the almighty princess wynny`

Saturday, April 30, 2005

i'm suffering from serious butt cramps and butt muscle ache . lalala ~~

just back from god-ma's house , had a small family gathering there . [he] came to my house and fetch me to god-ma's house . haha . den met xy at sembawang mrt at 4pm .. but we left da station at bout ard 5pm cos was waiting for kiwi . [he] acc me all da way and sent me to god-ma's house . xy and kiwi walk infront , me and [him] at da back . haha . we were talking bout how to greet a princess in da morning . haha . when i gotta go in da lift , its once again the hard-to-part-each-other scene . haha . but i kept smiling to him and say bye bye laa . haha . cos gotta go into da lift .. den when [he] reached home , [he] gave me a call and started talking on da fone till 7+ . when we talking , [he] was playing da keyboard . den i asked [him] to play "tong hua" cos cyn teach [him] some last week . when [he] playing da starting .. my heart melted and was so into da melody . haha . but some where at da back [he] was lost .. so i was hymming da tone to [him] and [he] was there trying out da melody . haha . teaching music through da phone .. den after that [he] tried playing "WISH" in diff instruments .. when [he] played it with da violin ah , damn nice . haha . at bout 6+ , rene reached god-ma's house and got to know that i'm on da fone with [him] and started lisiao-ing [him] . haha . hung up da fone and went to eat dinner with my cousins .. at bout 8:45pm went down to play basketball . had a funny fall at da court .. i was jumping and singing song den my leg dunno what happen and i fell . haha . den wento da fitness station to do some funny exercise although got some difficulties . haha . but it was real fun .. went back to god-ma house and rest .. den ah di started telling us his stories .. so adventurous . haha . left god-ma house at bout 11+ ... i'm kinda tired , but dont wanna sleep so early . haha . anyway , i'm suffering from serious butt cramp and butt muscle ache . haha . i dunno how i got it . den bro chuan was teaching me some exercise to make my muscle ache better .. so i did it and rene video it down . haha . kinda funny . but someone deleted it .. guess who ? haha . i dunno . haha . it was a disaster for me to sit down .. today , i just recovered from leg muscle ache . haha . what da hell is happening to my body !! ok , like i care . haha . yst 29-04-05 was sch's sports day .. not too bad laa . haha . woke up at 5:30 , prepare myself and went to sembawang mrt to meet heng and chew .. den went over to wdlands mrt station to meet hasroy . was suppose to reach wdlands stadium by 7am . but we waited for ismail , in da end he wento stadium himself . wth ! was kinda flare up , den heng apologise to me on behalf of him . but , i said nvm . cos i'm not angry laa . just speechless . was late alrdy , so we ran to wdlands stadium and when i reach there .. reported to mr. raj and he nv scold laa . haha . he assing us our duties and we went off for duties . me , chew and heng was doing da late comers and not properly attired side . not too bad laa , i gotta deal with my lao pa and his friends . bth sia !! they all so stuborn . haha . but in da end , nothing happen laa . haha . den da sports event started and we got nth to do , so walked ard and slack . wento look for mrs raj. .. chatted with her and ask stuffs bout her and mr. raj . haha . so fun . den took some fotos with ms low and mrs raj. after that , wento da other side of da stadium to rest .. all pe departments teacher there . so chatted with them and li siao laa . haha . den its da teachers's race !! mr raj. , mrs raj. , ms low and mr chong running for our level . haha . when they warming up themselves , i gotta help them take thier stuffs , like hp , specs , watch and ez-link . haha . da race was nice .. after da race they came to collect their stuffs from me . haha . it was da prize presentation and we went over to our class and sat down . wento look for [him] and [he] ask me if i wanna follow them to play badminton . den i said ok laa . when da whole thing ended , chew went with hasroy , jie went with ismail and i went with [him] . haha . all so crowded , cos we only cant exit by one exit .. haha . den when walking up da stairs , mdm cheah was at da side .. i din see her laa . cos i was on da fone . mdm cheah told [him] :" eh , mus take good care of my girl huh . " haha . this is what [he] told me laa . haha . so now , mdm cheah knew it . haha . den walk to cwp and slack till 1+ , wento look at barbie dolls . haha . so nice !!!! wento chong pang cc for badminton .. jon booked da court .. ppl present were , da jie , alex , jon , andy , melvin , zq and gary . chatted with da jie and played awhile laa . cos leg muscle ache . haha . den saw my beloved cousin mister oh kok swee at da mac. haha . left da cc and bout 4:30pm and went over to melvin house . watch TROY at melvin house .. da first half of it i din really watch . cos was playing hangman with yq mummie . haha . den was bored there .. den [he] came over to acc me for awhile . den went to da sofa with [him] and watch TROY . haha . watch till 7:30pm went into mel's room and slack . haha . slack till 8:30pm den [he] sent me to da bus-stop . haha . we saw stars again .. haha . reached home at bout 9+ and [he] called and chatted till 11:15pm and wento sleep . ok , i gotta stop here . gd nites !! take care all !!

Lao Pa : ok , i diao you . but , haha . its not my fault .. haha . stop repeating that i diao-ed u . enough !! haha . ur hand ... haha . *luffing my ass off* wahaha~~ take care laa . =)

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

i think i hurt my back .. 0uch ~!

nvr update for a few days lers . cos was either not online or busy . today was school's Green Olympiak (i know it shuld be spelt as OLYMPIAD. ) Day ! so fun !! school dismissed at 12:30pm , den straight after school went to AVA room for counsillor meeting . after meeting , was suppose to have a 20mins break . but that kiasu anderson primary come so early .. scare me sia . i was sitting wif chew and yuling den suddenly nizam ran to me and said
nizam : " wynny !! faster .. anderson primary come already !!"
me : "huh ? so early ?? what to do now ? "
nizam : "ya laa . eh . run laa . faster run !!"
so me and nizam ran like hell to da GO , and saw them outside . i dunno how to react , i wento greet da teacher and was so blur . wth ! den after that , i brought them up to da hall and ppl there settle them down . phew ~~ after that all councillors was to report at da main entrance .. so wento da main entrance and wait for those scholls to come laa . my partner is yeok ling .. she's mad laa ! we're da same .. haha . crapping and crapping none stop . at bout 3+ all counsillor is to be at da ava room resting .. da ava room is filled with laughter .. me and elvis singing sad love songs , chew and ridaudin sing english love songs . haha . we know we got a veh impt duty on us .. but we know what to do at da right time . haha .went back to da hall at 4+ and was thirsty , so wento buy drinks with yuling .. but that stupid vending machine cheat my money .. so sucky !! thank god yuling brought some money with her . haha .den we wento try da other machine .. also cannot . saw lao pa , he wanna bribe me with his $1 . haha . no laa , i wont take his money . den we wento walk ard .. den saw ppl buying drinks from da machine . we both ran back to da machine and buy drinks again . haha . we both so stupid . haha . nvm .. we got da same genes what .. haha . send those kiddies off and was having so much fun . haha . da whole thing ended at bout 6pm , all councsillor went back to ava room for de-brief . cool ! we did a good job ! yadayada ... after da meeting was thinking that , i'm gonna go home alone . saddist ! den after awhile , i received a msg from [him] .. haha . lalala~~ [he] was in school . yeah ! after i replied [his] msg , i went outta da ava room and i heard some one playing da piano . den i know its [him] !! yeah ! went back to da room and i told chew : " yes !" she know what i meant . haha . den wento tell yulong : " yes ! *show da sign of someone playing da piano* " haha . yulong den smiled and say "orh .. i know i know . " haha . cos bfore that when i was in da hall , i ask yulong " eh , how ? i cant find [him] eh ? hais .. " den he told me some stuffs to make me less worried . haha . [he] walked me to da bus - stop .. but it was raining .. and pools of water is everywhere . [he] held me to da bus stop den saw jon . [he] wento buy alex's prezzie . haha . reached home at bout 7:30pm . mummie and daddie not at home not at home .. anyway , last few days was not too bad for me laa . jus some ups and down . mayb lao pa knows .. sometimes really dont understand . does [he] know i worry for [him] ? hais .. nvm laa . those are bygones .. anyhoo , just to tell miss MEEN YI .. please dont stop me and ask me to help you tie ur tie . how long have u been a counsillor ? now its alrdy apr , almost may .. still dunno how to tie . u pissed me off ! its my precious yuling mei mei's b'day this friday .. haha . celebrating at euphony ! yeah !! haha . and this sunday is me and my [baby's] one month . but i think [he] cant celebrate with me laa , cos in da morning [he] gotta go study with [his] godsis* . den at bout 4+ [he] got flute lesson till 6+ . sure veh tired de lo . hais . dunno laa .. and saturday [he] will be studying with [his] godsis* in da morning also . what can i say ? [he] is going to study . i cannot restrict . sometimes this kinda thing just piss me off and make me wanna shout out everything which is in my heart . but if u ppl know me well , i dont burst easily .. u hardly see me angry or stuffs . cos i keep everything to myself ... but sometimes i just wanna let everything out . argghh ! now , i'm experiencing a damn bloody pain on my back .. its a long story how i hurt my back . but if tmr still pain , i'll go to da doctor . =) good news ! my beloved cousin , mister etic will be coming over during june hols ! yeah ! i miss him so much ..but mister heng cant come . hais . nvm , i cant meet mister heng mayb this december . haha . exams are coming real real real soon ... i gotta start revising soon . but i cant plan my time well . mmmms , hope i 'll do well !i gotta stop here . take care people ! love all . nitez !!

Lao Pa : thanks for wasting ur time yst . listening to my groans and scoldings . haha . den u're just so speech-less .everything also "hais ..." bth ah .. haha . but really thanks !!! =)

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

[his] birthday was greatt !!

spend [his] birthday with [him] .. met [him] at 2:30pm . so bloody rush sia . i finish school at 12:30pm , counsillor meeting at 12:30 - 1:40pm . reach home 2:05pm bath , prepare and i called for a cab . reached yishun mrt at bout 2:35pm . but needa top -up card , i only have $50 . so gotta so queue up at da dunno-wad-name place . den got one aunty so fkup , qns da person inside den waste my time . asshole !! so angry .. thank god she left . i faster top-up and walked veh fast up . saw [him] and was relieve . haha . [he] wasnt angry laa , but i still apologise . wento cine to watch The Pacifier . nice show !! its so fking funny . but da show like so short , so fast finish . after da show , wento esplanade . cos [he] wanna go look for some scores . wento da library and [he] was looking for [his] scores and i was walking ard like a dumb ass . haha . but , [he] cant find da score [he] want laa . den we wento da roof top . so nice !! da scenery was veh veh veh nice .. although i cant see clearly . but its really veh nice even its in a blur vision . haha . da wind there was veh strong , hair kept flying ard . haha . [he] embrace me with [his] warm hug .. haha . like shooting mtv .. da wind blowing , hair flying .. [he's] embrace .. haha . den both of us searching for stars . cos everytime when we're tgt , we only can see one single star . only one !! so we waited till like 7+ got one star . single star . haha . den [he] said da same old sweet sentence again . its goes .. " one star represents both of us " =) after that , [he] sent me to outram park to meet my mummie . so sweet of [him] . i miss [him] a lot !! haha . ok , gotta stop here . i needa call [him] soon .nites !! takecare ! love all .

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happy birthday to my [baby] !!

happy birthday to you ,
happy birthday to you ,
happy birthday to [him] ..
happy birthday to you !!

*i know its kinda late to song for [him] .. cos [his] birthday is like yesterday . haha . anyway , its da thots that count right ? =)*

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

i'm so angry whenever she-* comes in and interrupt our lives .

jus back from yjc , [he] sent me home .. so nice of [him] eh . =) den i rested for while and [he] called me , cos [he] reach home lers . i answered and told [him] i'll call back l8r . yeah .. so i called back , jus a 3 secs call . [he] ask me to call back l8r . you all should noe why .. okok .. wynny relax ... calm down . dont be angry . everything is gonna be alright . relax ... today at yjc was fun laa . i'm da timer wif 8 other friends . timers rocks !! haha . we all so blur sia .. but we still get things done . haha . yuling came in 3rd for 3000m . yeah !! wohoo ~! *claps* i was monitoring her thru out da her 7 1/2 rounds . not too bad .. got quite good stamina . haha . after da sec 2 gers finiish 3000m .. its da upper sec gers 3000m . cool .. i took lee fong . cyn and yok was running too laa . so worried for them ah . haha . but gave them huggies before they ran . haha . i think 2 of them came in top 8 if i'm not wrong . haha . *cheers!!!* i din see shing at yjc ... haha . she nvr appear sia . haha . anyway .. that is everything at yjc today . i'm had my f&n class test today .. i'm failing . i forgot everything . sharks !!! tmr having geo class test .. thurs having chem test . wtf !! test .. test .. and test !!!!! yst , i cried to sleep .. dont ask me why ..i got nothing to vent my anger on , i cant shout or scream . so i cried laa . i reflected on some stuffs and thought of some stuffs den .... tears rolled down and i hugged da bear and cried bitterly . hais . just dont understand why ... and why mus she-* always be da one who is interrupting our lives ? why she-* appear now ? not l8r or ealier ? hais .. u all may say i'm thinking far too much . but , hey ... i'm not !! ok .. over - reacted . i'll try to calm down .... thats all for today . *poofs!*

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Monday, April 18, 2005

you're da one till the end .

its been years since i updated eh . haha . i'm busy laa . yeah .. busy ! haha . so , ok .. on saturday , i went for da NKF thingy . damn fun !! haha . went down to suntec to give out da brochures . haha . we reach suntec at bout 2pm .. den finish everything at 2:15pm . haha . people wif me were , chew and cindy . haha . crappers !! after that we 2 wento bugis and snap some pics . upload soon .. its veh fun laa . haha . i'm meeting [him] , edwin and yq mummie 5pm at orchard mrt . so we left bugis at bout 4:10pm and i reached prchard at 4:45pm . so i waited alone .. haha . but my lao pa acc me msg laa . haha . i called ting ting jie jie and she's in town , so i thought i could go meet her . but dint.. s0bs` [he] reached and we walked veh veh fast to taka cos [he] meeting [his] cousin to take money . we was searching for that bloody hell 2nd level DBS machine . but in da end , [he] met [his] cousin at da lobby . haha .after taking da money , walked to cine to check what time da show start .. we thought edwin and yp mummie there already . but they haven reach .. din know they watching SAMARA . so scared when i know they watching . haha .da show starting at 7:25pm .. *look at watch and handphone* its onli 6:15pm . haha . so we waited for edwin and yq mummie and when they reach , we walked to taka da bkshop cos [he] wanna search for some books . on da way , kept arguing on how to get there . haha . when we reach there , so many ppl . i was so shock , den my vision was damn blurr . so i told [him] , i might get lost .. here got lotsa ppl . den [he] held my hand and said "now , you cant be lost . " haha . lalalala~~~ den we walk veh fast to search for [his] books and ps edwin and yq mummie . haha . we spend bout 30mins in da bkshop and went back to cine . on da way back to cine , me and [him] walked veh veh fast .. haha . we din run . we walk .. edwin say we walk veh fast .. den we walk faster . haha . [he] almost fell .. haha .. wahahaha !! but i was holding [him] laa . so [he] nvr fall . what a waste ! *opps* haha . da show started and i was so freaking scared throughout .. but was in [his] warm embrace . haha . can hear [his] heartbeat sia . haha . heartbeat : stable . haha . was in [his] embrace throughout laa . da SAMARA kept saying .. "mummy ... mummy .. mummy ..." haha . like how i call yq mummie . den yq mummie so scared when me and [him] said "mummy .." haha . got one part when da SAMARA said "mummy..." da woman replied back " i'm not ur fking mummy !!" haha . wth !! haha . da show ended .. and its time to go home . we walked to somerset mrt station .. was walking veh fast .. suddenly edwin and yq mummie infront of us . haha . den we walked veh fast again . we need walk down da staircase .. so scary sia . [he's] walking down fast .. [he] held me and i was jumping down da steps . haha . almost fall . loads of fun !! haha . in da train , both of us kinda sad laa . cos ... its time to part again . s0bs` . but daddy called me and say there were all at OCC . so i gotta take da bloody shuttle bus in . [he] acc me in eh . haha . lalala~~ den when i reach da lobby .. its really time to part .. hais . den i went off and i saw my daddy at da staircase .. haha . he jus came out of da toilet . haha . den went into aranda saw my cousins . so cute sia . played wif them .. so fun . haha . reach home at bout 1+ midnight . tired ah !! wento bath and *pak* i wento bed . haha . woke up at 8+ wento church .. reached home at bout 3+ and went out to happy fish again . so worried sia .. [his] fone kena confiscated by [his] daddy . den [he] nv call me or wad .. wth ! haha . its was uncle mic's bday laa . 17.04.05 haha . i'm not sad on da 17th anymore . its da past !!! okok .. so i wento wish uncle and give a peck on him cheek laa . so sweet of me rite . haha . *arbish~!@#`* at bout 9+ [he] finally me call me .. den we chatted all da way till i reach home . haha . in kor's car i was luffing and chatting like hell . haha . we hung up for awhile cos i gotta go bath den i called [him] back again and chatted till 12:45am . haha . today [he] din go to school laa , cos [he] got no alarm clock and [he] dont want me to call [him] . [he] wanna wake up himself . in da end .. nvr come . haha . i was so worried .. kept looking ard when i was outside 7-11 . looking for [him] .. but dont have . on da way to school .. kept turning bhind and see .. when i reach school , i glance ard and din see [him] . when i was walking to da side gate .. i look kept looking at da front gate hoping da next person whom come in is [him] . but no .. its not [him] . after school , wento search for [him] ard school . cos yst nite . [he] said [he] gonna come back and sent me home . cant find [him] eh ... den wento sit ouside general office like kena detention like that . haha . *tada* [he] appear .. haha . but in da end i went with chew laa . cos [he] got smthg on . =) tuition at 6:30pm ... not too bad . after tution , [he] called me . but i was doing smthg , so i called [him] back jus now . [he] got back [his] fone lers !! yeah yeah yeah !!! yeah !!!! wohoo~~~!!! gonna call [him] at 11pm l8r . its a long entry eh .. haha . enjoy reading . i miss [his] warm embrace .. lalala~~ gotta stop here . nytes !! take care ! love all !!

Lao Pa : go drink LEMSIP laa . dont act strong . haha . somemore your leg ah .. go apply medical oil laa . headache go rest ... need me to teach u all this ah ?? haha . i'm not guai lan k .. haha . mus take care eh !! =)

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Friday, April 15, 2005

i met [him] just now .. wahaha !

[he] din go to school today again . haha . but we msged each other laa . den , after recess i having sudden flu sia . sneeze all da way till after school . cannot stand ah ! wento KFC with chew and heng .. den i went home to rest . i msg [him] and he told me [he's] going back soon .. omg !! but i'm on my way home already . but , we meet each other at a l8r time . [he] said [he's] gonna come under my house da mac. haha . so i wento rest and [he] woke me up at bout 4+ and asked me how was my flu and stuffs . it was better ! so , i can meet [him] . haha . [he] reached here at bout 5:10pm and we went into da mac. , sat down and talk till like 7:25pm . [he] rolled [his] hand down my hair and patted on my head . haha . like lil' children going to sleep . my eyes is so bloody itchy eh .. so i kept rubbing and rubbing . and [he] kept pulling my hands away . haha . but really veh itchy . so [he] pulled my hand away and hold it tight so i cant attempt to rub again . haha . *warmth !!!* i lied on da table and [he] lied infront of me . *head to head , hand in hand* haha . [he] kept reminding me bout [his] birthday , but i act as i never heard it . haha . anyway , its in my calender already . thinking bout it everyday , what to give [him] . haha . when its about 7:15pm , we both countdown for 7:25pm . haha . so scary and hard to part each other . s0bs` =) when [he] left , so miss [him] sia . but , we're meeting again tmr . haha . after my c.i.p prog . yeah !! meeting chew at 11:30an tmr .. heng not going eh . gotta wake up early tmr .. i not going over to happy fish.. cos i going out wif [him] , edwin and mummie tmr . haha . lalalala~~~ today morning so pek chek ah , i bought pink dolphin .. den i put it on da railing and wento talk to cynthia while heng wait for ismail . den i left w/o noticing it . its been a long time since i bought pink dolphin eh .. cos 7-11 no stock . when i reach da front of parade sq. i suddenly rem. and so pek chek ah !! haha . i gotta stop here now . i bang into smthg and i gotta clear da mess . haha . nites !! love all !!

Lao Pa : leg injured still dun wanna rest . act strong ah ? haha . sorry eh , i tmr help u write laa . =) go rest early laa , and apply medical oil on ur leg . den veh veh fast ok lers . haha . take care eh !!

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

[he] begged me , to beg [him] .

yst morning , [he] came to meet us and wento school tgt . haha . den lessons and blah blah blah ... after recess , i was standing outside da hall and staring blankly . den [he] called my name and ask me over . i told [him] l8r , cos i was waiting for chew and heng . after that , i walk real fast to catch up with [him] . when i was bside [him] , [he] asked me some funny stuffs laa . haha . and [he] stayed in my class for da whole period . din talk to [him] as i was busy rushing for my f&n hmwrk . haha .after da period was chinese , lesson tgt again . but [he] slping .. so i din disturb [him] . and [he] sent me home at bout 5+ laa . its raining like hell , den we both walk slowly in da rain . so cold ! brr ... [he] reached home at bout 8+ . den i called [him] and chatted till 11:45pm . we hung up and wento slp . today , [he] din go to sch laa . cos [he] wento watch SYF with faiz and frens . den was so boring w/o [him] in school . haha . after school , went over to Climb Adventure . i saw AZMI !! wohoo~ still da same laa . he's my instructor . haha . syafiq is in Jakarta now for a rock climbing prog . Azmi is gonna leave for Melbourne tis sat , cos he's gf was studying there . haha . did lotsa fun things at Climb Adventure .. so fun !! [he] went to school and waited for me . and we left school tgt .. on our way to da bus - stop , [he] keep saying "shi meh?" tt bloody word so sensitive to me and chew . haha . [he] purposely say that sia .. den i ignore [him] for awhile .. den after that was ok . haha . tmr [he] not going again . hais . guess i can only see [him] after school . =) i think saturday , we going out tgt wif edwin and mummie (edwin's gf) . haha . looking forward yeah ... [he's] tired now .. i gotta stop here . nites ! tcare !

Lao Pa: thanks for informing me that khoo nvr come . haha . thank you !! thanks for all ur care and concern . LEMSIP ! haha . everything is ok now . dont stress urself up eh , study till late late den slp . den next morning like zombie . haha . slp more and take good care of urself laa . haha . still need me to teach u ah ? haha . tcare !!!

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

i felt da warmness in [his] hand .

jus back from celebrating chew's bday . =) its was a nice and sweet one . suprises for her and stuffs . veh nice dinner . [he] was there too .. cos [he's] kakis were there and [he's] chew kinda good fren . haha . bfore dinner , me , chew and edwin wento cwp to buy some stuffs den saw mummie (edwin's gf) there . haha . took some fotos wif her using her hp laa . so fun .. den at bout 6+ we rush off to sembawang shopping centre for da dinner . and i explored melvin's fone all da way . he's fone is so nice and fun can .. haha . den heng was in bad mood laa , she went off halfway .. bout love laa . den she was so sad . hais . hope she's alright now . =) people present for da dinner were .. me , heng , alex , edwin , jon , melvin , songern and chew . after dinner , we all wento GIANT to shop .. den we went ouuta GIANT . awhile l8r , we all went back to GIANT with a trolley again . haha . den we tour ard GIANT again .. at bout 9pm we were outta sembawang shopping centre and they all took shuttle bus back . [he] acc me to da bus - stop and acc me to wait for da bus .. we missed a few bus laa . we're chatting bout yst's stuffs and some crappy stuffs . i told [him] what happen yst . den [he] kept apologising ... i kept nodding my head . haha . cos i was kinda angry when i tot bout it . den at a point of moment , i was moving my right hand ard den [he] held my hand tightly and rested on [his] lap . haha . den my heart melted and [he] was still apologising . haha . den after awhile , [he] ask me i still angry or not .. den i shook my head . and everything was ok ! haha . i can feel da warmth of [his] hand that time sia . haha . and it was like 9:30pm .. da bus came and i boarded da bus w/o noticing my hp stripe was with [him] . cos my mummy called and i was talking to her till i forgot everything . haha . after i hung up with my mum , i msged [him] and ask [him] what [he] wanted to tell me when i was boarding da bus . and [he] told me , da stripe was with [him] . haha . on da bus , i felt so xin fu seh . haha . when i reach home , i msg [him] and called [him] for while ... [he] sounded kinda down or mayb is tired .. so we hung up laa . den i ask [him] what happen , [he] said nothing . guess [he's] too tired laa . =) guess [he's] not meeting me tmr morning . hais .. nvm . maybe [he] can rest more . anyway , yst nite .. i cried to sleep and at bout 12+ i slpt . today on da way to school , i held my hp on my hand tightly .. waiting for [him] to msg me . i thought [he] gonna msg me when [he] wake up or what . but , [he] din msg me at all . i was so sad and angry on da way to school . den keep looking ard to search for [him] . [he] din go to school . i got no mood all da way .. edwin keep telling me not no worry . den at bout 11+ [he] replied my msg .. but jus onli one . after school , i saw [him] in school . den i went over and ask [him] what happen laa . and [he] said nothing .. but i know what happen already . den [he] smiled laa , and i was so happy . so so so happy !! [he] walked me to da bus - stop again . we missed a bus again . haha . everything is ok !! i'm missing [him] now !! anyway , i gotta stop here . nites! sweet dream ! love all ..

Lao Pa : its back again ! sorry to make u worry and sad yst .. thanks for ur care and concern everyday . its always with me .. =) remember what u promise eh . cannot break promise deh . haha . be happy can .. everytime u like sad sad dehs .. i so happy , u so sad . how can ? haha . mus be happy k ? dont try .. its a must ! haha . take care eh !!

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Monday, April 11, 2005

what happen ? *s0bs*

what happen ? i know u're sad . i'm very worried for u too .. i waited for u to msg me and i'll call u after that . why din u msg me or call me back ? i waited with a heavy heart , worrying for u every seconds . you know it ? for now , i wont disturb u . jus felt so useless that i cant be there when u need me . sorry . sorry . sorry .
ok , i'm crying now again . i just dunno why .. whenever this kinda things happen .. tears just roll down . i'm very worried and cant get to sleep now . i'll wait for him to msg me .. s0bs` s0bs` s0bs` s0bs` s0bs` ...

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

i'm suffering from bad cough and tired-ness

i'm back from happy fish . so tired . i guess today's will be a short post . yst nite was a sad nite laa . things happen so unexpectedly .. things were messed up in da end . jus a sad nite laa . s0bs` today morning i received [his] msg but i replied in da noon cos was too busy . haha . den wento happy fish at bout 3+ and was quite fun too . den reach home at bout 10+ and things cork up btw me and [him] . he's going to SYF tmr and is leaving school at 6:50am tmr . [he] wants me to go to school early and acc [him] till [he] board da bus . i'm ok with it . but my parents dont allow me to go out so early . so i told [him] laa , den [he] kinda angry and said some stupid stuffs . ok , i know my parents is unreasonable . but i fight all da way yet they still dont let . but [he] keep saying its [his] fault which i hated all the time [he] say it . i hate it always when ppl give in to me . i hate it!! and when i ask them why they always give in to me .. they'll say .. cos they dont wanna see me sad or angry . but if i'm happy den they themselves suffering . whats da bloody point man !! i'm veh veh angry now . firstly is [him] , den is lao pa and ben . dont understand sia . is death really so fun ? y keep thinking bout death ? thought u die i veh happy ah ? eh .. wake up laa ! think for others bfore u do anything can . i'm really very angry !!!!!!! *stormed off!!!*

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i heart heng ! =)

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Saturday, April 09, 2005

where is [he] ?

jus back from happy fish . a veh veh tiring day ..woke up at 6am prepare and left hse . i really woke up veh unwillingly sia . somemore eyes so pain due to some probs , will say in da l8r part . den wento northpoind mac' and meet them . all wear da red camp tee , so nice sia . we're a grp can ? haha . den after that we walked to SAFRA yishun . on the way there , i'm da most hyper . and i keep talking and walking veh fast and jumping up and down . haha . den when we reach , i change ONE shoe with heng and ONE socks with benny . haha .quite cool eh . haha .everyone thought da course was boring , cos its like 5 hrs theory . haha . but nono .. da course was so fun . my grp have , elson , wei song , joanne and me . haha . our grp most noisy .. haha . at bout 10+ we had our break , den after break we all went back to da room to discuss bout some stuffs . but in da end , we played ard in da room and i keep jumping infront of da projector . haha . no teacher wad , no restrictions !! yeah !! den after awhile , da instructor came in and lesson started . haha . its so fun !! and da room that we have da course is like a ballroom , but jus a small part of a ballroom laa . haha .damn fun ! but so fking cold . haha . da course ended at ard 1pm . den we all wento da bowling centre , cos da boys wanted to play pool . so da gers , sat at one corner and listen to MP3 . haha . i kept singing and singing .. haha . at bout 2+ we wento j8 cos heng and me wanted to look at some clothes .. jing lan , ah lim and xcel followed us . den went we reached , i bcame so high and stared singing and jumping ard again . i was so bloody hyper . haha . they wento eat at long john . so fun . joseph came to join us too . was crapping with xcel like hell . i told him i got smthg to tell him and he move his ears near me .. guess wad i do ?? i BURP . haha . that was da thing i wanted to tell him . haha . so we keep challenging each other to see who can burp loud or burp da most . haha . so fun !! da whoel grp cant stand us .. kept luffing and luffing .. den [he] msg me . haha . but i nvr stop playing da burp game wif xcel . haha . finished eating and wento take neoprint wif heng . will post l8r . after taking neoprint , i started playing stop game . haha . walk half way den suddely stop . haha . cos xcel was bhind me . haha . left j8 at bout 5:45pm and wento happy fish . happy fish was fun too . lotsa laughter in da kitchen . haha . but fone went low batt while i was msging with [him] . fkup sia ! den i reached home at bout 11+ , i called [him] 3 times . [he] din answer .. i guess [he] sleep already .. s0bs` a night w/o [him] . yst nite i suddenly went offline laa , cos i got no mood . as smthg happen btw me and [him] . i was thinking of it till i almost exploded i din explode but tear rolled down . i was so sad and i went up to my bed and hug da bear bear heng gave me and cried bitterly . hais . but after awhile , things were solved . haha . i'm jus being stupid .. ok , i agree i'm stupid . haha . thats all for today and i PROMISE . its da last time i'm gonna write to mr UNKNOWN (u know who u are .)

mr UNKNOWN : i'm jus trying to make u happy . why dont u appreciate it ? and u tried to suit me in whatever i do .. dont u have ur own rights ? i felt so guilty everytime u're sad or angry after u read my blog . its like me making u sad .. but those were really what i wanted to tell u . but u dont like it . and u were so happy when ur name wasnt in it . and i felt like a fool ..a fool whom does things yet ppl dont appreciate .. i appreciated everything u did . like those take care msges and stuffs , i kept it . do u know ? u dunno . i felt so guilty everytime u feel sad and angry bcos of me . i din know it will make u so happy if u dont see ur name here . all i want is for u to be happy . i dont care how u think , so long as u'rea happy den its alright . so from this this moment onwards , i wont write bout you anymore . sorry ... s0bs` s0bs` s0bs` s0bs` s0bs`

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Friday, April 08, 2005

what a boring friday ..

oh my , today is so boring after school . ODAC training was cancelled but we have a ODAC meeting instead . so boring . den after the meeting , nothing to do . we're all finding things to do . but there's nothing for us to do . haha . awhile later , i saw cyn and yok . they're gonna study . yeah ! so i study wif them laa . but for awhile only .. haha . cos fifa came over and we played da scissors paper stone in a violent way . who lose kena slap at da hand . haha. i kena a lot from her sia . haha . PAIN !! a lot ppl looking at us , haha . cos when i glance here and there , ppl all looking at our direction . haha . but who cares , we continue to play da game .. so fun !! haha . but our hands like red lo . haha . den we played a damn pain one , who lost will kena da real hard one . omg! i kena from fifa .. so pain . *screaming* [he] msged me and i wento find [him] and we left da school . fifa was bhind us laa . den she was like making funny noises bhind . haha . on da way to da bus - stop , i was asking [him] losta qns and lotsa "why?" den [he] bth .. haha but really i dunno , so i ask . haha . he answered most of da qns . not bad huh .. [he] said smthg , so sweet that i'm lost for words at that moment . haha . today heng and chew like mad sia . keep wanting to kiss my cheek . haha . they "force kiss " me . haha . they attack my cheek at da same time eh .. one left one right . haha .so sweet of them huh .. haha . thats all for today ..conclusion : a friday without ODAC is so BORING .!!

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Thursday, April 07, 2005

i'm missing [him] like mad ! lols !

jus back from climb adventure , so fun !! haha . ppl helping out today were , benny , marco , wei song , heng and me . haha . those whom sign up all boys sia , den my grp all malays ah . haha . they so li siao . ppl climbing , there give stupid commands and sing stupid songs to distract them . den when ppl belaying , they distract ppl wif tibits . wth ! my grp is so crappy .. mayb bcos they have 2 crappy leader . haha . me and benny was da leader , then they said we're B 'n' W . haha . tried to climb a lil' while , but got rope burnts and a lil' cuts . cos nobody support me , den i almost fly .. *s0bs`* thank god , lil' sharil came to da rescue . haha . fingers bcame so soft when i was trying to entangle ropes for them . shucks ! on our way to Climb Adventure , so funny . we played chop chilli , black and white sheep and some other stupid stuffs . haha . da whole bus i filled wif our laughters . =) den when we reached there , i asked if Azmi and Syafiq was there today .they said no , and Azmi is having exams . haha . guess Syafiq isnt on duty today . haha . den on our way home , we all sat infront tgt . heng and me was taking foto using marco hp .. suddenly , wei song asked me to sing "I Dream" . so i sang laa , and he din some stupid actions . haha . after that benny , marco and heng join in da fun . like video-taping and stuffs . haha . so pai seh eh . i sang when da bus was so quiet . haha . den weisong told me his past jokes and made me laugh my ass out . haha .was so happy that da bus was heading back to school , but suddenly da driver took da route near my hse . fk !! mdm cheah force me to alight . hais .. means i cant meet [him] . stupid !! so sad when i algiht da bus , and i msged [him] . [he] was sad too , cos [he] lost [his] embrochure . and SYF is like 3days l8r ... hais . hope [he] can do well . heartbreak when [he's] so sad =( but after awhile , [he] was back to normal . haha . today was spending quite a lot of time wif [him] . after assembly was MT in da EOA room . we combined class mahs , so we're both in da EOA . den [he] sat bside me . haha . lalala~~ haha . but [he's] quite noisy , whistling and making funny noises . i was trying so hard to concerntrate on da chinese pasange and reading da games mag. and [he's] there distracting me . haha . so i look at [him] and say " u veh noisy eh . *smiles !* " den [he] luff and said sorry . haha . i dont mind laa .. but [he] keep repeating da same thing again and again , so i gotta look at [him] and [he] bcame quiet . haha . edwin is persuading me to go for a movie wif he himself , his ger [yq mummie] and [him] . haha . they're gonna watch SAMARA . oh my !! i'm so scared of da show ehs .. hais . *thinking* after MT , walked back to class tgt wif [him] and gang . den , was maths and when da period is ending .. i msg [him] and ask if [he] got calculator . cos phy. test need calculator . thank god ! [he] got it . haha . so wento take from [him] , den [he] told me , [he] having phy. test l8r also . but [he] din study . haha . did my phy. test wif [his] calculator . haha . den it was recess , i msg [him] again and ask [him] to study for da test . after recess , when walking back to class wif chew , heng and alex gang .. [he] suddenly came bside me . haha . so walked back to class tgt .. ond a way back , uncle ong was bhind us . haha . but he dunno anything .. haha . lalala~~ and den it was after school !!! yeah !! wento da canteen cos heng wanna eat , den so slow sia . so i waited for her at da side .. guess wad ? *tada* [he] was bside me again . haha . and was arguing bout some stuffs laa . haha . and i left to Climb Adventure . =) yst nite , after i offline . [he] called me and chatted for awhile and i was reading TEENAGE . i saw da SAMARA 's movie poster . omg ! den i told [him] , i'll nv go for da show . [he] said , [he'll] pull me to watch da show . haha . den today edwin talk bout this .. (o.O) yst we were chatting bout some kiddy stuffs and we were also arguing bout [his] childhood is diff from mine . haha . anyways , no ODAC training tmr . i'm tired now . gotta stop here . miss [him] ! nites !!

Lao Pa : omg !!! omg !!! lao pa !!! ah !!! ah !!! ur bday is also on a 17th ... u nvr tell me bfore . haha . i was so shock . wohoo~~ i'm oh-so high now .. haha . 17th , 17th .. lao pa's bday on da 17th !! yeah !! mine lao pa's bday is also on da 17th .. lalala~~ haha . so happy !!

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

she's contented ..

school as usual today , but was rushing for time today . after PE , was combined humanities .. me and heng was rushing our f&n mindmap at that lesson . uncle ong knew it , and was quite unhappy bout it . *sorry uncle ong .. its da last time lers .promise ..* combined humanities was only one hr , fk ! still have lots to catch up in da mindmap . after combined humanities , it was english . thank god mrs raj. din really teach today . so i managed to finish da mindmap .. haha . *phew ...* den after recess was maths , i was rushing for my graph work all da way . wth .. everything so rush . den after maths was chinese , teacher nvr come . so i stayed in class to rush my graph work .. while da whole class went over to 3a1 to watch movie . chew and heng acc me .. den heng went over to watch , after i finish .. i went over wif chew to watch . and we're crapping bhind . haha . bell rang and we went for da public speaking course in da AVA room . its was so boring . damn boring . .almost fall asleep . haha . but , thank god it ended quite fast laa . =) after da course , wento PE room and slack there for awhile den when to da canteen cos chew and heng wanna eat . den on da way to buy food , i saw [him] !! wohoo~~ happy happy happy !! so i went over and ask [him] what time [he] going home . when i was studying for me phy. [he] came over and talk .. den blah blah blah . [he] look so tired sia .. ask [him] go home rest , [he] dont want . die die also wanna send me home . so stuborn .. haha . but in da end we left early , so [he] can go home and rest . [he] din sent me home laa , jus at da bus- stop . cos [he's] so tired , see [him] like that makes me so sad .. =( when i reach home , i bath and sleep all da way till 9+ . haha . [he] called me at 8+ , i answered and went back to slp again . haha . tmr going to Climb Adventure to help out in NYAA rock climbing , yeah hoo !! mayb can see my insturctors Azmi and Syafiq there . haha . they're so cool ! but i guess i'll reach home damn late tmr ..hais . and my eyes is giving me prob , swollen and veh pain . so sucky .. cant wear contact lens tmr . sharks !! anyhoo , today is my derest cousin kok swee's bday and my dearest lao po`s cindy's bday . happy bday to u !! =) [he's] calling me l8r , yeah !! but wont chat so long laa . cos [he] gotta wake up early tmr . i gotta stop here .. take care ! nytez ! love ya all ..

Lao Pa : dont needa worry for me k ? i'll take care of myself dehs. =) bu yao dan xin .. haha . i'm veh fillial . i know .. u'll agree everytime . haha . thanks for ur notes ! really thanks ! it'll take me a million yrs to finish it . haha .

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

yes , he's the one !

school was OK today .. [he] msged me in da morning and brighten up my day . haha . but yst nite , [he] forget to charge [his] hp last night and tis morning only left one bar . so [he] was quite sad laa .. =) den after that when i reach school , wento do duty and saw [him] . [he] was holding on to a plastic bag wif a bread inside . heng asked [him] , who bought fer [him] . den [he] said other ppl buy for [him] dehs . so i din say much laa , but u know da feeling rite .. .. so i kept quiet all the way till i reached class laa . den ... its was f&n , so fun . cooked sp(B) and pizza . nice nice .. and went for assembly . assembly was bout some ethnic grps stuffs . so fun . me and chew li siao-ing bhind . haha . everyone was crappng with us too laa . haha . after assembly , wento da canteen and heng was sad due to some prob laa . den when me and chew saw ismail , we ran to ismail and asked .. so exhausted sia . haha . sent heng outta sch and me and chew was li siao-ing ppl in da canteen . haha . was suppose to wait for [him] , but cant cos some things needa attend . so i left school wif chew , i felt so sad and almost cried on my way home . cos i ps [him] , s0bs` . den when [he] reach home , [he] msg me and i was having tuition . so after tuition i msged [him] and said i'm sorry for not waiting today . den [he] said .. its ok . so relieve .. tot [he'll] be angry . =) anyways ,tmr staying back in sch to study phy . cos thurs got phy test .. haha . gotta pass this time man .. mayb [he] staying too . haha . yeah yeah yeah !!! i gotta stop here now . tcare everyone . love all ! nytez !!

Lao Pa : i'm veh fillial to you . i'm veh fillial to you . i'm veh fillial to you . i'm veh fillial to you . i'm really veh fillial to you . really fillial . haha . damn fillial !!go slp early laa . if not tmr slp in class again . haha . having study prog den make urself so stressed up . hais . mus tcare of ur self eh . haha . =)

him . him . him . him . him . i miss him . i want him . jus him .. yes . him !! he's da one !! lalalala~~~

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Monday, April 04, 2005

when he looked into my eyes , my heart melted .

woke up WILINGLY to school today . haha . on da way to school , [he]msged me den saw [him] in school . yada yada ... lalala~~ haha . after that , did duty for LIFErun . so fun .. wento da 4th floor , den mr tan was there too . cos he gotta station there . den chatted wif him , so fun . he keep saying "monday blues.." haha . after that , went back to class and lesson started as usual . so boring .. ms low nvr come , mr ong take over .. den do our things . alex came over to talk to me and chew . he so negative sia . haha . bth him . den i was crapping and crapping to make him not so negative . haha . he luff laa , but he still negative . haha . den went for recess.. brrr ... so cold . wanted a warm hug to defroze . haha . was searching for [him] after recess in the hall . but to no avail , i cant see [him] . cos i din wear my contact lens . its like a routine , every monday .. i wont wear contact lens . even if i wear , my eyes is damn red and will be swollen . haha . should go get my new specs laa . haha . den when i reach home , i wento bath and slp till [he] called at 8+ .. i answered and i say i'll call back l8r . i went back to slp and woke up at 9+ and called [him] . haha . tmr can see [him] again .. yeah !! but i'm having tuition tmr . mayb acc [him] awhile , den come home for tuition . =) thursday rock climbing course for NYAA . i'm helping out .. yeah ! going to Climb Adventure !! i miss da walls so much . haha . my daddie din pay hp bill , den cant msg or call out . make my life so boring . cant msg [him] .. maybe l8r calling [him] . haha . i gotta go now . calling [him] soon . yippes !! nytes everyone ! take care ! love all !

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Sunday, April 03, 2005

tired .. lack of sleep .

yst after i offline , [he] called and we chatted for awhile . cos [he] know i gotta wake up at 5:45am . so [he's] kp-ing and ask me to go slp laa . but i argue and argue in da end we both gave in . haha . [he] slpt at 2+ , i slpt at 3+ . den woke up at bout 5:45am to prepare and kor was here to fetch me . slept in da car for awhile , den reached happy fish . so dead sia .. haha . preapre those stuffs and started da breakfast , its was not too bad laa . but i was so tired , wanted to doze off at times. den at bout 9+ , [he] msged me and made me awake . haha . msg for awhile and [he] went back to slp . cos [he] too tired lers . den , selina came wif her family . jozat is so cute , haha . love her so much . =) we closed at bout 2pm and started clearing up . so tired sia . wento cwp wif jie to get some stuffs and went back to happy fish again . but i went to uncle mic's hse to rest for while , den go and help again . haha . left happy fish damn early today , i left at 8:45pm . haha . kor fetch me home .. me , kor and jie is so dead . we're all so slpy . haha . den when i reached home , i msg [him] cos my fone low batt .. but bfore my fone low batt , i called [him] and told him i cant msg and call [him] till i reach home . =) so i msged [him] and he was online doing [his] planner . so , i bathed and came online to acc [him] and chatted wif my lao pa . today , i feed jozart wif da chips more [he] gave me . haha . jozart eat none stop sia . haha . so ker ai . *hugs* i can see [him] tmr lo !! yeah !! [he] gotta stay in school till 7pm tmr . mmmms , see if i can wait for [him] . i sent yan qing mummie i greeting msg , den she replied and ask how was my finger . haha . i love mummie !! guess i gotta stop here already .. time's running out . i promise lao pa and [him] to slp bfore 12am . haha . nytes ! take care !

lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . lao pa . =) dont smackk me !!

him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him .him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him .him . him . him . him . him . him . him . him . i miss him !

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to make you feel my love

i'm back from happy fish and i finish bathing . currently chatting wif [him] and my lao pa . haha . today at bout 7+ in da morning i received [his] msg , but i was out nvr bring fone somemore low batt . den at bout 2+ in da noon den i reply [him] . i left home at bout 2+ and wento happy fish . on da way to happy fish , was msging wif my lao pa .. i wake him up . haha . everytime like tt de , i msg him den wake him up . haha . poor him .. write notes for me till he nvr slp . haha . so stuborn . =x den when i reach happy fish i saw jie and auntie lisa in da kitchen . jie let me do da coleslaw . haha . yeah ! da coleslaw is done by me can .. haha . xiao yan din come today . but she'll be there tmr . haha . when i'm cutting carrots tt time , [he] msg me . wohoo~! *jump up and down* den [he] was asking this and tt .. so i told [him] laa . den , [he] kept reminding me to be careful . haha . i replied him and told [him] that [he's] so old and naggy . haha . den [he] say smthg and we're arguing from like 3+ till 8+ . haha . den in da end , we gave in laa . and we take turns to say it . haha . but some things [he] said made me luff and luff . haha . *sshh..secret* den at happy fish , me , jie and kor was talking bout tmr breakfast . i'll be helping out tmr morning . i needa wake up at 5:45am , to preapre myself and kor will be here at 6:15am . haha . bless me . =) kor is sucha crapper when we're so serious talking bout tmr's stuffs . den suddenly i ask him , " kor , what's tuna made of? issit dolphin?" kor said " f... you .. its not laa . ben ben .. its not dophin laa ." haha . kor almost wanted to say da four letter words out . haha . i'm so excited bout tmr morning .. den got lotsa new equipment came in today . so i play wif it laa . den i scald my hand . haha . cos i dunno how to use it , i press da button den *splurgh..* da hot water came out . haha . i luff and luff den jie apply med to it .i wanna explare more , but jie jie say apply med ler cannot anyhow touch things . haha . so , i was msging wif [him] all da way till i reach home . i called [him] and chatted for awhile den my mummie and daddie was back . stupid .. so i gotta hang up da fone wif [him] laa . haha . but now chatting with [him] in msn . haha . guess i calling [him] l8r using tt freako's fone . haha . my lao pa is waiting for this entries for like decades .. haha . i miss [him] ! i wanna see [him] asap . haha . sometimes [he] really nvr think when [he's] doing things. like what [he] did jus now laa , [his] mummie ask him to buy newspaper , den instead of buying newspaper .. [he] bought some other stuffs and [he] gotta carry da roller blades in da other hand . stupid rite ? haha . tt freako brought a nike t-shirt back from tony and tmr i gonna wear it . yeah ! nice t-shirt ! thx tony =) ! my thumb still hurts , cos burnt my hand during speech day . i want yan qing mummie to *sayang* me . haha . "mummie , my finger still veh pain..* haha . guess i gotta stop here already .. tmr will have more things to say , cos tmr i'm helping out in da morning . yeah ! but i hate da waking early part .. hais .nvm .. come in for more updates ! nytes everyone . take good care ! love ya all !

Lao Pa: haha . i wanna put u inside lehs . haha . dont smacck me .. u cannot ps me lehs . i promise u on da 3 conditions . and u must promise me on this too . i want u to be my lao pa forever . i dont care . even if u bth , u still mus carry on . haha . only u know how to handle this stuborn me . haha . dont ps me k ? i veh fillal to u ehs? haha . i know u agree . haha . i'll always be daddy's ger . haha . take care huh ..

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Friday, April 01, 2005

chips more given by [him] *laughs!*

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sembawang speech day 2005 rocks !

today was smb speech day 2005 . =) was suppose to wake up at 10am , cos gotta report in sch at 12:30pm . but , at 7:58am .. *ring ring...* my hp rang . i thought it was the alarm , so i took my fone up and i saw .. oh no ! mr tong called me . i answered and he ask me to report in sch by 9am . omfg ! by 9am ? den , he stil ask me to contact heng and leong . both slping eh .. hais . den in da end both of them called back and they're awake . haha . by da time , its was 8:15am . oh my .. i quickly go iron my uniform and skirt and bath . i asked daddy to drive me to school and he said ok . yeah ! so i quickly bath , change , pack bag and *pooff* off i wento school . haha . when i reach sch , i wento look for mr liew .. but saw mr tan . so we both wento look for liew . found liew and did da pe department notice board . it was nice eh ! haha . we went out to np at bout 10am to eat breakfast . liew , uncle lim , heng and me went . leong stay in sch help ms huang . haha . liew is a nice guy eh .. talk to him very fun . =) at bout 12pm i wento meet lucinda and take da tix . oh my , she's gorgeous ! haha .on da way back , received lao pa's msg .. he was soo sweet . haha . ask me to take care of my self and stuffs. haha . reach sch and da parade rehearsal started .. i ran to da notice board and started doing it . after awhile , [he] msg me and delivered brunch to me . haha . its was chips more and pink dolphin . wohoo~ nice nice . cyn played a few songs on da piano . den saw [him] walking towards to piano wif [his] frens cos they going back da room . den [he] stare and me , i stare back laa . haha , den diao each other. haha . our way of communications . haha . at bout 2pm , da board was done . so contented sia . haha . went for meeting in da ava rm and off we went to our duty place . da whole is so nice eh , cant blieve smb sec bcame so nice . haha . so grand !! we took some pics infront of da big fans , haha . da wind was so big and so cooling . haha . den i was doing some stupid things infront of da fan and ms tan saw it . haha . she say i forgot to eat my med . haha . da real speech day started . da parade was so damn bloody nice . wohoo! [he] look so suave can . haha . i did my duties but was kalng kabot when i was in da hall ushering . haha . i forgot almost everything i'm suppose to do . [he] was in da hall too . staring blankly onto da floor . haha . leg so tired , so decided to hide bhind da doors to rest . haha . saw alex , he so li siao . keep smiling at me . haha . edwin and alex look nice in their blazers . cool ! haha . den blah blah blah ... da hall concert ended and went down to take care the band members food . so fun , yokeseh , lee fong and me crapping there like mad . haha . was searching for [him] but to no avail he cant be seen . haha . den after awhile , i went up to da hall to look for uncle ong .. i saw [him] . haha . *happification* [he] was keeping some stuffs . haha . when to da pe room to take my bag and stayed in school to watch da NCC sec 4's and 5's step down . [he] msg me and remind me to eat . haha . den after a while , saw [him] eating in da canteen . its was 8pm already .. da NCC step down was so sad sia . chew's cohot fall in den those sec 4's and 5's wento them one by one , talk , shake hand den hug hug . haiyoyo . tears flowing out sia . haha . den i called mumie , she say she coming sch fetch me . haha . so i waited for her in sch and i saw [him] at da piano . hehexx . wento talk to him for awhile and mummie was here . =)) anyway , today after the hall's concert .. there's a buffet session for all guests . we cant take any food , but i saw mango pudding . den i saw yanqing eating . i went over and she feed me . haha . den i told her " my finger veh pain, jus now burnt my thumb and finger.." den she took my fingers and see and she *sayang* . haha . like mummie like tt .. so sweet of her ! =) but really , i burnt my hand while lighting up those candles in da hall . cos da lighter no good . haha . den da candles so hard to light up . some parents saw my hand kena burn . den they say " are u ok girl ? its ok if it cant light up.." haha . so sweet ! finger so pain sia . s0bs` [he] is bathing now guess [he'll] be online soon . haha . i'm missing [him] already . *blush* haha . tmr going to happy fish .. yeah ! kor and jie will be there . wohoo~~!! yeah !! i miss happy fish so much . =) arggh ! jus received a msg from [him] .. [he] cant be online . cos [his] stupid bro go d/c [his] connection . arggh ! stupid ah .. humpx ! nvm .. i can still msg with [him] . haha . i'm suffering from muscles ache now . so pain ah .. yst fell and stretch my muscles or mayb today walk to much . haha . i'm so tired now ...wanna slp soon lers . take care peeps ! love u all . nytes !

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