wento school in a sad mood today , actually i tried not to think of it . but when i saw jojo on da bus , she ask me if i know .. den i nodded and i'm on da verge of crying lers . but i tried to stop , and ok . i managed . when i reach school , went up to da hall and dont wanna do duty as i wanna see if da sch annouced it . mrs raja anounnced it and da whole sch's atmosphere is so down . hais . recess was so quiet , saw elvis and he cried . i console him and cried too . after that , on da way up tp da hall , he showed me his wallet and there's a neo-print of elvis and him i cried and cried . den ODAC meeting in da hall , i wasnt listening to wad mdm cheah was saying cos i was crying and crying . after that , went back to da class for chemistry . so tired ! hais ...after school , heng came to my hse and do f&n coursework . bfore coming back , we wento chong pang to buy my sch shoe ! *wohoo~ i've got my shoe finally !!* den we walked home from chong pang . den heng do her stuffs and i wento slp . den woke up at 5+ to help her print da stuffs . she left at 6:30pm , and i prepared for my tuition . during my tuition , i cant concerntrate . i kept tellin gmyself i gotta concerntrate , other stuffs after tuition den think . but i cant , i keep reminding myself to tell benedict bout it . after tuition , i quickly online and i saw ben online . i saw his nick .. he knew it yst lers . hais . i ask fifa to send me "Flying Without Wings" cos he always sing that . i miss his voices and his loud voice . CHALLENGER CAPTAIN RAWKS !! asst. captain too .. i'm gonna go visit him on 16/7/05 , i wanna wish him happy bday . i wanna sing him bday song . i want him to wish me too . i wanna hear him sing "Flying Without Wings" again . hais .... after listening to wad benedict told me , i really felt so sad and sorry for faz . *faz , we'll always be there for you !* tmr gonna go replair my hp , ppl whom see my hp bfore will noe there's a bloody fking crack at my external lcd. i gonna go repair it . *lao pa , thx for trying to cheer me up , trying to make me say "lalala~" to you again and lots more .. i'm sorry i cant do those things today . u shld know why .. i promise to say those things to you asap k ? i'll always be ur good daughter . =) * i gotta slp soon , take care peeps . treasure your love ones ! nytes !! *the "him", "his" and "he" refers to M.S.J*

• (To Make You Feel My Love - Kelly Clarkson)

When the rain is blowing in your face

And the whole world is on your case

I would offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear

And there is no one to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet

But I would never do you wrong

I've known it from the moment that we met

No doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry,

I'd go black and blue

I'd go crawling down the aisle for you

There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on a rolling sea

Down the highway of regret

The winds of change are blowing wild and free

But you ain't seen nothing like me yet

There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends of the earth for you

Make you happy, make your dreams come true

To make you feel my love