . *wynny , you can do it !* =) anyway , my dad din pay my handphone bill laa . so now , all my outgoings are barred . i only can received incoming calls and message . guess he'll be paying tmr .. okayy , shall stop here . i'm tired already . eyes veh pain . sob ... nights everyone ! take care !
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
stupid mvc !! you cause the pain in me !
alarm clock rang at 5:30am . *press the side keys* it rang again at 5:45am . hell ya .. woke up reluctanly and prepared myself . spend 15mins tie-ing my hair . fkup !! i dont know why .. left the house ard 6:40am . reached sembawang ard 7am , din meet [him] cause [he] woke up late . wento school with a funny mood , i dont know how i felt too . mmmms , reached school and was walking ard cause its like still early . den me , chew and heng wento do some canteen duty and was spotted by mr. raj. den we're assigned to do canteen duty from now on . BORING !! assembly was sucky .. sang the national anthem for 3 bloody times . mr. wj almost fainted . shitty ! after assembly was sitting on the bench doing some stuffs . almost dozed off .. lesson as usual , i kept sleeping in class today . as in not throughout .. i slept during the last 10mins of physics and 30mins during english lesson . uncle lim din come today fot maths lesson , miss koo relief . nasri , heng and me kept luffing non-stop cos of smthg . muahaha !! had a small counsillor meeting and was told that the investiture in on 13th JULY . wtf ! the teachers are now keeping a veh close look on all of us . cant make any mistakes .. sheesshh . after school took cabbie home , cause i 'm tired laa . somemore having tuition at 4pm ... tution was alright laa . i'm suffering from mvc (monthly visitor cramps) once again . its fking pain ah . darn it !! anyway , i wento cut my hair . just a few snips laa .. i've got no comments bout it . =) tmr having project meeting .. i'm so excited !! haha . yeah yeah yeah !!! i think tmr go gome straight after school . [he's] sending me home . weehee ~ okayy , i gotta stop here now . good night everyone . love all !!
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Monday, June 27, 2005
pathetic-er ! suck my toes laa ..
i'm back to blog again .. =) wento watch my primary school's concert on 25th June .. wohoo ! its a dance concert . damn damn damn nice !! haha . but , before that .. met my [babyy] ard 2pm and went down to suntec to watch Initial D . cool ! jay was damn damn suave laa . haha . enjoy the show a lot . hehe . after the show wento walked around den took cab to kallang and was lost !! haha . thank god we found our ways there . haha . i enjoy the concert a lot .. really a lot . haha . missed the times when i used to dance , practice in the school's studio , the music of the dance , the movements and all . i miss everything !! sigghhh .... after the concert , walked all the way to suntec and took train home . reached home ard 12:30am . haha . den errmm .. smthg happen and i nvr sleep . blah blah blah ... things happen on and off . i've had enough . rene told me some stuffs and i was so sad to think about it . sigh . reached home and all i do was slackk , being restless lie on the sofa and on the bed . chatted online and felt better after that . den chatted with [him] and stuffss .. den went offline ... things were better after that . phew ~~~ i bcame so high laa . haha . weehee ~!! but i cant sleep .. i slept around 4+ . den my freaking bro woke me up ard 5.30pm . shittyy .. i'm so tired laa . wento bath ... freaking hell ! the gush of cold water woke me up .. haha . den was kinda awake , prepared myself and went out . i fking forgot what time i must leave the house to take the bus . haha . reach sembawang ard 6:55am wento mac and look for heng and chew . den i met [him] outside 7-11 . yeah yeah yeah !!! haha . wento school ,din really do duty laa . was slackking around .. cos school was conducting a grooming check . i was worrying for [him] . mmmmss .. sat the the benches infront of the parade sq. and observe the whole checking process . [he] kena .. and lots more . can see a whole group of boys bhind .. all kena caught . haha . all was sent home .. but my [babyy] came back ard recess time , [he] wento cut his hair . haha . anyway , chinese lesson was fun . combined class with 3a3 .. den ZY was making a nuisance bhind laa . we were all negotiating bout when to pass up hmwrk ..
den my teacher said " all the homework given this week is to be handed up next monday. even this friday homework.."
all disagree .. we all said "sunday is family day .. saturday go pak tor."
den the stupid ZY go talk bout geylang den link to diaoing kuays there . i was like wtf! ZY .. haha . he made the whole class go crazy laa . den there was a change in maths teacher , mdm khoo is no longer teaching us ! yeah !! i'm quite glad laa . =x haha . the one and only uncle lim ( mr. lim sok kung) bcame our maths teacher . haha . he kept denying that he wasnt teaching us . haha . his lesson was fun laa , did stupid stuffs . zhou siao-ing here and there . haha . cant believe he is teaching us .. uncle lim is a nice teacher . we've longed wish him to be our teacher . haha . our wishes came true .. PE department teachers are all nice laa . haha . f & n lesson was boring .. shittyy . did some funny midmaps and presentation but none was alert . all was dozing off .. haha . after school , wento have lunch with heng and went back to school to look for yq mummie ! she was in the history room helping mr. sulaiman . most of 3a3 girls were there .. haha . help out and fun loads of fun there . but i'm really tired . eyes can close anytime .. haha . but i kept myself awake laa . finished everything ard 5pm wento the canteen and talked to mummie about other stuffs all the way till 7+ . haha . we really talked a bout lotsa stuffs . haha . band ends ard 7+ , saw [him] and left school tgt . reached home ard 8:15pm ate dinner with my parents and that freako . its been a long time since we last ate dinner tgt . haha . dinner was quite alright , nobody really talk . i 'm the one talking non-stop there . haha . my family is getting weird now a days laa .. mum dont really care about our whereabouts and she never bother to scold when we reached home after 12am . dad kept looking at our family folio album which was taken last year . although my bro wasnt in those pics . he've been looking the the album for the past few days . my fraking bro painted his nails all black and started speaking like those angmohs whom slang all those words . wth ~ yesterday when i went out , i look at the BIG family potrait and stared to miss my dad . okay , i know .. i see him everyday but we seldon talk . in my mind i was thinking " oh dad , its been sucha long time since we last sat down and talk . " its sad laa . last time my dad use to bring me to shopping like he bring me to those shops to select my clothes , waited for me to try on and stuffs . den have dinner tgt . its reall nice laa . its like not all fathers will like to bring their daugther for shopping , wait for them to try on and stuffs . agree ?? anyway that was the past laa . nevermind bout that . =) having tuition tmr at 4pm .. i'm tired .. really tired . i miss [him] too . haha . okayy .. gotta stop here now . oh ya , its john's birthday today ! happie birthday !!
night all . take care !!
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Friday, June 24, 2005
do you understand now ?
wento mrs ong's wedding buffet today . aww .. i miss her so so muchie !! met heng 1pm at the taxi stand , den chew came shortly after . took cab down to mrs ong's house , orchid condo . woohoo~~ reached there and wento the function room . opened the function room door and wahh~~ so many people , haha . den wento blah blah blah , did stupid things . haha . shikin was there too ... i miss her . haha . took fotos and ate some food .. we're just taking fotos here and there laa . haha . din really talk much with mrs ong , cause can see that she's tired and still she gotta do other stuffs . but , i really miss her . haha . so took our leave at 2:10pm , bfore we left . i wento hug mrs ong . ohh ... her warm hug . haha . felt like crying after hugging her ... mmmmms , went out to hail for a cab and the three of us took cab back to SFSC . today's meeting only the girls attend , cause the guys all not free . but nevermind , we still discuss bout the project and have some kinda crash course . crash course was okayy .. not too bad . i learnt smthg new .. =) after meeting , ate sugar rolls . somebody from the centre bought it .. but we kinda topple the sugar rolls and some of it drop on the floor . haha . thanks to heng , she's so clumsy laa . den me and chew kalang kabot clean up the mess . haha . damn stupid laa . but in the end , the mess was cleared up . left the centre around 6pm and met [babyy] at sun plaza . my face was red laa , according to mr. edwin . i dont know why . my face will be red only when i'm angry or shy . but that time , i was only feeling tired . haha . sat at the kfc with [him] till 7+ and left to the bus - stop . parted around 8:10pm ... reached home bath and rested . smthg happen and P-I-S-S-E-D is the only word to describe my feelings . i dont know why issit always that way laa . anyway , things got better now . =) yesterday , wento meet [him] around 7+ .. found out [he] got not much money left , but [he's] hungry . poor thing . [he] ate two $1.95 burgers as dinner . i dont know why , but yesterday i kept staring at [him] like there is no tomorrow . my brain only have the word " CHERISH" . den at the bus - stop , i asked [him] .. do [he] take things for granted ? [he] say sometimes ... den i thought to myself , why do people take things for granted ? must learn to cherish , appreciate and accept . this is what sister jane told me .. suddenly , those words just flashed in my mind . den took cabbie home again .. reached home and found out some not so nice things laa . once again , P-I-S-S-E-D is the only word to describe my feelings . i cant take it anymore , i've had enough of tolerating . i cant keep it to myself this time , i really gotta talk it out . so i talked it out with [him] and i hope things will change for the better . =) but still , i'm still a lil' pissed off laa . wth ~ i dont like that kinda feeling . so hurting .. arghhh .. nevermind bout that . anyway , sometimes PEOPLE just dont know their limits laa . do things without thinking , dont know when to speak and shut up and lastly dont know what is right and wrong . shitty people ! fk their brains upside down . i do hate copyrighters laa , i really do . please , you know who you are . please change your fking mindset and use your brains to think . wynny hate COPYRIGHTERS ! sucky !! wahaha ~ enough of scoldings .. i gotta go sleep now . nites all ! love you ! mwahhss~
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
i hate COPYRIGHT-ERS !! such fkup brains they have .. shitty .
haha . i'm back to post again .. will touch on copyright-ers later . shitty people . wahaha ! today wento [babyy's] house ard 11+ watch "A Moment To Remember" . *thumbs up* veh sad de ending .. s0bs` after watching , was motivating [him] to do [his] holiday homework ... [he] haven even started laa . den [he] finish doing the maths paper and i did my f&n coursework . actually she* was suppose to come for flute lesson . but in the end , dont know why she* never come . maybe she* thinks i might find trouble with her* , or maybe give her* two slaps ? wahaha !! dont be dumb laa , wynny dont use violence to solve problems . violence dont solve the prob laa . =) hugged the bear bear , damn nice ..blah blah blah all the way till around 6:30pm . [he] prepare , den we left the house .. cause [he] going [his] cousin house and i'm going to meet my mum and aunt . took train and [he] was suppose to alight at city hall and i was to alight at raffles laa . den when we reached city hall , [he] went out and went into the train again . haha . [he] told me , [he] wanna send me to raffles . haha . *love love love* so [he] sent me to raffles and i acc [him] wait for the train back to city hall . =)) called [him] right after we left each other , den chat all the way till i met mum and aunt . haha . my eldest aunt came out from m'sia , and i miss her so much much much laa . hugged her and her warm hug is oh-so nice . haha .she's already 75yrs old and still so steady . haha . she's bcoming more and more nonya laa . haha . that runs in our family . =) de she speak to me in mix hokkien , chinese and malay . i understand laa .haha . 2nd aunt was there too , she's errmm 71 yrs old .. still da same laa . speak to me in the same mixed language . haha . i love them laa . *mwahhss* took bus back with them and was having loads of fun .. haha . they'll be leaving back to m'sia this friday . so this friday , its a must to see them . haha . reached home , bath and rested for awhile .. den came online . anyway , just now i met a veh veh funny incident . when having dinner , i walked out of the restaurant cos was full and dont feel like eating anymore . den i look opp. the street and saw a group of ppl fighting .. inside my heart , i was swearing words at them laa . and i cant see properly cause wasnt in my specs . den after awhile , some "dunno who" people came to stop the fight . wasnt serious laa . den i heard ppl calling "wyn wyn eh .." *put on specs* den i stared at them veh long .. wtf !! its loo loo and gang . hell ya . its them whom is fighting just now laa . shitty . so i crossed the road and went over to look for them . some old 6 of them .. namely : loo loo , adrain , seith , mie mie , mao mao and yoyo . walked over and they were like looking at me in a you-look familiar-but-still-i-dont-know-you face . loo loo said :" wyn ! why you at here ? so "qiao" to see you here . wahh .. wear specs already ah , siao siao ." den i was said : *pat on his shoulders* eh mister , fighting just now ah ? never change much ah , still the same old fighting loo loo . *smiles* . wento talk to all of them and all still the same .. never change much . i knew them thru xiao bomb , den after xiao bomb's death we seldon meet up lers . den suddenly saw them .. haha . now lets touched on the copyrighting part ..i just found some copyrigh-ter laa . shitty brains which dont know how to think . must copy people ... fkup people with no brains . copy and copy is all they do . such fkers much be treated another way . i hate copyright-er laa . you know who you are laa . please ... go think about it and use ur fkup brains to think . pui ~!! shitty you !!! *hrrmmpxx !*
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Monday, June 20, 2005
shouts to babyy .
silience ... all i heard was silience from you . why ? i dont know ? is it because i talked about her* ? in my heart , i really disagree about that issue . but , another thought was .. you already promise me those stuffs . i believe in you . but my heart just dont seems right . maybe i think too much .. maybe . i kept quiet too , cause i was thinking of how to tell you the way i felt . in the end , i dont know how to tell you .
so i typed it out here , hoping that you'll see this . =)
i really dont know what's my answer to that issue , cause i scared i might the wrong stuffs . if i've made you felt otherwise , i'm sorry . i'm really happy with the time i spend with you , all the happy moments will be treasured in my heart always . love you , babyy !!
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me and my babyy ! <3 
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from babyy , to bao bei .
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
love you loads !
i update bout my last few days already .. haha . typing 3 post in a day . anyway , thanks to all whom tag and left ur concern . thank you ! mmmms , wento sentosa yesterday with my [babyy] , yq mummie , edwin , alex , lw , jon , andy and melvin . loads of fun !! weehee~~ woke up at 8:30am , prepare my stuffs and wait for my [babyy] cos i prepared breakfast for [him] and [he's] coming up to have it . haha . so [he] reached my house and ate the breakfast .. after that , we left the house and walked to yishun mrt . on the way there .. we were talking and talking till a moment i forget what [he] asked , den i replied : " i'm a lil' hot only . " [he] said : " what ? you're horny ?" den i gave a wth face laa . and clarify with [him] laa . haha . shitty [him] . haha . everyone was at the station and we set off to sentosa ! weehee ~~ on the way there all was talking bout animations and other stuffs . my bro was also on the same train as us laa , but diff cabin . haha . reached harbourfront , board the bus and we're at sentosa palahwan beach !! guys went into the water first .. den me yq mummie and lw was gossiping down there laa . haha . after awhile , they gave us a mission - buy beach ball . so the three of us walked barefooted to siloso beach shop and get it . the floor is oh-so fking hot laa . we were screaming and jumping like mad . bought the beach ball and pamper ourself with ice-cream . legs damn pain ... den after eating ice cream , we went out to wait for the tram ... but all the tram is so full laa . so we decided to walked back again . jumped and screamed like crazy again . haha . when we reached , my [babyy] say [he] got smthg to show me . so i wento see laa . i was touched touched and touched . haha . [he] made the words "bao bei" using wet sand and soft sand . damn damn damn nice . weehee~ den went down to water tgt .. so fun but i'm scared laa . cos i scared [he] drop me . haha . but no , [he] never or maybe [he] wont . =) came outta the water and [he] started making the words again , cos the old one kinda kena destroy . haha . veh veh nice .. i took some fotos on it . will upload l8r .. den all went for lunch except me and [babyy] so we dig holes and keep the water inside . haha . when all came back , they decided to rest and not go into the water anymore . so wento wash up and walked to the bridge . counted the steps on the bridge .. haha . *love love love* took some pics too .. haha . wento take bus out to the musical fountain there and had burger king as dinner . musical fountain was nice.. haha . after musical fountain , we walked all the way out to harbourfront mrt . long journey , but fun .. hehe . took train back to yishun , on the way back i teached [him] the sign language of "asshole" . den [he] kept luffing and kept doing it . haha . my [babyy] bcame mad laa . haha . reached yishun and get off the train and [he] walked me home . but halfway , [his] dad called and asked where is [he] and stuffs . so i acc [him] to wait for [his] dad ... [his] dad arrived and when i was walking off .. [he] called me back , cos [his] dad is gonna send me home . wahaha ! in the car was luffing bout what [his] father said . haha . reached home and woohoo~~ cousins at my house . great bonding sessions laa . they left around 11+ and i chatted with [him] on the fone till [he's] tired . =) i start to miss my [babyy] again . haha . anyway ... really had a great time with my [babyy] yesterday . so , today .. i was having slight fever and i my back hurts . i dunno why .. ate panadol to ease the pain . i'm okayy laa . strong ... haha . met [him] under my house . woohoo~~!! tmr i'm gonna meet [him] again . yeah !!! okay peeps , nites to all . take care .
click here for sentosa's pics : sentosa!18-06-05
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Friday, June 17, 2005
love me , love me not .
17th June'05
was suppose to go my [babyy's] house to do homework .. but [he] was tired . so [he] rested at home first ... and i did some packing up of stuffs at home . till around 5+ , [he] woke up and msg me and ask me to go over . so i went over with my mum's approval . haha . reached [his] house and [he] waited for me under [his] house . [he] brought me up and [his] sister was kinda curious bout my arrival . den she kept asking funny funny qns .. [he] kept shutting her up , but to no avail .. nothing works . haha . saw [he's] mum and was shocked cos she suddely came outta the room . "aunty" was all i said to her . haha . watch "A Moment To Remember" with my [babyy] . nice show .. but watched half only , cos of my parents kp-ness on the fone . we decided to go and have dinner . walked to sun plaza and ate KFC ... hehe . kept staring on [him] laa . i dunno why also .. i can keep my eyes on [him] for a long time . haha . left the KFC around 8+ and wento the usual bus-stop to slackk and talk . but in the end , i still came to a conclusion to take cab home . haha . once again , we walked to the place and i took cabbie home . hehe . reached home and prepare some stuffs for the next day . cos we're going sentosa !! yippeess !! chatted with [him] online , and on the fone till [he] sleep . =)) my dad is acting strangely .. i think he knows bout me and [him] . den dad starts to ask funny funny qns . i just dont get what he wants laa . heck him . haha . sometimes my mum and dad acts like they know bout me and [his] relationship , sometimes they act like they dunno . i really dont understand them . mmmss , shoud have a nice talk with them sometime later . haha . okay .. updates l8r ..
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
back for more updates !
14th June ' 05
was at grandma house , stayed there for one night and was fun laa . but my mood wasnt that stable .. i keep thinking bout my [babyy] and the probs . and i kept shouting [his] name at rene's house . den rene was kinda sick of [his] name . haha . but i still keep shouting laa . "songern !" haha . rene lives at the 4th floor , grandma lives at the 11th floor . den from 11th floor down to 4th floor , i was hymming some funny funny tunes . i think i'm mad too . wahaha ~ spend the night at grandma house with , shing , rene , kiwi and my bro . i was mad laa , the moment [he] came online .. i started singing [his] name . den all of them will say :" er .. can u on the music player ? is better ." what the ..... but i still go on singing laa . haha . have a great bonding session with my grandma , although i dont really understand the hokkien that she speaks .. but i still answer and tried to talk to her . haha . kiwi bcame so high when my bro reached .. den kiwi was jumping here and there . hope that ppl living downstairs dont mind . =x din really sleep well , cos of the noise pollution by kiwi . den around 6am , all of them sleep till around 1pm . went to eat lunch and den smthg happen , so took cab down to sembawang with a heavy heart . thanks serene for accing me . =) was so sad and crying deeply inside , but i still took up the courage to settle it myself . go wynny !! yeah yeah yeah . settled the stuffs and felt much better . i saw [him] once again !! weeheee~~~ *fly fly fly* ate dinner with [him] at melvin's house . reached home around 10pm . that's it .. i end my day . *smiles*
16th June'05
woke up around 12pm , prepare and went out to sembawang to meet chew and heng for lunch . i missed them so much . its been a long time we last met . hehe ... as usual , i was late . haha . ate lunch tgt and was having loads of fun . walked to sembawang family centre for meeting and when the meeting starts .. all split to 2 grps and me and jie was to do the calling up of children's home . so fun ! rehearsed and rehearsed .. jie cant speak well , so i do the talking . i wrote down my speech on a piece of paper and kept revising . called joan from the room and tried out with her . some hiccups here and there .. so went into the office to look for joan and she asked heng to record down when i'm talking . teck whye (another counsellor) came in , was so happy . den i faster ask him to rehearse with me again , so he wento his table and i called him thru the office fone and
started talking to him like he is the children's home ppl . damn fun and steady . den it was for real ... i called up the children's home and started talking to them and PERTAPIS CHILDREN'S HOME is the one . hehexx . we gotta send in our proposal for futher consideration. yeah yeah yeah !! the meeting end around 5pm , wento heng's house with chew to slackk . ate dinner tgt with them and waited for my [babyy] . my [babyy] reached mac and stayed tgt till 8+ , we waked to the usual bus-stop .. sat down and talked till ard 9+ i decided to take a cab home . haha . so we walked to some place near [his] house and hailed for a cabbie . reached home , mum and dad din ask much laa . but dad is veh drama .. he speak to me in a funny tone . i dunno what's wrong with him . haha . we're going to sentosa with edwin , yq mummie , alex , lw , jon and andy on saturday !! yeah yeah yeah !!! more updates l8r ....
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Monday, June 13, 2005
die-hard fan whom wanna take picture with this jay-wannabe .
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the stupids !
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my freaking bro was possessed by the IRON LADIES .
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nothing gonna change my love for you .
Saturday , 11 June 2005
wento watch PCK Musical Concert at indoor stadium with joan , chew , van , huiwen and elson . haha . we got free tix ! yipeess ..met chew 1:15pm and smb mrt station , took train down to city hall and met the rest . haha . den after that share cabbie down to indoor stadium . lotsa ppl man !! i was so gan chiong .. but chew seems to be in a bad mood . i dunno how to cheer her up eh .. but after awhile she was better . haha . the concert started .. damn nice . i love it . *sing - along* haha . the show ended around 5:30pm .. i msged [babyy] , [he's] tired and on the way home . sad sad sad ... so [he] went home and rest . we all walked from indoor stadium to Lavender mrt . woohoo~~ exhausted . haha . took train back to yishun . chew , joan and me had dinner at yishun's long john and started chatting bout our upcoming project . haha . saw our oh-so dearly mister oh kok leong there too . haha . my cousin laa .. chatted for awhile and he went home . haha . reached home around 8:30pm ... den mum came into the room kp and took away my hp .dad read all my msges and of course all is from my [babyy] laa . den dad kp too .. but i din really care laa . what ever they ask , i answer straight . they were fuming but i was so not serious . haha . heck them . they ask too much , they dont trust me at all . so they both took away my hp and make noise bout me having a bf . blah blah blah ... i never care . i kept chatting online . haha . i know it was bad laa . but those things they said were so fking unreasonable . no logic . i fked them around too , i talked back and kp to them also . in the end they bcame speechless and went back to their room . but ..my handphone is with them .. i hate it . mmms, chatted online with my [babyy] den [he] went offline and i called [him] . suddenly atmosphere down and i cried .. cried so bitterly .. [he] was on the line with me when i cried .. and kept asking me to stop crying . i was so sad . i was sucha failure . hais .. first time i cried so bitterly to my [babyy] . hung up the fone [he] asked me to sleep early . *sleeepp* ZzzZZzzz............
babyy : i'm sorry babyy . i din know about it till you tell me . i'm sucha failure to you . everything i do was wrong and not appreciated . i'm really sorry babyy . i hurt you this time , i'm sorry . i wont hurt you again ... really sorry . sighh ... love you !
Sunday , 12 June 2005
restricted to go out cos of yst's prob . fking hell . stayed at home and rot , rot , rot ... everytime mum or dad call back i answered it in a veh buai song tone . i dont know why . i just dont wanna talk to them . chatted with my[babyy]till suddenly .. the atmosphere went down again . although i agree to [him] but inside , my hearts were all shattered . seeing [him] so happy when i agree , makes me sad and unbearable to tell [him] how i felt . i acted as nothing has happen but , things got worst and i bcame angry . i told [him] how i felt and stuffs ... [he]apologised and went out to meet [his] fren . i gave[him]some restrictions .. but still feel guilty bout giving[him] that . i was so scared , worried , guilty and depressed after telling[him] those restrictions . its the first time i gave[him] such restrictions .. sigghh .. i really feel bad about it . i told [him] to be home by 8pm , [he]said okay . so , from 3:30pm onwards .. my mood is down down down .. i kept counting down to 8pm and hope to see [him] online soon ... s0bs` 8th aunt called and said she need some red wine , so dad came home and send me over to aunt house . slackk there and found out was kor's bday . so stupid and dumb of me to forget bout it . haha . ate swenen's ice cream cake .. nice nice . use jie's com to online and saw my [babyy] wento chat with [him] and he felt kinda sad . i asked [him] what happen , [he] said nothing . but i still worries me , i thought it was my restrictions which makes him sad . [he] asked me to go home fast and call [him] . so i quickly went offline and asked dennis kor kor to send me home . ran up the stairs .. open my house door ran into my room and faster call [him] . was so exhausted .. i asked [him] what happen .. [he] said nothing again and asked me go online . so i went online and [he] started telling me sorry cos [he] did something wrong . i was speechless and tears were flowing . i'm glad that actually [he] thought bout it and apologise.but , i'm still angry with [him] . mmmmmsss .. [he] was tired and went offline . recalling what happened in the noon was no good .. everything was a "no wonder" , i agree . i've got no say that time . i dont know where [he] placed me . s0bs` [he] was so happy when i said yes to [him] , but i'm not . seeing [him] so happy hurts me deeply . hais ..
my freako bro bought new colour contact lens and we took some pics just now . haha . will upload later . =)) i'm tired now . i miss [him] , lao pa , jie jie , kor , dennis kor and all . hais .. wynny ah wynny ....
babyy : i'm sorry for the restrictions . i felt bad about it too . i really dont know what to say when u told me those things just now . i'm happy that u're honest with me . but , i just cant take it when you never thought of my feelings when u wanna watch that movie . tears burst out from my eyes when u apologise .. seeing you so sad makes me sad too . hais .. i still heart you !
me and my freako bro pictures ,
respect.the.princess
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
back from chalet ..
okayy peeps , back to update again . haha . i just came back from chalet , my [babyy] is there too . cos its like alex , melvin , jon , edwin , cy , xw and my [babby] organised it . quite boring .. cos they cant decide where to go , and slack in the room . but its okayy laa . at least i got more time with my [babby] . =) yesterday i met yq mummie 5pm at yishun mrt station and we both wento pasir ris and look for them . on the way there , me and yq mummie is talking but my [babby] and edwin . haha . den found out they kinda alike . so , we shared our sorrows and happiness all the way till we reach pasir ris , took bus 354 and we reached costa sand . alex and da jie came out to bring us in and heard that all of them went for a swim except for alex and da jie . so yq mummie , alex , da jie and me was playing NFS !! wohoo~~! nice game . i enjoyed so much .. ard 7pm they all came back , saw my [babyy] too . weehee~ den [he] wento dry himself and came over to talk to me . i miss my [babby] so much ~~ haha . watch the 7pm channel 8 show tgt and ard 8pm we all went for dinner . dinner was at foodcourt , not too bad . me and my [babyy] shared the chicken rice , cos i not hungry . haha . after dinner , went back to the chalet with my [babyy] , mummie and edwin cos my [babyy] wanna watch the 9pm show . haha . then da chalet got two room , so yq mummie and edwin one room , me and [babyy] one room . yippess !! watched the show and suddenly melvin they all came back from the arcade and they agreed to watch Resident Evil . the show was nice laa , but i just cant concerntrate . haha . i dunno why also . mum called and asked what time i wanna go home , den i told her by 12am i'll be home . she said she wanna talked to da jie , so i passed the fone to da jie and da jie persuade her to let me say at the chalet fot one night . yeah !! wohoo ~~ i'm so happy that i can stay there .. haha . hung up the fone with mum and went back to watch the show ... the show finish ard 2am and most of the ppl slping ler . only left melvin they all pia-ing the ps 2 . haha . den me and my [babyy] went out to da bbq area and talk for awhile , quite dark and scary . haha . 15mins l8r , went back to da room and we pillow fight !! weehee ~~ [he] keep smacking my butt . okayy , i admit i started smacking [his] first . but [he's] at fault , so i smack [him] . haha . den we keep using the pillow to smack each others butt . haha . at a moment , [he] suddenly come over , carried me up and slam me onto the bed . wth ~ !!my butt !! so pain . haha . i climbed up again and smack [him] again . haha . having so much fun .. ard 4am we're still not asleep , i kinda have some not veh nice feelings cos of smthg . den went out to the bbq area myself , not long l8r [he] same out and asked me what happen . all i do was stare and [him] and say nothing . but , in my minds things are running veh veh veh fast . mmmmms , drop this sub, better . =) went back to da room again and we pillow fight again .. den help [him] massage cos [his] back is veh pain . den i step on [his] butt and was doing some funny actions . haha . its was 6:45am already .. went out to da bbq area and look at the sky . haha . i shouted :" hey , all wake up !! prepare for school !! 6:45am already !! " no one woke up .. all still sleeping . only [he] entertain me . haha . we rest for awhile den woke up ard 9am this morning .. wash up and slack in the room again . haha .a ll cant decide where to go .. den 1pm aiman called [him] to ask the rest to go back for band prac. cos almost all is band de . but clash with the chalet .. den all of them confused and blurr . but in the end ard 4pm they all went back to school for band laa . when they were away , only left me , dajie , yq mummie , melvin and jon . so me , yq mummie and da jie took one room and melvin and jon at another room . we talked about our guys and started discussing on some stuffs and i started throwing out some of my unhappiness i faced recently den da jie and yq mummie gave me some advice and encouragements . haha . thanks girls ! the guys were back ard 7:30pm .. wento pack dinner at KFC den went back to da room and watched Final Destination . left the chalet around 9:30pm with pk , xw and [him] . [he's] just sending me home , xw sending pk home . so we four took a cabbie . haha . on the way home , was thinking bout whether to tell [him] the problem or not . in the end , i told [him] laa . cos its been in my heart for a few days and everytime i'll cry when i think of it . so i told [him] , and i hope [he'll] understand . =) its not anything to hurt our relationship , just some serious topics . haha . reached home , bath and online . haha . okayy now some scoldings ...
to the fking bitchy slut : eh .. you're sucha slut , your actions and words just shows clearly that u're slut . you fked up my life once again , everytime is you . i hate you~!! you fking hell come and offend me and you fk around with my temper . fku all the way to hell !! just stop all your slutish act and reflect on yourself . dont act one innocent or cute laa . you are not !! you just a slut ! pui ~ you are worst than a bitch ! i hate you !! better dont come and offend or do your slutish act anymore . if not , i might see you at the back of some ulu alley dead . watch your words too . lastly , you're still a fking bitchy slut in my mind . *poofs*
respect.the.princess
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
2nd month with my [babyy]
yipeess ! 2nd month with my [babyy] today . haha . wohoo~! woke up at ard 9+ , bribe ppl with breakfast , played the piano do some funny funny laundry and off i went to meet [him] . was suppose to 3pm but [his] stuffs end late so we met at 4:15pm . i was so early .. i reached yishun mrt at 4pm and i was on the fone till [he] came . haha . saw [his] face and wohoo~~ haha . i'm oh-so high . haha . den we took train to suntec and was veh rush cos we're watching monster - in - law at it starts at 5:30pm . so went we reach city hall , we walked to suntec and rushed to da cinema , bought the tickets and went into cinema and the cinema is soooooo unpacked . haha . i thought will have lotsa ppl , den the cinema will be filled with human beings . but , wtf~ its not . less then half of the cinema is filled . haha . so the movie started ... we watched and blah blah blah and i was kinda tired , cos some part of the movie they kept talking and i was dozing off soon . den after awhile i was awake and watch de movie hyper-ly but it was ending soon . haha . den after the show end , [he] say we're going home cos i'm tired . i was so sad and down . i walked with my head looking on floor and was so sad . mmmmms .. i kept asking :" we really going home ah ? " like a small kid whom is so reluctant to go home . den [he] kept nodding [his] head . haiss . [he] asked me what i wanna eat , den i say "MON CHERI" haha . den we went carrefour and search for chocs!! yippess .. haha . bought "MON CHERI" and went to da last level . cos [he] say there is a faster way to get to the train station . but its so isolated and veh few ppl walked that route . so we walked into the place called "sky garden" or name it "my way home" i was so sad and tears is all on the verge of flowing out while i keep trying to stop it . den i ask :" where is the station?" [he] replied :" you see the light ? you walk down , see the tunnel , walk along the tunnel den u can see the station already." i nodded my head and we walked and walked .. i kept looking on the floor and thinking of ways how to not go home so early . den suddenly [he] walked me up a stairs and went i lift up my head , i saw a veh veh nice fountain . haha . the night bfore [he] promised that [he'll] bring me to a veh nice garden . haha . den i was so happy and we walked around the fountain and was playing peek-a-boo . haha . after that was searching was stars and blah bah blah laa . haha . was so happy and kept saying [he] was a liar . haha . but [he] lied for good . haha . after awhile , we went down to a veh spacious space and [he] made some wishes laa . haha . *wohoo~* we went over to esplanade cos [he] wanna go library again and we saw mr and mrs raj !! haha . went over to talk to them laa , den mrs raj. kept asking me to go home early . haha . was shock to see them .. but its was okay laa . they wont kp here and there bout me and [him] . haha . went off to da library and was so quiet .. but the library is gonna close in 5mins time .. so we hurry put back the book and went out of the library and wento the rooftop !!! wohoo!! yipeess!! yeah !! haha . i'm so high went going up to the rooftop . den we look at the stars and blah blah blah till around 10pm we left the esplanade and headed home . haha . reached yishun mrt ard 10:45pm and [he] was at drop off at sembawang , but !!! [his] wallet was with me !! allah .. den i cant go back and give [him] cos smthg laa . den got no choice but to call for SOS . i called the one and only mr. lye and i'm so happy he agreed to help me . wohho~~!! haha . so he wento help [him] out and [he] is saved . after that , [he] told me smthg bout the full package thing and we're luffing over it . [he] reached home safely and .. phew~~ haha . but i still miss [him] loads . haha . thanks mr. lye for helping [him] .haha . i gtg slp now . take care all .
mister UNKNOWN : since you dont want me to call you that for the time being , i wont . if not l8r you not happy . haha . anyway , i hope those poems make sense to you . please dont be sad anymore , cheer up . dont be so negative . be positive !! hope you'll understand . take care . thank you !!
respect.the.princess
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