Tuesday, May 31, 2005
the love cycle never stop revovling around us .
wento meet chew at sembawang and wento mos and slackk to my [babyy] come and chew went off ard 5pm , den me and my [babyy] stayed there till 6:45pm and went to da bus-stop . while inside mos , me and [him] were drawing da love cycle and doing some funny mindmap and playing scissors , paper stone . haha . den missed bus all the way till 7:20pm , parted with my [babyy] and reached home ard 7:45pm . tmr is me and my [babyy's] second month and mister oh kok swee (my dear cousin) and his the other half one month . haha . *double happiness* tmr will be going to watch monster-in-law , after that go to da secret garden that [he] said den go esplanade . woohoo~~ yada yada ... yipeess ! yesterday was my [babyy's] happiest day , i guess . haha . but , i experieced some bad things before that laa . just dont wanna touch on it here . =) gotta stop here . take care all . you're always the one in my heart ! love all .
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
holidays are soo boring !
okayy , today ard 10+ my mum woke me up by kp-ing da mess on my table and telling me that neily and krystal is coming . neily and krystal is my youngest uncle's children . so , i woke up .. bath , prepare myself .. clear da mess on my table and went out with mum . mum's got da car today , cos dad is in indonesia . haha . reached 6th aunt house and saw neily and krystal , still so cute and bubbly . haha . ate breakfast with them and brought them to da zoo for a few fking pathetic hours . jus walk one round laa . haha . cos neily wanna see some funny animals laa . i've got doctor appointment at TTSH at 3pm to check my eyes . so we left da zoo ard 2pm , went back to 6th aunt hse and mum drive me to TTSH . blah blah blah and reached home ard 10:30pm . i suffer from slight night blindness , needa be on lens or in specs all the time cos my fking degree increased rapidly laa . whatever ~!! msged with [him] till 12+ and wento sleep . i miss [him] so much much much .. dead beat ! i gtg now . damn tired .. need my bed again .
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
saturday ! i'm so excited!
woke up at 7:30am and prepared myself . cos today is mr. and mrs raj. wedding . haha . wento meet edwin and jon and yishun mrt station at ard 8:30am and went up to da platform to wait for alex , mel , chew , andy and cy .they came and we went into da train . in da train , was crapping , luffing and luffing . haha . reached bugis at 9am , but we too early . was suppose to reached da church at 9:45am . but we reached da churh ard 9:10am . haha . damn early ! walked ard da church and it was almost 9:45am . so went inside and sat down . awhile l8r , ila all reached and sat bhind us . next , saw mr. raj .. me and chew ran out to congratulate him . haha . he was darn happy laa . haha . saw mrs. raj. inside da car , waved to her and went back into da church . haha . da ceremony started at 10am , mrs. raj. walked in with her father . she's so so so pretty . haha . started singing songs and saw sister ! haha . waved to him and smile smlie . haha . everything ended ard 11:30pm and it was buffet time . bfore buffet , we took foto with da bride and groom laa . nice nice ! haha . went to da canteen and edwin all was talking bout other stuffs . so me and chew wento look for vincent and sister . chatted with them and after awhile they left for camp . haha . den we left also .. cos edwin suggested to go out and eat . so we went to tell mrs. raj that we're leaving laa . took our leave and wento bugis junction . eat and slackk , they wento da arcade den me and chew wento walk ard laa . suddenly got ppl msg me , i open and it was from my [babyy] . [he] msg me using [his] hp , cos [his] phone kena confiscated last month ah . anyway , msged with [him] and [he's] coming over to bugis with XW to look for us . [he] and XW reached bugis at ard 3pm and all decided to go esplanade . cool ! we nvr talk to each other till we reached explanade . cos .......... den i knew bout smthg , and was kinda angry laa . but , i apologise and it was fine . haha . rooftop was damn nice , went up with chew first den they followed bhind . sat on da railing and i have a veh high chance of falling to death . but , i've got no fear to death . why care? haha . left da rooftop cos was damn hot and all wento da library and slackk . i was writing words on [his] back laa , but [he] dunno what i'm writing . haha . left esplanade ard 5:15pm and [he] walked me to da mrt station and sent me off . i needa go happy fish to get some stuffs . haha . but i'll be seeing [him] again , at 9+ . cos [he'll] be picking me up from happy fish . haha . msg with [him] from da momoent i left [him] till 9+ . haha . was doing not much things at happy fish , but still i'm happy enjoying myself there . haha . left happy fish at 9+ and [he] was there . haha . took da train down to yishun with [him] , cos jon all was at yishun waiting for [him] to have dinner tgt .all eating at chong pang , while walking to chang pang i was playing da "Are you dumb" game with [him] and i change some things from da game and [he] luff like hell . saw a cat running down da stairs while we were walking up . haiyoyo . i was screaming and doing funny noises when i saw da cat and [he's] luffing once again . haha . dunno what's up in [his] mind . haha . i nvr eat laa , cos i wasnt hungry and i'm suffering from that fking MVC again . know whats that ? haha . after [he] finish eating .. [he] kept scrathing my leg and say i owe [him] smthg . haha . den mister etic called my hp , haha . wohoo~~~ but , bad news . he fking cant come to singapore this june hols , cos of his bladdy result . mmmms , nvm laa . walked home with my [babyy] and [he] sent to somewhere near my house that bus-stop . wasnt really wanting to go .. cos i miss [him] alot laa . haha . [he] dont let me go also . cos [he] say i owe [him] smthg .. guess what ?? i owe [him] my hugs ! haha . cos i was suppose to give [him] today when i see [him] . haha . so i hugged [him] so tightly and [he] also hugged me tightly laa . haha . sweet huh .. haha . but [he] still dont let me off . haha . so i hugged again .. and [he] pecked me on da cheek a few times laa . haha . *smiling happily* [he] let me off , and our hands still not seperated .. den while i was walking away and my hand leaving away from [his] ... [he] pulled me back again and *muack* . haha . so sweet of [him] !!!! yada yada ..... walked home veh fast and msged [him] once i reached home . [he] reached home 15mins l8r and return [his] hp to [his] mum . hais . cant msg again . i'll be meeting [him] tmr .... haha . yeah yeah yeah !! i gotta stop here .. needa go to sleep .. i'm veh tired . haha . nitex !miss my babyy and all . love all !
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Friday, May 27, 2005
last day of school ..
lasy day of school , sucks !! pui ~! haha . cos was damn boring and no more "clean and shine" . was sitting in da hall watching some fking innocent cartoon . omg ! the cartoon sucks big time . haha . i din really watch it , was walking ard da hall with chew to disturb ppl . haha . went back to class at bout 9:15am . stayed in 3a3 , cos mdm sem was in my class . i dont wanna see her . so me and chew stayed in 3a3 playing some hands on game with gary they all . damn fun ! haha . saw faiz outside , wento talk to him den "humpx" at him . he do it back to me again . haha . saw mr. sabun also , den shadiq wanna play fight fight with me . haha . den i play with him laa . speak loudly . push here push there . haha . i push him , den he push ashraf . haha . played for a few mins , den they left and wento da railing at look and stare at da field . den got some one poke my waist , *turn backk* my [babyy] !! haha . talked to [him] for awhile den [he] went off , cos [he] got band practice . went back to class and slackk till recess .after recess , was time to take report book . but my form teacher nvr come , so me and chew wento look for teacher . walk to da lift and saw jian de and frens going into da lift . so me and chew went in also . den chew go anyhow press , ahwile l8r we landed up at level 4 . from level three , we're suppose to be at level 1 . but we ended up in level 4 . da door open and we saw four fking teachers standing outside . me and chew tried to walk out , but da teachers stopped us . den me and chew luffing inside while PH was trying veh hard not to laugh . da teachers asked da 5 of us to get outta da lift and walked down using da stairs . all walked us luffing like hell den kp-ing . haha . saw mr. chong and he say he'll call da office to see who is relieving our class . den me and chew ewnt back to class . saw mrs. chua coming in . BORING ! gave out da report books and my results are ............. dont ask me bout my results !! if not , i'll shout at you . haha . what ever ~ after school , wento look for [him] , wento sp with chew , edwin , alex , jon , andy and [him] to get prezzie . went back to school with [him] after getting da prezzie and saw JY . he changed so much . haha . but still recgonise-able . haha . chatted with him for awhile laa , den went off . stayed in school with [him] and [he] wento practice . while [he] was practicing , i was writing a poem . haha . awhile l8r , ms hwang came over and askekd : "whose the one playing the flute . " [he] smiled back and ms hwang was impresses and ask [him] to play again . [he] played and ms hwang praised [him] . haha . ms hwang also ask me if i was impress . i smiled and she said , mayb i was too impress till i was lost for words . haha . ms hwang den ask [him] over to da piano and she payed da piano , while [he] played on da flute . nice nice nice combination . i love da combi veh much .people ard whom heard it clapped loudly. haha . i kept smiling laa . haha . i left home w/o [him] cos was rushing to another place . i reached home bath , change and went out again .. reached home ard 10:15pm . and called [him] ard 12am talked for awhile and wento sleep . gtg sleep now .. update tmr ! nitex all .
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
interclass netball was so much fun !
yesterday's interclass netball was fun !! haha . my [babyy] saw me playing like crazy . haha . our first match was at 1615hrs , so before that all of us slacking . ppl participating were , ila , heng , fir , ain , ice , zah , me . haha . first match was with 3a1 , i was da GK . wasnt playing so well laa , cos ... i also dunno why . haha . den rest after first half , second half , fir take over me .. den i rest . next match is with 3t1 , quite violent . but i was having so much fun . i was WD . den i can cross da 2/3 of court , but i kept going in . so i knelt down and crawl out . haha . damn fun !! wohoo~~!! but we have tie laa . so played again .. we lost .. nevermind .. its just a game . haha . den me and ila went to da ladies to wash our hands and legs , while going back to da court and rest .. we saw YL cry , den me and ila shock and ask why . but YL just walk into da toilet . den i ran back to da court w/o ila . when i turn back , i saw ila wanting to fight with 3t1 girls . wohoo~! damn scary .. haha . but was quite fun laa . was jumping ard stopping da fight , den when ila is saying out her unhappiness .. i asked her to say louder , so that 3t1 girls can hear . haha . i know i'm bad . haha . lalala~~ left school at 7pm and went off with [him] , was talking bout some stuffs while waiting for da bus . i love [him] loadds !!=pPpPp haha . reached home ard 8pm . rest , bath and came online . went offline at 12+ .
today , school is bored !! heng nvr go school , cos her eyes swollen . den me and chew wento school . but chew gotta leave at 10am to view some exhibits at suntec . so i was alone!! mood so fking down . so lonely ... but thank god school ended fast .. wento do empire for bball , quite fun laa . ben wong and kevin's gang entertaining me , [babyy's] band having drill at da other side . haha . i kept talking back to ben and kevin . haha . they also keep saying i veh guai lan . haha . okok .. i'm guai lan , so what ? haha . whole thing ended at bout 5pm and waited for [him] till 6:30pm and left school . i reached home around 8pm . haha . i know its veh late . but no choice .. i was accing my [babyy] . haha . tmr is da last day of school . yippess !! i'm trigger happy . haha . i'm so happy .. happy and happy !! haha . gotta stop here , take care all !! miss everyone . nitexx !!
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
my [babyy] owe me 130 .
just woke up from my bro's bed not long ago , fell asleep while msg-ing with [him] . haha . today in school was damn boring , restless , shitty and sucky . cos we nvr talk at all , i just dunno why laa . so my mood was down down down .. mr and mrs raj. is on leave for one week , hell ya . nvm , means i got free period once in awhile . haha . during assembly , da talk was so boring . but i was writing letter to jing lan . haha . i wrote it in some "nice" chinese words plus some hanyu pinyin . haha . she read it and was luffing like hell laa . haha . den after assembly was suppose to prepare for floorball empiring . but mr tong having some meeting in da hall , so cant set up those benches . its was raining heavily , and school was dark .. i cant see clearly . mr tong ask all empires to report in the pe department and look for mr seow .. on da way down , i have a bad fall at da stairs outside hall . so shitty ! i lost my steps and *!@#^#!~* ouch ~!! i nvr lay flat on da ground laa , i held on to da railing .. but when i was holding it , i already balanced myself . leg so pain .. hais .. no choice , i still run to pe department to report . borrow da whistle from mdm cheah and ran up to da hall again . saw vincent all setting up da court , so ask some helpers to go down with me to da canteen and drag some benches up . since its raining , all activities cancelled except floorball . haha . went down to da pe dept. and get whistle and ran up again . floorball empir-ing was damn fking hell fun !! haha . crapping with my sister , kj , harry , gero and jj . they fking hell rock my socks . haha . everything ended at ard 5pm den carry benches down . but fk that aunty whom close da shutter so early . we gotta carry those fking heavy benches from da other staircase to da canteen . bloody heavy !! waited for [him] till ard 5:30pm and went off with [him] , reached home at 7pm . haha . [he] owe me loadds !! lalala~~ reached home , online and blah blah ... was tired and was dead flat !! today is my lao da's (wee hong) birthday . haha . he's always my lao da .. weee .. happie birthday ! yesterday was mikal kor's birthday .. stay cool ! haha . gotta go off soon . take care !! nites !
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Monday, May 23, 2005
what the hell in happening?
wasnt feeling that well today , having fever again . fcuk !! i cant meet [him] and blah blah blah ... dunno laa . just wasnt in good mood today . [he] went offline this way , wtf ? is it my fault ? what is on ur mind ? u never tell me , u expect me to know ? i really dont understand why ... u just went offline this way ? u understand my feeling not? do you really give a fking damn on me ? i'm sorry to make u worry .. i know u're not happy with it . i'm really sorry ... can u not leave this way again ? come back , will you ?
s0bs . s0bs . s0bs . s0bs . s0bs . s0bs .
once again , i shed my tears ... ...
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
i'm back !
yeap , i'm back ! haha . i din wento malacca , change of place to K.L . haha . reached K.L at bout 7pm , stayed at zhi qing's kor house and yippess !! i saw qizhi . haha . finally eh .. i hugged him da moment i saw him , den he ask me :"y after i wake up i never see you?" cos that time i left when he was sleeping . den my eyes got tears , so touched by his words . haha . i love him laa ! den beside zhi qing kor's house was my yougest aunt house , so they live just beside each other laa . aunt was out to china for work . so da house is filled with other cousins laa , searching for da bridegroom and hugged him . haha . he's busy preparing his stuffs for da next day laa . was salaming and hugging cousins but abang hazmi was no where to be seen . that bladdy piece of shit . haha . den i went into da kitchen carrying qizhi , *boo!* abang hazmi was bhind da door . he scared da hell outta me . haha . den we both hugged each other and went back to qizhi house . played with qizhi till he sleep , and i took some fotos with him . he just love taking foto so much , especially using handphone . haha . he sang that "lao shu ai da mi" song . haha . cos as we were walking up da stairs , i was singing , den after that he continued . omfg ! i was so shock . haha . den i sang again , he continued again . haha . i ask him how he knew it , he said :"my daddy let me listen before." meaning zhi qing kor introduced him da song . haha . awhile l8r , abang hazmi sang "tong hua" , qizhi also sing . wth ! qizhi is just my angel . haha . den zhi qinng kor came in and he sang it too . haha . around 1+ , qizhi slept already . so me and abang hazmi went back to aunt house and PARTAAYEE!! haha . chatted with long , xiang jun , quis , joash , haffiz and dee . they rock my life man ! haha . was talking bout our life after cny , and that is when we last saw each other . haha . at bout 3+ , we went out cos xiang jun and haffiz was hungry . den lazyy to cook . so the others was in quis car and i was on abang hazmi bike! vvarroomm`~!! off we went . thank god he din speed this time laa . phew~ reached a malay cafe and they ate their supper there . left at bout 4am and went back , was already in da room , preparing to enter lala land . but all of us cant sleep , so we wento open other's door and check if they were asleep ... all was sleeping . only left da 7 of us .. den dee dee decided to go to da back yard and we'll see what we can do . so all of us wento da back yard , but before we wento da back yard , we went up to da balcony . felt da breeze and i was looking up in da sky . *tada* i saw one star . only one !! haha . i started to think of my [babyy] . haha . yada yadaa .... left da balcony nd wento da back yard . guess what dee dee and long suggested.. they wanna do some physical activities . haffiz was giving those wtf-physical-activity-fku face . haha . but he was luffing laa . den da rest of us , din say anything . so we did some exercise and all lie on da grass and kinda fell into lala land . sleeping so soundly ... eyyy!!! wake up !!! cepat !! bangun laa! i was shock , den i woke up and dee dee was kping us to wake up . but da sky was still dark , i asked him why wake me up .den he say :"wake up , see sunrise !! we say we gotta see sunrire tgt . " haha . den i remembered and wento have a quick wash up and wake quis all up . after they finish their wash up we sit on da bench and waited for da sunrise .. ard 7:10 we can see rays of sunlight . so nice !!! haha . took some foto using haffiz hp .. den everyone was up and da bridegroom went to fetch da bride and blah blah blah .. da usual stuffs laa . woke qizhi up and dress him up , haha . so qizhi followed us , and da day was fun laa . until at da night , da dinner was nicee.. we all sat in one table and took fotos . haha . dinner end fast and we all went back again . went back , wash up and started crapping again . haha . crapped all da way till midnight and zhi qing kor and april(zhi qing kor's wife) came in and chatted with us . so they are da oldest of all . haha . den .. saddest part of all , i gotta leave . this time qizhi is sleeping again .. hais . i left with hugs and hand shakes . sad sad .. on my way back , i thought bout da times when i was young , zhi qing kor always take care of me , dotes on me alot , bring me ard to play and stuffs . now he's married and have qizhi ... den i was thinking i should repay zhi qing kor by treating and taking good care of qi zhi . i always treated qizhi well .. haha . zhi qing kor still care for me like i'm a small ger laa , he said :"to me , you are always a small girl." haha . *touched by his care and concern* =) i miss everyone loadds .. really a lot . when will be da next time we're meeting again ??? haiss .. i'm missing qizhi alot now . hais ... i'm sad again . good times passes so fast . i gtg now . take care ... miss ya all loadss !!!
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Friday, May 20, 2005
i love my babyy loads !!
yst was really pissed off with da fking com . haha . anyway , just back from toa payoh with cousins and god- ma . god - ma bought me a giordana shirt , haha . love it loads! today wasnt really willing to go to school , as i skipped school yst (with my parents acknowlegement) . haha . but i still drag myself to school laa . school as usual laa , chinese period was kinda boring . cos was doing marks confirmation . goona slp ah . but i heng kept asking me to sing da powerpuff girls song to her . cos i sang it our version . haha . but was kinda rush during mrs raj. lesson . cos da whole class rushing those undone work and needa pass up within 45mins . i only needa do 2 pieces , so quite relax . after recess was chem , boring !! but was doing correction for paper . after school , [he] came over to my class and awhile l8r we went over to da piano side . [he] played piano and i wento pass disc to mr. lye . haha . wahaha . wento sit down with yuling mei mei , vincent and sister . vincent ask me to help out in floorball referee . yeah !! after awhile , went back to [him] and ask [him] can we not go SAFRA . cos i'm kinda sick of SAFRA lers . haha . [he] said ok laa . but i know [he's] not veh happy . han loong went back to school today , he changed so much sia . haha . so jap ah . haha . he still remember me .. =) left school ard 1:45pm and walk to da same old bus - stop . we missed bus all da way till 2:45pm . so its like 1hr at da bus- stop laa . haha . on da way to bus - stop , i saw thomas and gang . they so kp , making funny noises at da back . haha . [he] sent me all da way outside my doorstep . haha . [he] still owe me 10 !! lalalala~~~ i miss [him] soo much now !! haha . yst , went rock climbing and was damn fun laa . saw AZMI (my rock climb instructor) again . haha . den there's one grp of lil' children at a corner of da rock walls . den i went over with ben and marc to try out our new stunts . bad kept falling from da wall . haha . wento play with those kids and they are namely ; sammie , marcus and tanya . i love sammie da most , she's cute and pretty . haha . she's a mixed european and chinese . haha . i carried her up those walls . den she jump down herself . haha . left Climb Adventure ard 6pm and wento meet [him] at 7-11 . [he] sent me home . =) now , da saddest part of all . i'm leaving to malacca tmr . i know i've been looking forward to this for a veh long time . but i'll miss my [babyy] , lao pa , yq mummie , heng , chew and all . s0bs ~! i'll be back either on sunday night or monday noon . miss me ya ? haha . i really miss my [babyy] a lot .. a lot .. really . gtg soon . take care all . nitex !
Lao Pa : i'll be back soon . you take care eh ? ask PF to acc you when you're alone or what bahs . mayb she's a better person to cheer you up . =) dont stress yourself . sleep early .. lala land channel 17 . #17-1107 . dont go wrongly . take care . see you soon .
babyy : oh my babyy , i'm missing you loadss ! i'll be back veh soon k ? dont sad sad lers huh . you owe me 11 !!! lalala~~ i wanna see you now !! s0bs` thanks for letting me clean my hand on your shirt everytime . haha . honoured right ? =)) take care of yourself da next few days , sleep early and eat right . dont think too much on other stuffs k , you should know what to think about laa . right ? geezz . miss you !! byebyexx .
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
fk my com !
fk !! i typed a long entry yet suddely all close .. fku !! asshole .. i use so much time typing yet it just close in a few secs . fkup com !!!!!!! ccb . i;m sorry to use all vulgarities . but i'm just so angry . argghhh ! *pooofs*
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
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jing lan , wynny , heng and xinli . took this while squezzing into da rope .
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spidy webby .
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i need my babyy badly ..
i need [him] badly . haha . now i chatting with [him] . haha .today no school , cos no paper . haha . tmr school as usual , my fking school just dont have marking day . fk that fking principle . haha . anyway , today woke up by lao pa's call . groaning to him through the phone .. haha . prepared myself anf my [baby] came under my house and we walked to yishun mrt station to meet edwin all . reached da mrt staion at bout 10am , alex , mel was there already . awhile l8r , andy , jon and edwin reached . den they all wento eat .. me and [him] nvr eat . cos not hungry . haha . msged yq mummie as she nvr turn up , den edwin ask me msg her also . so msged and ask her to come over and acc me . so she came laa , edwin wento wait for her . haha . yq mummie is gonna lend me "cinderella's story" vcd tmr . yeah !! wohoo~! haha . went over to yishun SAFRA with them , they played pool while me and yq mummie was chatting . while crossing da road , me and [him] almost died . haha . cos we nvr cross da road using da traffic light . we jay walk . den there's a car coming towards us , but we din see .. edwin shouted den i pulled [him] back . haha . what a close shave~ left SAFRA at bout 12:15pm and wento northpoint to look for heng they all . yq mummie went wif me too .. haha . stayed at long john till 1:15pm and we walked back to SAFRA again . haha . cos i having course wif heng they all there . having loads of fun while walking back ... reached SAFRA saw mdm cheah and the rest .. went into da room for course . da same old room.. so fun !! was playing ard laa , but i paid attention too . haha . [he] is still at SAFRA while i'm having course .. haha . i had break at bout 3pm , wento look for [him] and [he's] counter-striking . so went off after awhile laa , was raining .. thank god ! no thunder . phew ~ ran across da road and went over to 7-11 with ah lim all . they bought some stuffs and we went back again . course started and everyone feeling slpy again . haha . until da rope course session , all awake again . played with ropes laa . me , xinli , heng and lan tried to squeeze into a rope laa .i took fotos of it . will post l8r . haha . rope course was damn fun !! haha . after rope course , back to slide session again .. da atmosphere went down again .. haha . course ended and all left .. saw billy on da way . wtf ! he changed like hell . omg !! reached home at bout 7:30pm ... cut away my lovely nails . cos [he] was asking me to cut since two days back . my nails kept breaking laa . haha . i hate school tmr .. boring !! cant go home early .. argghh .. my yuling mei mei went for NACLI camp lo . gonna miss her loadds !! she coming back this thursday . haha . den ah .. yuling mei mei found her xinfu lo . haha . lalala~~ gonna go out with her and celeste one day . haha . i promise them long ago ler .. haha . i gotta stop here now .
Lao Pa : its not ur fault k ? why must it always be you ? i say no means no ok .. mayb i'm a failure to cheer u up too . i tried so many ways , yet always i'm da one whom always dissapoint u . hais . sorry . i'm not a good daughter . sorryy ... i always thought , without me .. you still have pf with you . so it dosent really matter if i die one day .. i'll try my best to cheer you up again .
sometimes i really dont know what to do when someone appear ,
i've got no say ,
no nothing ..
everytime after you talked about that someone ,
you dont understand my feeling .
i'm so sad and crying bitterly inside .
i really hope that someone dont exist .
really .....
p/s : this is for the unknown in my life .
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
last paper tmr ..
yeah !! last paper tmr . but fcuk !! my book is with [him] , i forget to take it back from [him] . haha . so i'm not gonna study for that paper . tmr [he's] not having any paper , so wont be going to see [him] in da morning . s0bs` anyway , yst went town suddenly and its was hell full of fun . haha . left town ard , 11:30pm and it was raining . reached home at bout 12:15am . chatted with [him] till 1:30am and wento slp . =) woke up early today went out blah blah blah and wento airport at bout 6:45pm to pick my dad . he went thailand , i din know . i thought he went m'sia . haha . he bought some shirts for me laa . quite suitable . haha . i never see [him] for two days already . i wanna see [him] badly . hmmmms .... tuesday i'll be having adventure course at SAFRA ! yeah !! i'm so happy . although its a 5hrs theory , i'll be having loads of fun . haha . i saw smthg veh veh veh nice on friday when i go town , haha . only some ppl know what i saw . haha . its damn bloody nice . and i friday , that fking 13th .. so stupid . things happen at one go and i dont know what to do . so my "f" word is flying ard here and there . haha . but , after awhile .. things were calm down and i'm back to normal . =) ok , i gotta stop here . i got nothing in my mind now . haha . take care . love all !!
Lao Pa : take care of yourself . almost fall sick today .. haiyo . so old already mus know what to do laa . still need a four-teen yr old kid to teach you ? haha .
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
2 more papers ..
yeah , 2 more papers and i dont needa study and face those fking books anymore ! yeah ! lalala ~~ tmr i'm having geo paper , den monday is F&N . today's maths p2 is damn frickin hard , i only know how to do a few sums . wth ! heck it laa , its over already . haha . today , my paper ends at 9:30am . wento mac with [him] and friends , den slack at there till bout 11+ and went back to school . reached school , they still having papers in da hall , so [he] cant play da piano . instead , [he] wento study . i was with [him] laa . but when [he's] studying , i just can concerntrate and started looking around . *building castles in da air* den [he] wailing me back to study . so i managed to study a lil' wee bit of geog . when [he's] playing piano , mr lim hc walked outta conference room and saw me sitting opp. da piano . den he kinda wink at me and he know me and [him] is tgt laa . after awhile , he walked outta GO and asked me : " u alone ah ? " den i pointed over to da piano and he said :"oh , ok . you must study huh . " i nodded my head and smile . i'm kinda touched by his "you must study huh " i also dunno why . haha . we sat outside da GO while suhaimi was playing da piano . here comes gary , he damn bloody li siao . went to li siao da security guard . haha . me and [him] sat outside da GO like in da clinic like that . haha . gary perform a cheerleading dance for us , and he's damn funny . haha . stayed in school till bout 5:30pm and we left school . [he] sent me till chong pang and den i sent [him] off . [he] cant sent me home today cos my dad is at home and most prob. he'll be looking at us from da balcony . i dunno why my dad bcame this way , mayb he suffer from some illness . he just control me soo much that i cannot take it . *eessh* tmr i'll be having dinner with god ma and others . i'm so happy to see god ma again . haha . today yq mummie pass me da barbie mag. damn cool and nice . i saw da fantasy palace inside , its-omfg-nice ! ok , mummy just told me we're gonna go back to melecca this vesak day . means , i can my very precious malay cousins , gotta eat meals using my fingers , salam-ing here and there . oh , i love it !! malay cousins = my mummie's side is kinda malay mixed chinese . so , i have malay cousins and my mummie's side some how follow da malay cultures . during hari raya or any malay occasions , they invite ppl over for dinner so they celebrate da occassion like how da malays do laa . they celebrate cny too , but its a nono for pork ! all halal !! haha . my malay cousins speak chinese and some malay and eng. their chinese aint bad eh . u'll be shock to hear them sing some funny chinese songs .. but its our family genes . haha . ok , enough of my family . i'll talk more on this next time . last but not least , tmr 11am fiona xie will be going over to happy fish (my uncle's cafe) to film her new host show . haha . guess uncle mic will be taking foto with her . too bad i cant go there , i wanna see how they film da show . hais . nvm , i gtg stop here . take care all !
Lao Pa : despite much scoldings and chasing you off , u still msg me and ask me how am i . haha . u're really a good lao pa ! haha . although sometimes , we kp bout each other on da fone . but after awhile , we're crapping again . haha . somehow , da strings between us just wont break off . haha . good eh ~ everytime got thunder , you sure msg me and u'll be luffing there . wth ~ so bad . haha . anyway , take care of yourself . see you ard soon .
Abang Hazmi : my dearest cousin , its been months since we met . wait for me on vesak day ya . bring me ard in da nite , show me your new found place and we gotta wake up early in da morning and go to da backtard to see sunrise eh . dont forget . haha . but , please .. dont speed when your riding your bike . u bloody piece of shit , i was sitting at da back and u're riding so fast . haha . i really love sitting on your bike . vvaroomm ~~ off we went to explore . haha . we're gonna meet real soon .. take care !
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
exams = dead flat !
today i had my phy and chem paper , all i can say is "die!" . u all should know what i mean laa . haha . i finish my paper at 10:15am and stayed in school till 5+ . guess what was i doing ? haha . i was walking ard with [him] , listening to [him] play da piano , talking and stuffs . haha . at bout 4+, [he] saw ms hwang .. and [he] wento ask ms hwang how to play "tong hua " . ms hwang figure out da notes on da spot .. i repeat , on da spot !! damn cool . haha . den [he] started playing "tong hua" , is veh veh nice . haha . *thumbs up* at ard 5pm , mrs raj. came out and kinda shoo~ us outta school . haha . but she is just joking laa .. haha . we left school at bout 5:15pm and [he] sent me all da way home . haha . so sweet of [him] eh .. lalala~~ tmr i've got no paper , so means ... sleep sleep and sleep . haha . i'm having tuition at 10:30am tmr till 12pm . after that , i'll be going down to school to meet [him] . haha . and , i dunno what da fking prob my dad have now . he came home and started nagging and scolding on some stupid stuufs . we nv give a fking damn laa , but he continue to nag . wth ~ heck him laa . any way , some good news . haha . i can confirm that mister etic will be coming over this june !! yada yada .. i can finally see him again !! next , my mummie told me that we'll be going to melacca this vesak day . lalala~~ meaning , i can see lil' qizhi and enen . i miss them so much !! haha . hope its true .. i'm looking forward to it . haha . wohoo~! ok , that's all for today . i'm tired .. but bfore i sleep i will call [him] . haha . nitex ! love all ..
Lao Pa : thanks for teaching me those chem and phy yst . thanks ! dont neglect ur studies also eh . take care!
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
i'm back ..
i'm back to update again .. i nvr update recently bcos i'm having tuition after school all da way till 8pm and i gotta study for exams ya . i cant rmb much laa . just updating here and there laa . =) exams started on thursday and hell yeah , its tiring .. on friday , i had eng p1 and ss . i finished my eng p1 in 1 hrs time , both compo and report writing . haha . den i spent my next 45mins slping . haha . den ss paper is fking hell .. i mixed uo lotsa things but i managed to finished da paper . ss paper started at 10:46 .. i stared at da paper till 11:15 and den chiong all da way till 11:45am . haha . den having tuition at home on wed , thurs and fri . tiring ~~!! [he] finally wento cut [his] hair and now , i dont have to worry everyday that [he'll] kena suspend bcos of [his] hair . *phew ~* saturday , wento thomson to look for serene and ate "roti - prata" . *yummy* [he] was suppose to call me after [he] finish doing [his] i/c . but , dunno what happen [he] met up jon and wento jon's hse . and jon just lived opp. me .. haha . but , when [he] msged me .. i just reach thomson . [he] say [he] gonna wait for me and jon's house . i left thomson at bout 7:30pm and reached here at 8pm . wento look for [him] under jon's house and talk for awhile and [he] walked me home . ok , [he] found out that i'm sick . i'm just having a lil' fever laa . =) yst , [he] told me [he] dreamt of me .
da story goes : one day , [his] family is having a party and [he] brought me there . [he] introduced me to [his] family and [his] family got no objections or stuffs . and [he] even introduced me to [his] grandma and [his] grandma have no objections too . *the end*
so , it was just a dream . haha . we both hoped that it will come true .. =) today i cant meet [him] , and i think [he's] kinda angry laa . i'm sorry [baby] .. i'll call [him] soon ! i bought a white rose for my mummy and she love it . haha . i gotta stop here now .. update soon . bless me for my maths p1 tmr !
Lao Pa : sorry to back out half way that day , but u understand why eh . sorry to make u lose so many brain cells while talking to me , but its worth it laa . haha . and sorry to make u flare up that day and i'm sucha failure to cheer u up . sorry .. thanks for being there when i need u . thanks !
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
exam stress ~
on sunday morning , i wasnt feeling quite well laa . so i rested at home ... den awhile l8r , wento da clinic and got some med-fking-cine back . all so bitter and yuckks !! when i was resting , i kept thinking bout my coursework . cos i'm having practical on monday and i haven finish my decision making , time and and overall work plan . it was all oh-so last minute . at bout 10pm , i called [him] .. and [he] helped my out with my decision making and part of my time plan thingy . haha . imagine a POA student helping an F&N student . haha . den i did those things all da way till 1+ , hung up da fone and wento sleep . but somehow .. i jus cant get to slp until 2+ . i kept thinking bout [him] , cos i miss [him] badly . haha . woke up so unwillingly today , preapared myself and off i go to school . [he] came to meet us today . i'm so happy to see [him] !! hope that [he] can meet us everyday . haha . lesson as usual .. i was worrying for my practical and i kept asking [him] what to do . [he] said :"dont worry . everything will turn out well . " during phy lesson , i kinda write down da steps how to prepare da food on a piece of foolscape and put it into my pocket . after recess , its time for my practical !! same old me .. kalang kabot . took my ingredients and stared figuring out how to cut and stuffs , and tried to remember the ways [he] taught me to use . i started da fire and started asking ard .. what shuld i put in first . den chao shi replied . haha . thank god , edwin and chao shi is ard . they help me out alot . haha . thanks !! da practical was over , my food dont taste that nice laa . [he] tasted it and i threw it away . after assembly , mr raj. called for all sec 2 and 3's counsillors .. went to da front and [he] asked who wanna go for Dr. Wee Kim Wee's wake . without any hesistation , me , chew and heng raised up our hands and we're in ! =) i felt that its a great honour to attend his wake . he did so much for da country , earn respects and trust from everyone . he's a very good leader ! took da consent forms and off we wento da history room for social studies remedial . i step into da room and i saw [him] ! haha . da remedial started and ended at bout 3:20pm , followed [him] to da AVA room cos [he's] class gotta stay back to finish some work but [he] din go . so [he] went in to report and stayed back for awhile .left da school at bout 4:20pm and walked to da bus stop with [him] . when i reach da bus stop , i saw smthg which hurts me alot . i saw hadikah (i call him didi ) smoking , puffing away . omg ! he's a cross country runner laa . cannot understand sia . da bus came and i boarded da bus , didi boarded da bus too . i told him not to smoke too much , think for his future . he nodded and smile . hope he get what i mean . =) reached home , bath and sleep till bout 6:30pm [he] called and told me [he's] home . i told [him] i'll call [him] back soon and went back to sleep . woke up at 10+ , called [him] and [he] ask me to call back at 10:30pm . but now i cant get through [his] line . mmmms , but i will go on trying laa . hais .. exams is so fking near and i'm so stress . i cant plan my time properly and dunno what to do first . i experience this in every exams . hell shit !! anyway , tmr is a tiring day for me .. needa attend da wake .. be back in school by 5pm .. at 6:30pm i'm having tuition . hope i wont fall asleep during tuiton . haha . okay , i gotta stop here . i'm tired again . sleepy sleepy sleepy .... *yawns* nitex everyone ! take care !
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
baby and wynny's hand - taken by my baby .
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1st may 2005 - me and [baby]'s first month .
today woke up at bout 8+ .. den finish lesson at bout 12+ rush home to put my stuffs , bath and change den went out to meet [him] , edwin , yq mummie and melvin . i reached yishun mrt at bout 1:30pm , edwin and yq mummie haven reached .. awhile l8r , melvin came .. den we waited for edwin , yq mummie and [him] . suddenly someone hug my waist from da back .. i was shock , i turn and i saw my [baby] . haha . den went into da train with edwin , yq mummie , melvin and [him] . on da way , [he] was asking me some funny qns which i have to choose da colours of [him] in my heart . we reached somerset and walked to cine , bought da tix and went into da cineplex . [he] is kinda tired laa , so [he] rest for awhile before da show start . we watched "xXx The Next Level" , so action pack sia . haha . i dont really know whats happening thruout da show . haha . da show ended at bout 4:20pm.. we took da lift to da basement .. in da lift, got one couple , yq mummie , edwin , me and [him] plus melvin . all couple up .. melvin so lonely .. he stood at one corner of da lift and gave a pathetic face . haha . wento long john .. cos edwin and yq mummie wanna eat . den [he] bought a cup of coke and we shared . so full !! haha . after long john , we walked to far east .. den on da way both of us is talking bout stupid stuffs and crapping like nobody's business . haha . reached far east , walked ard and melvin went home .. da left overs wento heeren .. received a msg from rene .. she said she's going to cine to watch "Coach Carter" and wanna see [him] . so i told [him] , l8r go meet my cousin .. i din tell [him] , rene wanted to see [him] . haha . we walked ard and hereen den edwin and yq mummie went off . so left da both of us .. wento BLOOMINGTON .. showed [him] da princess plate and princess cup . haha . after that , wento cine to look for rene .. den rene took a nice look at [him] and after we left .. rene called and said she APPROVED ! haha . so its ok laa . =) while walking to da mrt station , i told [him] da truth why we needa go meet rene . den [he] was like .. wah lau ... u nvr tell me .. my hair so messy and stuffs laa . haha . took da train back to yishun and took 171 with [him] to my house . den its was like 8pm .. i acc [him] to wait for [his] bus back home and we were talking and talking till we kept missing bus 980 . haha . we took 2 fotos laa . will post l8r . haha . its was like 8:20pm .. we came to a conclusion that [he] wanna send me home safely . so we walked all da way to da back of my house da staircase and da hard-to-part-each-other scene again . haha . this time damn sad man .. i kept saying :"how? i gotta go aleady .. " den he replied "huh .. hais .. how?" haha . he kissed me on my both sides of my cheeks den i walked up da stairs sadly .. s0bs` . haha . at bout 8:40pm .. [he] called me and [he] was home safely . haha . i'll call [him] back l8r laa . =) anyway , adding on to yst entry .. bout mdm cheah telling [him] those stuffs . most of my teachers nvr restrict me and [him] tgt .. mr seow , mr cheong (OM) , mdm cheah , ms hwang , mr liew ,mr tan and mrs raj .but i think da whoe pe department will know soon . haha . all names mentioned above are teachers whom nvr restrict laa . haha . mrs raj. said :" he's a good guy laa . not too bad .. can .. good good ! " haha . sooner or later .. mr raj. will know . haha . my butt still hurts .. ouch~ hope will recover tmr .. haha . i gotta stop here . nitex everyone ! take care ! love all .
Lao Pa: cant come online ah ? sad sia .. haha . i'm blogging yet u cant read . haha . nvm laa . next time come online read all at one time laa . dont everyday study and study den nvr take care of yourself hor . mus get enuff rest .. lastly , suck my toes !!! haha .
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