Thursday, March 31, 2005
fk off laa . knn . fking annonymous , u sucks !!
fku , u idiotic anonymous .. suck my toes laa . who r think u are to scold my fren and tag my board . u got no fking rights lo . fker ! and u got no rights to scold my fren .. NO RIGHTS !! u're sucha coward .. y dont dare to put name ? scared issit ? u're sucha coward ! tt fking anonymous is sucha fking coward ! fking coward ... lets name tt fker - fking anonymous bitch ! she's a bitch . i know she's a ger! bitch!! ok , i shant waste my time scolding tis kinda fker , coward and bitch .. i REPEAT , FKER , COWARD AND BITCH! haha . ok , yst da blog was down . so boring .. but my lao pa and SE entertain me . =) i kept qiang diao-ing to lao pa that i'm veh fillal . haha . right? and lao pa was so happy cos i am back to normal lers ! yeah . yst's reherasal sucks ! cos of da rain ... den we were dismiss w/o doing any duties . haha . but i stayed to watch da other's rehearsal .. nice !! reach home at 7+ , online and slp . today , wento school and got ODAC training . yeah !! den durin grecess wento PE department and i saw mr raihan , so me , chew and heng talked to him and ask him lotsa stuffs bout malay wedding . haha . mr raihan is sucha crapper . haha . den wento da 3rd room and saw mr liew and mr tan m den was talking and joking wif liew and tan till mr tong suddenly shout" eh , recess over laa ! or u all wanna do extra jobs?" *drop da stuffs on our hands* we ran all da way outta PE room and ran up to da hall . haha . after sch , wento to change and prepare for ODAC . wohoo~~ i love it . although its our seniors last day .. i still love it .. we wrote our msges in a card for all seniors . when writing , so sad sia .. tears gonna flow out . haha . den we all went out to sch for orienteering .. my grp got song , eric , elson , eric , yokesh , jie , ismail and me . we're da best grp ! haha . on da way to da 2nd checkpoint .. me , yokesh and elson is da news reporter .. lalala~~ so fun .. "now , lets pass the mic back to wynny whose reporting on the sports ." "oh , thx elson , gd evening everyone . todays sports ..... blah blah blah ... haha . its a veh veh long route . haha . and its raining .. but its fun !! when we reach this slope , i rolled down da slope .. and i bcame all wet . haha . wohoo~! i was lazy to walk .. so i rolled .. hehexx . i crapped da most wif elson anf yokesh , cos jie was wif ismail all da way . me and elson is singing some funny songs and eric joined in da fun too . haha . yeah ! den i was so super high .. i started jumping , flying and singing out louding when ppl are trying to catch fish . i think i'm scaring da fishes away . haha . lalala~~ *cant help , wynny is so high !* when we reach da last checkpoint , its da sembawang sea dunno wad thing .. den saw the other grp there too . haha . den elson found a big leaf and i put it on my head .. haha . like a crown .. haha . den mdm cheah treated us dinner . while waiting for the dinner , most of us went to da swing and was swinging . da sky was so nice .. oh ~~~ den after that we went over to da playground and played like some kiddies. haha . den its was dinner time . yokesh and ismail dunno how to use chopsticks . haha . so cutee ...we all "yam seng !!" and everyone said a good phrase for everyone . haha . nice nice !! after dinner , we wento da playgrond again to talk . haha . so fun !! when its was 6:30, we left thast place and we swop rputes wif da other team and walk back to sch . wad a long route . but iw as crapping all along . haha . me and elson danced chinese dance , yok and me thinking too far .. haha . we reach sch at 7:30pm . so dark .. scary .. haha . daddy drove me home . haha . tmr is speech day lers !! yeah !!! wohoo!! i'm so high now !! yeah ! bringing my cammie .. yeah yeah yeah !!! needa be in sch at 12:30 to help liew and tan wif da notice board . haha . 12pm meeting lulu to get da tix . haha . i'm visiting "him" on sunday i guess .. haha .i'm so happy . i miss him so much !! guess its time to stop .. cos i needa think bout somethings right now ..=)
Lao Pa:sorry to make u worry .. i promise its da last time and nothing will happen k ? u cannot be angry or dont care bout me hors . i'll sad sad dehs . cannot abandon me also . if not i'll be so lonely .. dont be angry ehs .. really dont wanna lost any more frens .. pls .. i'm really sorry . i promise the 3 condition lers . =) bu yan angry ler laa .dui bu qi ..
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
goodbye to you my trusted friend ..
having speech day rehearsal tmr !! yeah !! i'm so happy now . =) hais , yst nite i cried on my bed again . cos i took my mp3 up to my bed den weh i on it da first song was WISH - S.E.N.S . omg , so sad . i cried , den after tt song it was "Flying Without Wings" ... so i cried and cried . hais . ok , i shuldn't cry . he wont want us to be sad . anyway , school today was ok , maths was so boring .. den english lesson so slpy . but mrs raj. was good , she gave us 10mins to rest after that . den "knock knock.." brenda knocked on my class door , she ask for me . so we went up to da counselling room to talk bout some stuffs laa . i missed phy. lesson ... after recces was f&n , so fun . cooked mee goreng .. so kalang kabot . cy was sucha blur ass , he open da wrong side of da pepper and he poered da whole bottle of pepper onto da egg . shitty guy ! den i gotta re-cook da egg . anyway , that was da joke of da day for f&N lesson . everyone saw then they "ye allah!" after f&N lesson was assembly .. assembly was ok . bfore assembly i was at da back of the hall at da railing there thinking of some stuffs . hais .. after assembly , rush home cos for blah blah blah .... but in da end , blah blah blah .. *only my lao pa knows .. shh...* den 6th aunt came over and i slpt till 6+ woke up and prepare for tuition . tuition was ok , but kinda tired today . ok , jus remembered .. my dearest cousin mister etic is having his bball match tmr . *all da best etic , dont forget what you say. jia you !* guess i ending soon .. but bfore i end .. some words to shout out ..
Lao Pa: sorry that i included ur name here again . *dont be shy..* trying very hard to cheer me up , but everytime you fail . but , i promise you yst that i will be happy asap . i promise.. u'll get to see my "haha" and "lalala~" real soon , da li siao-ness of me in mdm khoo's lesson , da hyper me real soon . thanks for ur care and concern everyday . glad to have u as my lao pa . *smiles!* lastly , thank you !!
Xiao Bomb: hais , xiao bomb ah .. now i faced the same thing again like how u left . i was so late to treasure things ard me . i only realised it after they disappear . all the feelings was back , like i i lost you . you left w/o a word , you made ppl whom care for u so sad and felt like walking da same path as u .. i miss you a lot . mayb someday we'll meet up in a place we called heaven and we'll be the besti friends ever .. missing you*
heng & chew: thanks for being with me when i felt so down . despite going through so many difficulties tgt , we're still good friends . nothing cant tear our friendship apart , i treasure it alot and i hope u all do so . thanks a lot !
everyone out there: if ur name is not mentioned above , dosent mean i forget u .. i jus have too much thank yous to say . so thank you everyone !!
thats all .. take care peeps! love ya all . nytes !!
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Monday, March 28, 2005
i'll always miss you . *Flying Without Wings*
wento school in a sad mood today , actually i tried not to think of it . but when i saw jojo on da bus , she ask me if i know .. den i nodded and i'm on da verge of crying lers . but i tried to stop , and ok . i managed . when i reach school , went up to da hall and dont wanna do duty as i wanna see if da sch annouced it . mrs raja anounnced it and da whole sch's atmosphere is so down . hais . recess was so quiet , saw elvis and he cried . i console him and cried too . after that , on da way up tp da hall , he showed me his wallet and there's a neo-print of elvis and him i cried and cried . den ODAC meeting in da hall , i wasnt listening to wad mdm cheah was saying cos i was crying and crying . after that , went back to da class for chemistry . so tired ! hais ...after school , heng came to my hse and do f&n coursework . bfore coming back , we wento chong pang to buy my sch shoe ! *wohoo~ i've got my shoe finally !!* den we walked home from chong pang . den heng do her stuffs and i wento slp . den woke up at 5+ to help her print da stuffs . she left at 6:30pm , and i prepared for my tuition . during my tuition , i cant concerntrate . i kept tellin gmyself i gotta concerntrate , other stuffs after tuition den think . but i cant , i keep reminding myself to tell benedict bout it . after tuition , i quickly online and i saw ben online . i saw his nick .. he knew it yst lers . hais . i ask fifa to send me "Flying Without Wings" cos he always sing that . i miss his voices and his loud voice . CHALLENGER CAPTAIN RAWKS !! asst. captain too .. i'm gonna go visit him on 16/7/05 , i wanna wish him happy bday . i wanna sing him bday song . i want him to wish me too . i wanna hear him sing "Flying Without Wings" again . hais .... after listening to wad benedict told me , i really felt so sad and sorry for faz . *faz , we'll always be there for you !* tmr gonna go replair my hp , ppl whom see my hp bfore will noe there's a bloody fking crack at my external lcd. i gonna go repair it . *lao pa , thx for trying to cheer me up , trying to make me say "lalala~" to you again and lots more .. i'm sorry i cant do those things today . u shld know why .. i promise to say those things to you asap k ? i'll always be ur good daughter . =) * i gotta slp soon , take care peeps . treasure your love ones ! nytes !!
*the "him", "his" and "he" refers to M.S.J*
- (To Make You Feel My Love - Kelly Clarkson)
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry,
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love
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its drizzling.. the hu's in action to help ah ma take da clothes in . *we're a good team!* 
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i can rule the country with that shiny star stick . lols . *i love that star stick.* thats the thing i wanted to buy.
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rene and wynny in the room . *who off the lights?*
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miss wynny and miss serene. *behind the bars-window*
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in deep memories of M.S.J 16/07/89 - 26/03/05
sad .. why again .. no more challenger hse captain , challenger mascot , jokes and funny faces . no more ... why u gotta do tis to urself ? tis yr jus gotta jnow that ur bday is one day bfore mine 16/07 . planned to wish u happie bday on tt day . but no more now .. hais . *ur smile and laughter will always be in our hearts.* hais . anyway , wento happy fish yst and today wif kor . i need to buy a school shoe badly . running ard wif tt bloody shoe is so stupid . arggh! i gotta go get it tmr . *i mean it.* helping out in happy fish with xiao yan ard is so fun . she is so fun loving . =) i'm not gonna slp tonite , i guess . cos .. miss wynny haven finish her f&n research . =x 8 more days to da big day ! wohoo~~ veh fun huh . but only fun to me laa , cos everything i say fun , HE say not fun . nvm . i say fun means fun . =) yst after i left happy fish , kor drove me to civic centre da party ktv to find my mummie . when i open da room , i saw kangwei , wj and all aunties . haha . wohoo ~! sang duet wif kang wei . lalala~~ den went off wif mummie at 12:45am . okok , i gotta go do my work now . if not tmr kena from paramjit . nites everyone . love all !!
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Friday, March 25, 2005
yeah man !
jus back from town . now at ling's hse , waiting for da fun to start . haha . yst , was at wj hse . today at ling's hse , got shing , xing , kiwi and tt fking freako . my mummie and daddie allow me to stay laa . den , tmr going over to happy fish . anyhoo , yst was god-ma's bday but she still pay for my buffet and bought a watch for me . haha . i love her ! and jus now she was da one whom help me ask permission from ma mummie whether i can stay at ling's hse or not . haha . woke up at 10+ this morning , ate breakfast wif god-ma and god-pa . den left hse wif god-ma and reach ah ma hse at 1pm . kiwi's birthday mahs . *happie birthday!* den after tt , ling , shing , xing and me were in da room . sudenly we all wanted to go out and buy *some stuffs* haha . den we decided where we wanted to go . but ling got no $$ , so we i shouted for god-ma . she came in and we discuss wif her in a funny way , we told her we got financial prob now . haha . den she so steady ah . she say "no problem!" wohoo~! den ling got $$ from god-ma and we left to town . den this morning SE told me he going to town , so i msg and ask him where is he , he was in town but we din met . haha . no fate . haha . i call ting jie , she wasnt in town till like 6+ . din met her too . *i miss her ehs* i bought da *stuffs* and was so happi . my next target is to get da nike t-shirt , a wallet , da star stick and "that shirt" . haha . i drank ice-blended caramel . wohoo! i'm oh-so in love wif caramel this days . yst i drank caramel frapuchinno . nice .. *yum yum* reach amk at 8+ took a bus and headed back to ah ma hse wif ling they all . ah di din come today , so lalala ~~ he said we informed him last min . haha . so he cant make it laa . he's gonna go chiong-ing tonite laa . =) i'm thinking veh hard now . haha . *11days later * haha . i gtg soon . *wynny is dying to get those stuffs . anyone care to sponsor? haha.* nytes everyone . take care ! love all !
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
i'll never break your heart
mmms , today got speech day rehearsal . so fun , running up and down li siaoing here and there . haha . i was so gan chiong whenever i hear da band playing , cos i wanna see da full band march and listen to da song . haha . da rehearsal started at ard 3:30pm , den in AVA room everything cork up . arggh .. den i heard da band playing lers , having a urge to rush out to see them march . but , waiting for da vest .. but yok , cyn and me told edwin chew we wanted to go toilet but i went to watch da parade . wohoo~~ so nice ! i jus get oh-so-excited whenever da band start to play . haha . actually i'm having tuition today , but i cancelled it and postpone it to tmr . bcos i wanna finish watching da whole rehearsal . looking forward to next mon and wed rehearsal . i'm oh-so-high !!! friday going to ah ma's hse , cos kiwi's b'day . wohoo~ meeting all cousins again .. i'm so happy . yst , mister etic send me his pics . he's still so handsome and cute laa . he's my cousin can , of cos handsome laa . *opps* haha . i hate mdm khoo .. her teaching sucks . she dont explains da steps , wadeva things she thinks tt is easy .. we mus do .. fk her . i hate her . i hate her lesson . i wan mrs ong back .. *me and mrs .. mrs ong ....* 13days l8t or earlier , smthg will be happening laa . wanna know wad izzit ? *i dont wanna tell lehs m when da day reach den i say.* i'm thinking , thinking real hard . mmms ,wynny is so serious . haha . ok , i gotta stop here . nites everyone !! take care .
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
school reopens and its so tiring .
i forgot to mention how i spend my 17th . i spent it wif rene in town . haha . den off to work . okies , tt day after i blog at god-ma hse i went to work . on da way to work , headache .. shucks !! den i tot , guess is din eat laa . so din care , when i reach uncle mic's place or we call it happy fish i started feeling giddy , damn giddy . den rested at happy fish kitchen for awhile den start working . i do kitcehm somemore , so hot sia . den i every half an hour , i go outta da kitchen to rest and breathe cooler air . i was so scared i might faint , but i din . kor and jie came to happy fish for dinner , den i told them i wasnt feeling well . so they brought me home laa , on da way home jie went to da bank and withdraw $$ . and on da way back , me , kor and jie is talking bout my family fianancial prob . i'll touch on tt later . den when its reaching my hse , jie gave me $30 . and i din wanto take and started crying . cos i'm facing some fianancial probs now and i dun wanna take ppl $$ . so i cried bitterly in da car , den kor ask me not to cry and they gave ask me to take da $$ first , so i took at cried while walking back to my doorstep . den when i reach home , i saw mummie and i started crying and showed mummie da $30 kor and jie gave me . den she ask me to give back , so i gonna give them back . i cried and cried in my room laa , cos my family is facing a damn bloody hell financial cases and my head hurts every moment . i took my temp. at its 38.5 hell ya ! i'm sick . so i rested and cried den sleep . when daddy reach home , he put koolfever on my head and da fever is better . so ok laa , now touch on my financial probs , my dad's company is closing soon due to some fiancial prob . its a family business so no worries , my uncles all will help . anyway , they tot of closing it long ago . i jus dunno y , suddenly my family got financial prob , like no $$ pay utilities bill , hp bills , internet bills and stuffs . maybe we gotta shift to a smaller hse laa . it jus hurts me , so everytime when i tot of it i'll cry laa . hais !! y things happen tgt ?!
- friendship again . feeling that things is going haywire , secrets bhind me and lotsa stuufs . sometimes really dunno whether who to blieve or who to share my thought wif . really scared one of them backstab , last time is she dun like her . now she and her like so close , got some secrets too . den she and her close , i've got no say laa . wad can i say ? sometimes i think i'm a nobody to them . we are close tgt , but sometimes things happen and i dunno for wad . and i dunno y it happen . i really feel i'm so useless and not a good friend . maybe my she and her dont need me . cos , i jus dunno laa . sometimes i really feel like crying in school when ........... but if i cry , its like so stupid . i dunno laa !!! jus felt so sad ....
i hate that fking freako in my hse !!! he's my brother !! so wad ! fk him ah !! i hate him like how i hated those bitches . i fighted wif him on sunday nite , mummie and daddie saw it too . i dont care . its his fault . den he say he wanna slp in da other room , den slp laa . fk him . in da end da next day go back to our room . i was so happy that nite when he slpt in da other room . my daddie ask me to lock da door cos he scared tt fking freako might come to my room in da midle of night to strangle me . haha . i dont care . i'm not scared !! he wont dare to do it too . i hate him !! he's a two faced person . outside act on cool guy , at home den is da real him k ... i jus quarell wif him . mummie saw it . mummie scold me , i scold back mummie . not my fault laa . he wanna use com. den i needa let him use mehs ? oso not he pay internet bill . fk him !! FUCK U LAA !!!! from now onwards , i'm not gonna talk to him and if ppl ask if i've a brother i'll say NO !! cos I DONT TREAT HIM AS MY BROTHER . u may think i'm bad . but , if u'r in my shoes .. u'll understand . i hate him !! gonna fight wif him real soon , cos every min i see him , anger boils and i wanna punch him . he fking face sucks ! i repeat .. sucks !! best is he get outta da hse . mummie and daddie din see me and him fight before , tt time they saw they were stunned . haha . i dont care . i still fight my way through laa . i won laa . he's lost for words , cos cant use vulgar . i din use vulgar lo . i use ENGLISH !! pure ENGLISH ! i din say those "mah , lor , laa " haha . i won !! and i still HATE him !!! HE SUCKS BIG TIME !!
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Friday, March 18, 2005
love me , love me not .
so boring , everyday reach home nothing to do . cant online ... argghh!! i'm dying of boredom . anyway , helping out at uncle mic's place was fun . lalala ~~ yst , 17th .. but i chatted on da fone wif SE till 2+ . and i got da "zhen xiang da bai " from him . heh heh .. anyway , sch's gonna start soon . i haven touched on my work yet ! fk ! f&n research , englisg hmwrk , chem and phy paper .. arggh ! autie angie is leaving today . i'll miss her . i wont be working on wkdays when sch starts , i'll be only there on sat and sun. auntie angel said she'll miss me . haha . aint she cute ? =) i miss da TAF camp loadss !! last wk's now , i'm at sentosa having da camp now ! oh .. i miss it so much . "where's da peanut?" haha . my dad still dun wanna go and pay for da fking internet bill . he told me he got no $$ , den i said " ok lah , use my bank $$ to pay laa . since i wanna use den u take my $$ and pay laa " he din say anithing . hais .. went back to school jus now to help hazeeq paint his walls . din help much , cos i was lazy and slpy . yst , jia yuan suddenly msged me and we chatted bout lotsa funny stuffs . haha . glad he stills rem' me . haha . den at 9+ kor called and ask me bout uncle mic's shop and stuffs .so we chatted on da fone for a while and i left uncle mic's place . i'm starting to miss my cousins in malaysia again !! cousins like , en en , qi zhi , etic , heng , yao , ze xian , ze qing , zhan zhan and loadss more . if i'm gonna list out it'll be a thick pile of dictionary . haha . i really miss them . how i wish its still new year now . haha . that's wad me and etic have always wanted . but nvm , me and etic have a deal with each other on next yr's new yr . that is to go for morning run tgt in k .pilah ! haha . looking forward to it etic ! wonder how is mister heng now .. miss his crappy joke . i miss da nites where me , etic and heng played cards , crap stupid jokes , ate supper , played ps2 , roll on floor and going out to da city tgt . it was so fun and memorable . haha . etic mummie which is my aunt , says most probably the'll be coming over tis june . they'll be staying at my hse . haha . but w/o mister heng , mister heng's mumie dun allow him to come . haha . dunno y eh . guess its bcos he's too notti laa . haha . i hope i can go back to malacca soon , to see en en , qi zhi they all . i left when qi zhi and en en was asleep . i patted them to slp and i left without telling them . felt so sad , so i wanna go back this june to play wif them . haha . i miss them !!! tis is a long entry eh , pardon me huh . cos its like i got lotsa things in my mind . haha . guess i gotta stop here . take care ppl ! miss u everyone loadss .
p/s: blogging at god-ma hse again .
- the real anonymous : hey , dont be sad laa . go and get someone better . dont shed ur tears for someone whom is not worth it . do take care eh ..
- wei ni di yi ci chang qing ge mian dui di yi ci fen shou ; wo hao xiang dui quan shi jie shuo . wo ai ni bu yao zou ; dang wo di yi ci chang qing ge na zhong xin tong de gan shou , wo hao xiang ni zhe xin qing shui neng dong . *i love this song to bits ! cos my name and da song is so meaningful . some ppl might heard this song before*
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
urrgghh ... so boring
life is so boring without coming online.
my dad din pay for da internet bill and now , i cant online .
i'm at god-ma hse now . so boring .
working at 4pm later , i'm so tired .
hols are ending soon , i haven even start on my hmwrk . how?
damn slack ..
i'll be online soon ,
cos i'll keep pestering daddie to go and pay
da bills .
tml is da 17th .
lalala~~~ how ?
working tml lehs ..
i'll see how laa . hmmms ..
anyway , yida ..
guess its time to give up .
no point waiting .
and wasting ur $$ .
i jus think its time to give up .
up to ur decision . =)
gotta stop here , take care everyone .
hope to be online real soon ..
=)
p/s : blogging at god-ma hse now .
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Monday, March 14, 2005
force . force . force . force .
lalala~~ yst after i offline , chatted on da fone wif SE till 5am . haha . we played a game called "zhen xiang da bai" damn fun . haha . he force me !! and he's so damn bloody old !! i mus repeat my sentence more den twice . den after i hung up , i wenta slp and woke up at 8+ , 10+ and 12+ cos mister etic and some other frens msg me . so i was disturb by da msg tone , i woke up and reply , den went back to slp again . till bout 2pm , i finally got outta bed cos of tt fking MVC . damn pain !! hate it .. den i took two pills , nvr work . so no choice i gotta take da extra strong one laa . den it was better . went to uncle mic's place at bout 5pm den left at 9pm cos lalalala ~~~ suddenly , i wanna eat cheese cake ! urggh .. i miss cheese cake so much . i told mister etic i want cheese cake , he said he found cheese cake but he's passport expired cannot come out . haha . shit him ... haha . tmr going to sch to help mr seow in NYAA paperwork , wif chew and heng . so boring now ... anyway , that freako not at home today . haha . he in camp !! wohoo~~! finally i dun needa see him , so happy . jus cant stand da sight of him . ask him do hse work , he kp . wash plates , oso kp . fk him upside down . i hardy talk to him , cos i hate him and i hate to talk to him . i jus have this hatred in him . he got da omg-feel-like-making-u face . shits !! so wad if he's in da magazine once . no big deal wad , fancy boasting ard that he's fking face is posted on a mag. before . wth ! 10yrs later , my face will be posted on da mag. too . and not onli one mag. MR HU DEWEI , I REPEAT NOT ONLY ONE MAG. is all da mag.ard da world . fku !! wad so big deal bout ur face on tt one particular mag. ? nobody noe u , or bump into u on da streets and say "oh , u're da guy wif da best smile rite?" no . nvr ! at least that time when da show i flim was aired, ppl regconise me lehs . and on da streets ppl ask me bout it too . lalalaa~~~ i jus hate u . fine ... stop talking bout him . guess tml , i gotta start doing my holiday hmwrk . if not .... i'll spend my sunday rushing hmwrk . mmmms , gotta stop here now . boring .... tCare everyone . missing everyone loads !! anyway some uploaded pics . odacian rawks !!
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ODAC zha bors rawks !
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smile !
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i'm back from da camp !!
ok , i'm back on sat laa . da camp was fun ... i repeat its was FUN !!haha . yanle and me was da group leader for grp 8 . grp 8 rawks !!! i love my instructor and all those instructors . haha . will upload my instructor pic later . his name is zad ! he's sucha nice and cool instructor , agree? its was a 24hrs camp , jus got too much things in my mind but da camp .. dunno how to say . haha . nvm , its was a fun time wif zad laa . we discuss bout lotsa stuffs during da orienteering , and ismail another instructos was wif us during da orienteering too . he was cool too . so we discuss lotsa stuffs tgt laa and my grp members rawks !! except for some indian guys . *some of my grp members will noe y* haha . still remember , when we have resting time . i'll miss yokesh . imagine, yokesh is sitting in a cross leg manner , yulong lied on her right , cynthia on her left and lijie in front , i led on li jie's leg , eric lied on cyn's leg , benny and yanle lied on eric's leg . haha . da sports ppl unite !!! wohoo~~ so fun ... den when da resting time is up , we put our hands tgt in da middle and we shouted "sembawang huat ah ! " haha . den i kept luffing . haha . on da way for nite walk , i was so hyper , jumping , running , disturbing ppl . haha . den when we're sitting down listening to da briefing , i wanted to slp . haha . after da nitewalk , when we're on our way back to da campsite , me and fifa was smacking each other's butt to wake ourselves up . haha . imagine , two steps and one smack . haha . i jus miss da camp . haha . alrights , after we break camp , we went back to school and bath . den off to mcdonalds !! me , jie , cyn and yokesh is gossiping bout some campers . so funny . ronald rocks ! haha . i reached home at bout 2+ i went to slp and i woke up at 3+ and prepare to go uncle mic's place . i reach uncle mic's place at 5 pm . haha . den , i saw edwin they all . they went there for dinner . haha . so sweet of them!! thank you !! den i worked till 10pm i left and went home . i sprained my leg ah , i guess i sprain it in da camp while i was running during orienteering . haha . today , i went to work again but wif kor and jie . wohoo~ working wif them i so much better . haha . but fk ! da fking MVC(monthly visitor cramp) is so pain . i hate it ! but jie , preapared hot coffee for me . haha . nice eh .. tml i'll be working at 5pm . haha . anyway , a guy pissed me off . i hate da guy . *SE noe who issit* haha . and jus now while msg-ing wif mister etic , i noe smthg . last few day when he msg-ed me , i kinda ignore him cos i was quite busy . den jus now he said he'll msh me when he reach home . its like 4hrs later . den last few days i replied him, 5-6hrs later . now , i noe da meaning of a person not replying ur msg . and that person meant alot to u . mister etic meant a lot to me of cos ! he's my dearest cousin eh . haha . *sorry etic , jia you ! i'm sure u can win da match!* ok , guess i gotta stop here . i'm tired .but still forcing SE to tell me smthg . haha . nites everyone !!!
*tada* my instructor - zad !!
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Thursday, March 10, 2005
leaving for camp tml . back on saturday .
i'm so excited for da camp tml . any way , mrs ong is leaving soon . when she said this to us me and jie look at each other and cried . den i lied on jie's lap and cried while jie manange to control her tears . after awhile , joleen came over and console me but inda end she cried too . da bell rang , mrs ong said "class stand . " i;m still crying , but i stood up and greeted her . den we walked her out da class . SE saw me crying and he ask me not to cry , but cant control . =) alex offered his uniform to me to wipe my tears , edwin and melvin offered their shoulders to me . haha . but i dont want at all . u guys were so sweet . thx !! somemore mrs ong said "those student that wont be here tmr , mus take good care of urself" omg !! i cried again . haha . our class will be giving her a card tml . i gonna miss her ah . hais . cant imagine , someone who dun pay attention in her class , li siao , rebellious to her ; is crying . hais ... *sorry for all those mistakes i have done in da past that make u angry and dissapointed . sorry mrs ong* hais , i gonna stop here .. needa pack my bag for tmr's camp . take care everybody . gonna miss u all . nytex !!
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
i'm freak out by cats .
oh my ... yst i jus talk bout cats . today morning under my hse carpark got one black cat sia . wtf !! i was so scared , so i went back to wake my dad up and ask him to bring me to da bus-stop . black cat somemore ... omg !! maybe i should find someone to acc. me to sch . but guess that will be a few yrs later . mmmmms , school was ok today . no all star prog. today . so stayed in class to attend da CL lesson . damn boring .. *yawns* den rught after school got student counsilor meeting . kena lecture by mr raj . so scary . but in da end , we all learnt our mistakes and we'll change for da better . student councilor investiture in july .. looking forward to it . yeah !! john came back to resit his o'lvls . seeing him this way , my heart jus crack . i dunno why , but he's a veri smart student . i dont understand why he got that kinda results . anyway , *john , jia you ~~* was msg-ing wif mister etic jus now , he said he will be going to da army sometime next yr . sad to hear that .. but its true , my dear cousin is going to NS soon . and on 28.03.05 he'll be having a bball compettion . *etic , jia you !* i'll be going for da health and fitness camp on friday and back on sat . i love camping so much . i'll be in sentosa ... lalalala ~~~ haha . ok , i'm jus getting so excited . guess gotta stop here , cos i'm tired of typing . nites everyone !!
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
now you understand why .
ok , my exam results sucks ! dont talk bout it . spoil my holiday ~! reached home at 4+ , bathe and chatted on da fone till tuition starts . anyway , i bought contact lens and i wore it today . wohoo ~ my vision was so damn bloody clear . no more squiting of eyes , no more blur vision . =) peeps , now i got a prob . i scared my mum wont let me go for da health and fitness camp . i wanna go and help out . how ? its this fri and break camp on sat , at sentosa . some more this fri , i got family dinner . so confused ... go for da dinner or camp ? tell me ?? i cant make da decision . i'm so scared of cats , hais . every morning when i walk to da bus-stop to take bus , i'll pray very hard i wont see any cats . everytime when i see a cat , my legs shiver , hands so cold . u understand da feelings of facing somethinfg tt really freak u out every morning . last time when i saw a cat , at least my legs wont shiver or stuff . i dunno why . i feared more as days pass by . how ? arrgghhh !!! sometimes i jus hope that cats dont exist , i noe its a selfish thinking . hais . tml is edwin's b'day . happie burfdae !!! nites ! a better day tml !
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Monday, March 07, 2005
never felt so stupid before .
today jus wasnt my day , it sucks !! i always wear tt black shorts for PE , yet today mr liu ask me wad kinda shorts is that . wtf ! nobody ask me this qns before , but when u came u ask me . humpx ! dun care ! i will still wear it .. lalala ~~ den , took back my maths . cant believe i failed my maths . dunno why oso , controlling my tears .. no mood at all ~! hate it . went for F&N lesson after that , so no mood den alfian pat on my face and say "cheer up laa~" den got back ,y english paper , i pass ! not too bad . den chem , i failed . shhuckk !!! after school , went to kfc wif jie . den saw SE all , they left earlier then us . den , i went home , online and bathe. went to take a short nap , but when i wake up tears start to roll down . i dunno why .. i jus hate da sight of myself crying . cant believe i cried at home everytime . yet i can be so hyper and cheerful in school . maybe some dont even believe i cried and wad i have gone through . nvm ~ but , jus dunno why . i told myself like 19687491th time not to cry , but i cried again and again . argghhh ... drop tt sub . gonna do my hair treatment soon , i do hair treatment every month . guess gotta take money from my poor mummie again . =) any way , yst went to uncle mic's cafe . so nice .. i reach there at bout 6pm . den i help out to served , clean table , take order and stuffs . da business was so good sia . full house and full - house . mus come look for me ehs . haha . kor and jie ("biao-sao") was there oso , so me and jie took orders and stuffs , kor is da kitchen do da preparations . hehexx . hais , i need a wallet badly . sob ... i'm tired nows . update soon . nites !
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
omg !
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| Y | Yummy |
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march hols !! yeah!
saturday 05.03.05
swimming at yishun complex wif xp , rene and xy.
suppose to meet at 10am , but was late .
swam till 1pm and was quite tanned .
love my skin colour so much ..
went to northpoint to have our lunch
wanted to buy caramel frapucchino from starbucks but was lazy
went to cwp wif rene and xy .
walk ard and rest and mos.
drank large ice milk tea and ate ichigo bliss
taste so nice ! yum yum ...
we talk bout how ah gong pass away and some other stuffs.
after awhile , we went to civic centre to rest and look thru some books .
mummie called and said needa go home early , cos got dinner . wtf !
so we left civic and took train back .
reach home change and went for da dinner .
sunday 06.03.05
getting back my papers tmr . hell shit ..
needa clean up da hse . fk !
guess gotta go out at 5pm , going over to uncle mic's restaurant .
its still early ...
i still needa clean up some other rooms..
its so b0ring doing hse chores.
cant go out wif SE again .
sorry .....
will update ltr .
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Friday, March 04, 2005
wynny is stupid, yes she is !
finally exams are over ! anyway , i'm so stupid ! on thurs nite , i read thru da 10yrs series book and i came across one qns and i ask LS how to do . den he taught me and i rem' it . yst , when i was doing phy. paper , tt qns came out .. but i did it wrongly . fcuk !! hate myself ! so stupid ! argghh !! den , after recess went to hall for da NYAA talk . so boring , sitting at da back of da hall pretending to understand . haha . den suddenly mr sim and mr raj ask me go out da hall , den my mind was .. "uh oh .. wad did i do this time ?" den mr raj. pass me a vest and ask mi to try it on . haha .. *wipe off sweat* den tried on to da vest and mr raj. ask me "too big izzit? " i said yes and he siad ok .. take off and go back to da hall . haha . after sch , rush off to CCK cos we dun want da juniors to follow . haha . so we da guys went off to marc's place , and da girls went over to CCK first . we ate and we went to take neo-prints . nice one ! after that , we went to CCK mrt station to meet da juniors and set off to pionner jc . pioneer jc was fun .. dun wanna elaborate much . =) i reached home at 8pm and kor called and he told me he was at da french stall which is jus under my hse . so i bath and went down , i saw his wife , my dearest "biao-sao" . chatted with them and thay said they are gonna bring me to uncle mic's restaurant on sunday ! wohoo ~!!and most prob. i'll be working at uncle mic's rest. during da march hols . yipee ~! gotta end here .. *yawns*
- i get da full picture now , its time to give up . wad's the point for waiting when i know everything is over ? i wanna start afresh .. no more tears for u !! i wanna be lively , hyper , active , cheerful . i wanna be happy , that all ! i gave up !
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
i'm gonna fail my social studies ..
yst i slept at bout 2+ midnight , den SE said he'll call me up at 5am to study for my social studies . he called at 5am , but i went back to slp . haha . den woke up and prepare for school , when i was doing duty .. i kept focusing on maths and not social studies . den its was 8am , we walk to da parade sq and din see a single soul .. uhoh ~ they all start da exam already !! so we ran back to class and faster settle down for da paper . da 1st paper was maths , not too bad . den after tt is social studies . da moment we saw da qns , everyone was like "huh? haiyo , how ?" den all dunno how 2 do . haha . too bad .. sorry uncle ong , we din study . guess we're all failing . after school , went home to change and rush out to sembawang shopping centre to study wif SE , Jon and Joyce .. din really absorb much . hais . was doing da usual thing , crapping ! no choice , wanted to slp when i saw da physics notes . haha . anyway , thanks to LS for giving me all those notes and stuffs .. thx ! i wont anti you anymore .. haha ! i'm so tired now , but cant slp cos i gotta study for phy and chem tml ... shit ! i cant rem' a single thing ... i miss some chocs soo much !! and erm .. edwin and alex din join us for studying today , cos they gotta acc. their girlfriends to study . sad huh . hmm , sometimes we jus feel that they ps us bcos of acc-ing their girlfriends . nvm laa , i understand ! got some photos from si during recess today , nice one . but sideview nia . haha . its ok , i'm contented now . =) sat , i'm goin to have a swim wif ahdi , xp and rene . after tt meet lucinda to take da tix . i needa go study now ., LS is waiting lers . nites ! take care !
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
pre - phobia of common test
having maths and social studies exams tml , yet wynny is still blogging . haha . i'm bored of revising .. so took out some time to be online to de-stress . =) today wasnt tat bad for me in school , all star prog was fun .. den reach home and slp den woke up and prepare for tuition . tuition wasnt tt bad laa , revise some impt things .. guess tml maths test wont be a prob .. but da prob now is my social studies . those things jus cant get into my brain . sharks !!! tml i'll be studying wif all my last-minute-den-pia-for-exams fren . haha .. still rem' last yr when we're preparing for end of year , everyday go study tgt and crapping . haha . miss those times sia . now , almost all of them got girlfrens . den everytime no time go out tgt ... cos they needa acc their girlfrens . haha . nice guys eh ... =) i think i needa go study lers . hais ... exam stress !! take care everybody ... nites ! bles me for tml's exam ..
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
你爱我还是他 ...
hmm .. today wasnt quite boring in school laa . change of places , sitting wif jie and .. but joyce is beside me too . haha . hurt my nail on sunday and it hurts .. fking pain when i wear school shoe . but no choice on monday , i endure da pain and ran my LIFE run all da way . when i reach school my leg was so pain and almost cried . but i insisted not to wear slippers on monday , den today i wore slippers to school . better .. not so pain . tml cant wear slippers lers , no choice lo . enduring da pain again . cos teachers say councillor wear slippers not nice .. hais .. bo bian . tml having All Star Prog (AST) yeah!! hsving maths and social studies exams on thurs . scared sia . hais . god bless . and yeaps , i'm scared of being backstab or ppl being a hypocrite . maybe those ppl were jus frens ard me . i'm jus scared of backstabbing and hypocrites . maybe they tot , without wynny isnt a big deal . without wynny is better and stuffs like that . that's what i've been thinking for da past few weeks laa . hais . sometimes tis kinda things jus make me sad and confused . i saw him in school on monday , cos he went back to take his results . i saw her too . it jus made me heart sunk down laa . anyway , have a good chat wif some of them laa . like bobby , lao da , joyo and some of them laa . they are still so cool and cheerful . =) wondering how will it be like when i'm taking my o's .. *building castle in da air* now , chatting wif kok swee my cousin in msn .. we were related in a long way laa . at first we din noe we were cousins , we attend da same tuition and stuffs . till one day , sumthing happen .. we den found out we were cousins . haha . den we bcame quite close for a period of time like chatting on da fone till late nite , talking bout stupid stuffs and he love singing jay's song . so i mus bear wif it everytime i chat wif him .. haha . den after a period of time , i dunno y we stop chatting on da fone .. think is bcos sch reopen . i miss those times sia . we go for tuition , li siao here and there , he sang jay's song and i kp him . haha . hope we were still like tt now . but nvm laa , we're still quite close now . =)
p/s: anyone can help mi with my chem and phy ? i need help . =x tag me if u can help me .. thx !!
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