opps ! i love that song you light up my life by leann rimes can . she stones~! anyways , today went back to sch for meeting again . do does booklet and stuff , da bloody cyber lab is fkin hot lors . air -con spoil . me and yu ling keep runing out to keep ourself cool . yuling that cheeky ger ahh , li siao siao . sec 1 nia so cheeky lers . she's cute laa , crap wif me . jie was late today , called her so many times yet she sleeping . she pig ! cos yst she "ton" den nvr slp . but eventually she was in sch at 11+ . after da whole meeting ended at bout 2+ , i went to play da piano den played twinklex2 lil' stars . ytss ppl sang the song out while i'm playin . so nice of them . den se use his flute to play . i played da piano , he played da flute . quite a nice combination laa . but he always come in late . haiyoyo . took cab home , cos rushing back for tuition . while goin to da taxi stand . so lingwei jie and she pass me da present . a t-shirt . veri nice ! thanks ! i brought her present too , but drop on da floor den spoil . is sand art bottle ... all da sand kena mix up lo . den not nice , dun dare to gif her . hais . hope she understand . =PpP tml goin for sch's band concert .. yeah !! but , i dunno wad to wear . siao liao laa . some more tml got tuition ah . cant slp till late late .. hmm .. i miss him . i want to see him again . but i know i'll cry when i see him . how ? no more new yr wif him .. no more hellos byebyes . no more !! saw my cousin online , he arh .. long time nvr online cos com kena virus . online lers , saw my dp say i veri tann wors . but he like that colour . nice one . (: my sch's teachers oso say i veri tann and cant reg. me . scarstic sia .. dun reg . me can talk to me . *eyes rolling* daddie is back .. gonna stop lers .

• why see him if you know you'll cry ? he asked you to be strong , in his mind you're a strong person . but why , now you are so fragile . crying every night on the bed . crying became ur everyday-will-do thing . you cried silently , not wanting people to know that you're sad . but how long can you go on acting ? crapping ard with friends and luffin on the outside . but crying and heart bleeding profusely in the inside . what to do ? you tell me ...