• friendship again . feeling that things is going haywire , secrets bhind me and lotsa stuufs . sometimes really dunno whether who to blieve or who to share my thought wif . really scared one of them backstab , last time is she dun like her . now she and her like so close , got some secrets too . den she and her close , i've got no say laa . wad can i say ? sometimes i think i'm a nobody to them . we are close tgt , but sometimes things happen and i dunno for wad . and i dunno y it happen . i really feel i'm so useless and not a good friend . maybe my she and her dont need me . cos , i jus dunno laa . sometimes i really feel like crying in school when ........... but if i cry , its like so stupid . i dunno laa !!! jus felt so sad ....

i hate that fking freako in my hse !!! he's my brother !! so wad ! fk him ah !! i hate him like how i hated those bitches . i fighted wif him on sunday nite , mummie and daddie saw it too . i dont care . its his fault . den he say he wanna slp in da other room , den slp laa . fk him . in da end da next day go back to our room . i was so happy that nite when he slpt in da other room . my daddie ask me to lock da door cos he scared tt fking freako might come to my room in da midle of night to strangle me . haha . i dont care . i'm not scared !! he wont dare to do it too . i hate him !! he's a two faced person . outside act on cool guy , at home den is da real him k ... i jus quarell wif him . mummie saw it . mummie scold me , i scold back mummie . not my fault laa . he wanna use com. den i needa let him use mehs ? oso not he pay internet bill . fk him !! FUCK U LAA !!!! from now onwards , i'm not gonna talk to him and if ppl ask if i've a brother i'll say NO !! cos I DONT TREAT HIM AS MY BROTHER . u may think i'm bad . but , if u'r in my shoes .. u'll understand . i hate him !! gonna fight wif him real soon , cos every min i see him , anger boils and i wanna punch him . he fking face sucks ! i repeat .. sucks !! best is he get outta da hse . mummie and daddie din see me and him fight before , tt time they saw they were stunned . haha . i dont care . i still fight my way through laa . i won laa . he's lost for words , cos cant use vulgar . i din use vulgar lo . i use ENGLISH !! pure ENGLISH ! i din say those "mah , lor , laa " haha . i won !! and i still HATE him !!! HE SUCKS BIG TIME !!