Monday, January 31, 2005
we're bored after da dinner . 
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da hu's !! rock on man . from left to right . rene , shing , xing & me
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shing . wyn . rene . ok , my cam sucks .
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monday blues
yesterday's dinner was quite good laa . cos at da beginning i din talk much , kinda no mood lo . so din talk much and was day dreaming .. but after a while , after i received hong's msg i was quite awake lers . da mood is back !!yeah !! den i started talking and playing den telling chuan bout da hand thing and stuffs den blah blah blah .. took some pics , will upload later . anyway , me , rene , shing , xing , kw and tt freako is going for a swiming tis sat . looking forward to it !!today school was quite boring , but i din fall asleep . made pizza during f&n , my pizza turn out nice ... =PpPp den lessons were boring as usual . and erm .. dun needa send ben off at da airport lers , cos he needa be there at bout 3:30pm .. den check in and stuffs . so dun needa go lers . he'l' be going to school tml to see all his frens . guess he'll come back , sometime in december . hope he enjoy da life there . i got tuition at 7pm later , gotta go slp lers . ciaos !
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Sunday, January 30, 2005
grandma's birthday dinner later .
wohoo ~ later goin to have dinner wif cousins again . cos its grandma's b'day . i miss all of my cousin . anyway , yst went to candy's hse to teach her da sand art bottle thingy . den after tt went to ah di hse for lunch and den over to aunt hse . slack at aunt hse till 6+ , mummie call and say eat dinner together . so she came to fecth me and aunt to wdlands for dinner . den send aunt home , after tt went to OCC to fecth daddie . he jus finish his golf , and da nite before daddie gave me $50 cos i told him i wanna get a bals sweater . so after fetching daddie , he ask mummie to drive to northpoint den went to bals to choose tt sweater i tried on da M size . it was quite big laa , but daddie say its quite small so me and daddie went to gio to look for other sweater , but none of them is nice . next we went to HT to look for it .. it was $89.90 can . bals onli $19.90 , but in da end din buy , cos daddie say too small . but its ok laa . goin to shop for another sweater soon . now dunno wad to wear for grandma's dinner . on friday , ODAC pt is fun . played alibomb ard da school . den run here and there .. so fun !! 2 more days , ben's leaving . update later , gotta go prepare for da dinner lo .
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
share - a - meal leadership course
back from da course . its not b0ring at all . thank god ~! dun wish to talk m0re on da course , cos lotsa things happen laa . anyway , friday having ODAC physical training . yeah ! da ODACians reunite !! and sat , maybe go swimming bahs . den sun .. yeah !!! grandma's birthday . we'll be eating together again !! da cousins reunite ! wohoo ~!!! today's PE is soo fun . played soccer again . but tis time round da rules are diff , is like if da other them score we mus do ten push ups , and if da ball hit da cone .. mus do five push ups . so it veri fun . when da ball is veri near to da goal . all da gers crowding ard shouting and screaming , snatching da ball . its soo fun . but da game ended quite fast . my team lost laa 4:2 eh .. so sad seh . but nvm laa , next week ... humpx ... we'll win !!and yeah .. today went we were finding our ways to da theatre of arts (in NYP , our course venue) we were lost lors . den so qiao , saw melf he told me:"told u , walk straight , no need turn left or right . " den i was like orhss .. okok ! din expect to see him , haha . at first i din notice him , den heard someone call my name . i turn den .. *shocktified* its melf . da theatre of arts is so big and no network somemore . so me and nizam came out and send a few msg before da course started . at then .. i realised , nizam look like paddington bear . dunno wad strikes me , so i told him :" eh , u look like paddington bear." he gave me a wth* look and luff . shitty him . i'm tired now . *yawns* update soon .
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
leadership course tmr .
leadership course tmr !! wth* actually tml i having tuition at home for my maths test on thursday . but i got da leadership course thingy . hais . anway , today school was as usual laa . its so boring . wonder how will tmr's leadership course is like . now , ben say he cant contact me for like one month of half a year when he's over there . cos he nedda buy da modem , suscribe da dunno wad thing . but guess he got his ways to contact me laa . and i'm getting da kaleidoscope after chinese new yr !!! yippeesss !!! rene's fren whom is in hk is sending it back for me . i love tt person loadss and rene loadss . but i wan lotsa kaleidoscope , i wanna collet kaleidoscope from diff countries . i slpy now ... nites !!
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Monday, January 24, 2005
its simply too boring .
today schooling is quite boring laa . during f&n today .. made raisins muffins , it turn out so salty . but hell ya , i onli put half a teaspoon of salt eh ... and 3 tablespoon of sugar . dunno y like tt . hais . nvm . i'm sure i'll improve da next time round ! den geo was taken over by uncle ong , sidek went for course already . hope uncle ong will make mi understand geo better . jus now had my tuition . a fast tuition , one and a half hrs past so fast . den ate dinner and online till now . so sians .. wed , going to NYP for a leadership course . till 5:30pm so tiring seh . now chatting wif ben , he seems so sad . cos in bout one wks time he'll be leaving soon . and cant see him till maybe dec . he's sad now , thinking bout his frens and his future . guess he misses all his frens laa . but , da choice is already made . hais . jus too much things on my mind , smthgs i wanna tell him and smthgs which i wanna to settle before chinese new yr . wad is in my mind !! jus cant get da hell outta my mind . argghh ! nvm . i'm sleepy ler . nites everyone !
- leave this world peacefully and go to another world without worries and sorrows . xiao bomb , rest in peace . i miss you soo much . da fotos , da box , da bottles and those letters left so much memories . never thought you left me this way , you are just too stuborn .nvm , jus hope u rest in peace .
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
back from camp and slacking after camp till now .
wohoo ~! back from camp on wed . da camo was kinda sians can . hais . dun wanna talk much bout da camp . i spend my 17th in my camp . bloody ~ so sad seh . wanna cry but can , wanna shout can . hais . i brought da towel he gave me to da camp and spend my 17th using tt towel . hais . anyway , on thurs went for sch's cross country . damn tiring seh . woke up at 5am to bath and stuffs . left home at 6am and reach s'wang at 6:15am . meet jie they all and headed over . damn long journey and we're like standing . din ran in cross country cos was in charge of some stuffs . damn funni .. did lotsa funni things down there . called wrong name , gave wrong stickers , kalang kabot , jumping up and down . hais . jus too hyper . den after tt tired lers . so kept quiet . went to safra for bowling and stuffs . da safra in damn cold can . left tt place bout 4+ den went home . rest for awhile den 5+ left home again wif mummie to meet aunt they all for buffet . nice buffet laa . but leg pain ... cos they walk to chinatown . and it was so pack lors . bought one skirt , quite long laa ;at $23 . den after tt , met some maternal side cousins and have some drink . den today woke up at 9am to pack my stuffs for swimming . reach da complex at 10am . xp was late laa . but nvm .. swam till 12+ den meet rene they all to town . after tt ah di reached town and met us . walk here and there , crap here and there . same old thing laa , ah di kept saying i'm ben ben . but .... no ehs . humpx .. nvm . tt name quite nice too . den went to fareast and ate turkish dinner . not veri nice . after dinner actuali wanna take neoprint together de . wif ah di , rene , xp and me . i was soo happi , finalli we take a neoprint together . so hapi to be searching for da machine . but ... in da end nvr take . oso dunno y .. they say , cant find da right machine . heart break seh . have been waiting for tis day to arrive for yrs lers can . but in e end like tt . hais . i gave a ok-nevermind-still-got-next-time look . but inside ... kinda sad seh . hais . left fareast and went borders to look for books . so mani books i wanna buy seh . but no $$ . hais . went starbucks and bought caramel frapuchinno . damn nice eh . after tt came home ... so tired sehs . somemore fone low batt in da noon . fking fone . low batt at da wrong time . today kept using "total retardy" tis word . dunno why .. maybe bcos tt "Fren" influence me . ben's leaving soon lers . fast huh ... he lost his ez-lik card . wth* luff till pengx . okok . mus feel sad for him laa . lost ez-link card some more need $20 to replace .. blah blah blah .... mummie's burfdae on sunday seh .. tml having family dinner at my hse . den daddie's buying cake to celebrate .. yeah !! choc cake ! choc cake !!! gotta end here ... slping soon . xin xin tagged my board seh .. so shock !! she tag my board .
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
back from camp !
yeah . i'm back from tt camp . it was quite boring laa . but i still enjoy myself . dont wanna talk much bout da camp . kinda sians ah . tml is cross country !! yeah !! yippeess !!! tml ODAC will be setting up a drink stall , mus go and buy huh . i'll be there anyway . tml i not running . i'll be helping out , mr raj ask mi help at da finishing point . hmmm .. slacking at da 1st half of da race . after tt mus keep track of da timing and stuffs lers . i miss lotsa ppl during my camp can .. like xin xin , tong tong , claud , fifa , ju , jiejie , cynthia , leefong , yok , my laopo ... all my seniors can . din get 2 c them today after break camp oso . hmmm .. hope tml i can c them . :) my 17th passes sadly . tried not to cry and i manage to endure till today when i reach home and rest . i brought da towel he gave me to da camp to accompany through my 17th . sad seh . when i tink of da past , i'll look at da towel and stare and stare . hais . anyway , daddie jus came home and he gave me $30 for tml lehs . den in my wallet still got $10 . tml i can go buy my things lo .den tml nite having dinner wif aunty . today on da way back to sch , ah di msg wif me . den ah , kinda nvr c him and others for a long time lers . mus go out wif them one day . tuition on sat !! fri go swimming and towning. yeah !! and yeapps , in da camp .. last nite , i went to da teacher's bunk to take da first-aid box . den da moment i open da door . packets of potato chips is found .. mr cheong , mr seow and some others . forget whu lers . wah rao !! cant imagine lors . but they gave me smthg in return laa . mr seow gave me a drink . good rite ? bleahx . anyway , one more week .. ben is leaving lers . fast huh . hais . i'm tired lers . gotta slp soon .
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Sunday, January 16, 2005
lonely
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
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camping !
yst was a boring day ... went to jurong wif mummie and daddie . mummie say we're going to jurong point , so i followed . but in e end went to some place in jurong which look like chinatown . so boring and squeezy . humpx .. but i bought my rosella tea . i love it can . i din drink it for like 3 mths plus lers . i missed da taste and i onli can get da drink there . so nice and contented to drink it . my hands were aching today too , wondering how to climb during my camp for da next few days . hope my aches will be better tmr . haven pack my camp back , dun feel like packing . so tired and ma fan . hais . da above foto was kinda weird laa , taken by my cousin while i was watch tv den he go take . but i found gave it a name . searching for a glimpse of light . and tt's wad i've been doing all da while . hais . tmr is da 17th lers . 1 month jus passes like tt ? guess i will cry like mad in da nite . but i'll be in da camp , dun wan ppl to c me cry . how ? 17th !! how to overcome tt day ? how i wish i could sleep all da way and nvr wake up to face tis stupid 17th . how i wish ... anyway , ben's leaving soon . counting da days he left was scary . in bout 2wks time he's leaving . and yst he told me some funni yet touching things . i'll remember it forever and he said i'll be da first to know when he is coming back . he better remember to inform me ah . 3yrs ltr de ben will be like wad lehs ? will he remember me ? *slaps-forehead* y think so much? 17th ar 17th !! wtf* my 17th is so sad , yet urs is so happi . y issit like that ? hais . i've been crying for da past one month , will i cry througout tis whole yr ? i dun wan !! i wish i can act as nothing has happen . i can be smiling , luffing and crapping ard like nothing happen . but ... but ... i'm crying every moment inside . my heart is tearing up . those memories jus wont go away . seeing my frens wif their the other half smiling and luffing happily makes me think of da past . hais . ppl always tell me "there are still lotsa fishes in da pond , i'm sure u'll find one whom suits u ." i agree too . but on da other hand , i still cant forget him . i really dun wanna get in love now . so , to ______ u shoud noe who i'm referring to bahs . if u happen to c tis , i'm sorry . i realli dun wanna be in love now . sorri . missing my rock-climbing course , missing da walls , da floor , da harness , caribenna , chalk bag and my instructors . but , i dun miss my instructors as much as i miss those walls . level two course !! i'll be there soon !! today did spring cleaning , cleaning my room and it sucks . i hate spring - cleaning , while i'm cleaning mummie is nagging and scolding me and tt freako . tt freako is not doin anithing from da moment he woke up , he's sitting infront of da sqaure screen can . fk him . den i cleaning up da whole room . i'm not petty , jus tt cant he do some cleaning oso than jus sitting there like a bimbo . heck him . i'll be in camp da next three days , wont be blogging til thurs i guess so . i'll miss my other frens , my bears , my bed and last of all my chocs !! gotta end here . goin to slack now till dinner time .
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Saturday, January 15, 2005
i got my level one cert for rock climb .
yeah ! i got it . da cert i've been waiting for . yst , went for an 8hrs rock climbinig course . climbtill hands and legs like jelly ah . our instructor is damn handsome can . there were azmi and syafiq . so cool and steady . azmi gave us a 1 and a half hours of theory den we climb all da way till da whole course finish . so fun .. taking fotos , crapping and slacking . i conqured tt wall which da last time i din finish it . syafiq taught me most of da climbing styles and ways of tieing those ropes . and azmi taught me those theory and some other things . both of them are so cool can . den actualli today goin swimming wif xp dehs .. but she sick . so cancel and i rest cos hand pain and stuffs laa . den slack at home till now , tot of updating my blog . mon is my sec 3 camp los . yeah ! doin all those games wif my class is so fun . cant wait for tt day to come . but , packing my bags is so tiring .. hais . hate it to pack my bag for camps . anyway , feel tired now . gotta play game lers . update ltr .
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i'm a sicko . acting stupid during school's concert .
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
when you walked away, you knew how angry i was. but you couldnt see the heart that was breaking inside .
today wake up so unwillingly , but still drag myself up . den eveything was da same in school . except i slpety in physics lesson today . den kinda slack laa . but maths was quite ok laa . den it was da sitting arrangments things , me , jie and joyce kinda pissed off . cos we hate da sitting arrangment . den jie kept quiet , den we dunno wad to do . so all pek chek laa . arggh !! den , things was quite ok till after school . i acc joyce to find her guy , den went to da canteen to study wif edwin they all . after that her guy came down , and said was leaving at 5:15 . so i tot of leaving together wif them . but .. wtf* when i packed everything , they suddenly say they wanted to stay . cos jie wanting for her guy , so they wanna stay back together . i was like ... hais . if wanna stay, say earlier can . arggh !! so i left wif a bloody look laa , but dont think they noe . they dont seems to care can . hais . den , edwin they all at da piano there so i went home wif them . when i reach da bus-stop , i was thinking ... why ? why suddenly things so different when one have the other half together ? why ? everything seems to change when the other half is present . hais . but i think it wont happen again laa . nvm bout that then .. reach home den bathe and waited for my tuition . tuition was good , learn lotsa things within one and a half hour . den now .. kinda tired laa . ben is leaving soon . hope he'll have fun there . gotta slp now lers , nites . sweet dreams . i miss him . [tryin to forget him !!]wynny jia you !
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Monday, January 10, 2005
i miss him loads . hope da waves will engulfed my sorrows .
crying bitterly inside , screaming my lungs out to heal my sorrows and da scar in my heart . saw da foto they took together . hurts me a lot . tears rolled down da moment i saw da foto . i cant help it but to cry like fcuk . i noe crying for him is worthless , but i jus cant seem to face da reality that they are together . wynny , they are together . there are !! what can you do now ? seeing them so happi but u're crying here . u cant cry anymore . show it to them that u're stonger that they tot !! wynny !! its been like i've telling myself so mani times not to cry . but i still cant help it . anyway , went to sch .. kinda study and did my hmwrk . finally wynny learn to do her hmwrk . durin geo today din realli absorb much cos today mr sidek and uncle ong came in lors . den kinda shock that uncle ong is gonna teach us geo when sidek goes for course next week . hais . uncle ong was like a fren than a teacher to me . suddenly he be my teacher kinda weird . hais . den after geo is chem .. chem is boring can . i wrote some poems during her lesson . so boring everyday see slide show . hais. i finish my maths hmwrk lo . first time , i did maths hmwrk at home . tml having tuition . at 7pm seh .. tiring day . dun wanna write more lers . jus too sad to continue . i still miss him . but .... hais .
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
all my cousins . yeah !
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
i miss those days in 2004
i din blog for like 1 week eh . erm .. so i summarise laa . on 31-12-04 , it was kor's wedding . so nice and fun . cried when they played out da slide show of their pics , cos da song laa . hmm , den after da dinner , went to da hotel and count money . so fun seh . holding a big pile of $50 in my hand . den veri kinda hungry , so we all called for room service . den we ate and slack at da hotel till 8+ . den went home sleep , so tired seh . den next day morning , kor called and ask me to eat breakfast wif them at OCC . den of cos i said ok laa . den wash up , get changed and he came to fetch me their . when i reah their then i noe is jie jie (kor's wife) mummie's burfday . din give her present laa , hand shake and give her a hug . when home after that . den pack my stuffs for sch . but found out i dun needa bring ani books . anyway , da moment i step into sch in da early morning . memories flaseh again , da place we talk to each other , da place he always sat at and lotsa stuffs . few drops of tears rolled down . hais ~ school was fun laa . meeting all my frens again . den school ended . have SC meeting to settle those stuffs for da sec one camp . den it was da sec one camp . 1st day , so fun . ice breakers wif 1T1 . they were gret mans . so hyper and so co-operative . ice brekers time ended laa . den went back to class for lessons . after a few hours school ended , went back to camp again and help out . i was in charge of 1E2 . they were not bad too . but not as good as 1T1 laa . *opps* but some sec one were like !@#$%^`! we were rushing for time yet they are walking slowly . wtf* but overall a nice camp . wq wanna take a pic of me sia , but i stopped him . i dun wan him to have my pic . yst da sch was having CCA open hse oso , saw CH and gang in school . was looking out for him , but cant see him . hais ~and erm.. creid in da camp laa . cos i tot of da past den cry cry cry lors . hais . there's dragon boat yst , it stones man ! but i din have da change to paddle laa , cos i was da leader mus sit infront . but da instructor of my class was a handsome and macho man . his name is titus . hand shake and intro , kinda pai seh . but it was mr kenneth ng's frens laa . dragon boat ended so fast . hais . i kena sabo by my own group . cheeky sec ones ! i gave them water break , but they pour water on me . wth* but it was fun laa . so tiring seh . today slept till 4 + in da noon . tmr goin m'sia wif rene . i wanna buy loysa things ~! and yepps , that time when i go Scotts wif rene .. uncle ong , mr lim , mr cheong was there too . they wanted to call me but i din see them so i was like chatting and walking wif rene . den yst they told me and described wad i wore that day . wth* soo stupid of them . =pPpPp gotta stop here . cos kinda tired again . wanna sleep lers .
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
cheeky bride . lols
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here comes da bride . (left) jie jie[kor's wife] - (right) kor kor
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slacking my new yr eve away .
hmm ... happi new yr ! 2005 ~! yepps . my new yr resolution is to forget da past and live happily , be the real wynny . jia you ~! jus back from kor's hse , kinda angry . cos mummie dun let me stay there . some more kpkb , so noisy . hais . 8th aunt allow me to stay there , then she kp for wad . some more tis kinda thing is once in a year de lors . she jus dun think laa . old ppl are like that . enjoyed myself yst , but kinda miss jie jie (kor's wife ) . cos the chinese believes on some things laa, so cant see her da day before she's getting married . but called her and congratulated her , miss her seh . den slack till bout 3+ . went home and sleep . woke up at 5+ and prepare stuffs for da tea ceremony . at bout 7:55am went down to wait for da car , it was raining heavily lo ..den here comes da bride . jie jie is soo pretty ! kor kor is so smart wif da suit . aiseh ~ went up to da hse for tea ceremony . nice one ~ got and bao from kor kor and jie jie . *happified*it took bout 1hr for tea ceremony . den we slack in da room till 11+ went to OCC for another tea ceremony for jie jie's family . den went to take fotos ard . everyone is so tired and hungry . went back to kor's hse , da buffet still haven come . wahrao ~ all so hungry . den dennis kor kor went to find some food and he found rice wif curry . nice seh . he feed jie(kor's sister) and me . cos we doin some stuffs , so no hand to eat laa . ard 1pm , da buffet has arrived . all so happy , went to take and eat . den *burp ~* full sia . went to bathe and sleep till bout 5+ wake up eat dinner . slack sia . went to talk wif jie jie and kor kor den kena disturb by some calls . nvm bout them . it was 11+ gonna be 12am soon , everyone is either , playing mahjong or sleeping . onli me and jane wanna countdown , but we went to cook instant noddles . eating away our 12am . wad a quiet new yr . but nvm laa , tml will be a fun one . everyone will be there tml !! yeah ! i'll be at da reg. counter tml wif jie . lotsa ppl sia , bout 450 ppl goin for da wedding dinner tml . but , after dinner , everyone will be go home lers . no fun liao . i've been counting down every month for this day to come . so fast seh . hais . i stared to set alarm every 1st day of the month from april .. till now . it's da day . fast huh . hais . kinda sad . dunno why . hope tml wont end so fast . uploading today's pic now . will be up soon . gonna turn in lers . tml gotta wake up early .
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