"I went back to the place we met , hoping to see you again . "

"I went back to the place we met , hoping to see you again . "

"When the night falls , i'll have to leave too . "

"You've found another pillar in your life , but where's mine ? "

"Without you by my side , everything seems meaningless . "

Woke up around 8am and prepared for school , was late for a little while . The rehearsal started and the Sec 4s are soo free . We only have to show our face for awhile and then we can get off the stage and do stupid things . A few Sec 4s were there only , so we had lotsa fun tgt . Sang that candle song , took photos and lotsa stupid things . Sec 4 counsillors rocks ! =) The fellow counsillors were nice too , they are so enthu in the song . After the rehearsal , played netball with Yeok Ling , Melvin Oh , Ridaudin , Azmil and some sec 1s . It was fun and darn hot .. After netball , left with Yuling and co to Macdonalds to get a drink . Saw Heng at Sun Plaza , so walked to Godma house with her . Saw Godpa on the othet side of the road while walking , shouted for him and waved then off he went .. Kenneth and Lil' Trina was at Godma house!! I so love them.. Played with Kenneth and when his Dad wanna bring him home , he was crying and asking if he could stay at Godma house with me . He's Dad agree and he ran back and hugged me then we played Initial D together . It was fun , i'm always the winner cause he dont know how to play.. *evil grins* Kenneth wento sleep around 4plus and of course i wento sleep too , till Edwin call me then i wake up . Edwin was going to Serangoon and i was praying so hard that he could actually bump into that someone . But Dennis bump into he that someone .. =( Blah blah blah... Fed Kenneth dinner and Godma , Sheng , Wj , Kenneth and me wento Sun Plaza cause Wj wanna change phone . Kenneth was soo noisy in the bus laa , kept singing "Oh Macdonald had a farm.." and made lotsa animals noises . Brought him to Macdonalds and awhile later , his parents brought him home . I so miss him laa.. Although he's noisy and stupid at times , but i still love him .. =)

26th March 2006 -Sunday

Mum woke me up around 10am and told me we're going down to my eldest uncle house to pray for my grams ( maternal side) death annivesary . I was so tired and my thigh were aching . Fucking painful.. Prepared and wento over to uncle's house , i was soo hungry laa . Waited for around 30 minutes and they start to eat , so i ate and left with Mum to Chinatown . SHOPPING!! But most of the expenses , Mum used my card to pay.. =( Mum say she'll return me those money soon . Let's hope she'll remember... Went over to Uncle's Ping house for dinner , Kor kor , Jie jie , Dennis Kor Kor and Ah jie was there too . After awhile they left , as they're going for dinner . Then Kor kor was showing me the action of singing , OHH!! They're going to sing and i cant go.. Aww..... =( Dennis Kor kor kept luring me out and asked me to get out of the house . But i cant laa , promised to have dinner together . I missed it this time.. URGH ~!! Left Uncle's Ping house around 10pm and i am so tired now.. Tmr is a long day for me , having rehearsal after school again . But i love rehearsal.. Yippess !! I should go and pack my bag after this entry . Monday bluessss.... =(

I took yesterday as the "IO-day" . I cried at night as my player plays those sad songs and all those nice memories flashed back . I wanna shout out your name , i wanna know why is it like that ? I think i know what you really want.. I knew it . I treated it as you were dead , but i just cant stop myself from thinking about it . Why do i always cry for you ? Why must you disappear the moment i need you ? Why cant everything go smoothly ? Why weren't you there for me when i needed you ? Nothing could be explained , only tears could soothe my heart ache . Everytime i tell myself to be strong and i can get over with it , but in the end i'm lying to myself . I dropped down to the lowest point my life everytime memories flashed back . I smile and told myself , it was all a fairytale . But my heart was shattering inside and it hurts so much . What is all this about ? Sighh.. And i still miss you alot . <3

"You brought me happiness and left me with sorrows . "

My initial "W" .

Rotating it into an "M" is nice too..

Negative of the "W" is cool !

"You made me realised i'm nothing without you ."